The Rhythm Of My Heartbeat-13

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Previously...

I looked at the photos again. I felt malicious. I didn't know why! .. yousif stood next to me and stared at them as well ..

Yousif; you don't like them?I stared at him as he was staring at the stupid photos!

I stared at him as he was staring at the stupid photos!

Ruba; no

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I left the room. And again, I was lost, it was very dark .. I walked a few steps with my hands on both sides making sure I don't bump into anything .. I heard him leave the room ..

Yousif; *shouts* RUBA?
Ruba; kanyy
Yousif; allah yhadaach bs!

He was scared for me, which was very cute! He turned on the lights ..

Yousif; lahadaraja you're jealous?
Ruba; Me?! jealous?! Hah-hum- (some sort of 6naza laughter) no!
Yousif; hehe, contradiction is cute!
Ruba; ugh! would you shut up and drive me to an amazing breakfast? I'm starving!
Yousif; ok ..

As much as I hated the idea of the photos hanging. I hated that I might be hanged someday! But the good part is that he used film, so that I won't be photoshoped or something .. any way, we drove off to a hotel, akhaf agoul el-esim yi6la3 da3aya ;p ,, ok I'll say it :p Crowne Plaza .. we had the buffet ,, and it was simply amazing .. I was tabbing the napkin against my lips ..

Ruba; emm emm emm! Latheeeth! Kramk allah
Yousif; 3alaich bil 3afya ..
Ruba; what are you doing for the weekend?
Yousif; umm ,, madryy wallah ,, elrabi3 biro7oon a cruise around..
Ruba; allah sounds like fun
Yousif; eeh, 3ad lal7een ma Qarart arou7 wala ma arou7 ..
Ruba; laiishh!? Rou777 ambaih 7adda wanasa! Lw ana minnik 7ad ommy arou7!
Yousif; yeah maybe I might.
Ruba; mhmm
Yousif; saraina?
Ruba; saraina..

He dropped me off at my uni, it was weekend that day ,, I went back home, stayed in my room 3ashan astaw3ib shilly 9ar! And wonder why the pictures bothered me! and wonder why I felt safe in his arms. And wonder why I even let him take photos of me, I could've said no! but I didn't! why!? .. but most of all .. I didn't know why I had to call him!!..

Yousif; alo?
Ruba; hi
Yousif; ahlain?
Ruba; radait elbait?
Yousif; eh, bakhith aghrathy w arou7 elshalaih ..
Ruba; mhmm ,, have fun ..
Yousif; enshallah ,, entay wi9altay?
Ruba; eeh ..
Yousif; any plans?
Ruba; la wallah .. bitrou7 the cruise?
Yousif; eeh, my friends hnak na6reenyy
Ruba; ah ok,, ok go have fun!

I hung up. I'm so stupid! Laish dagait 3alaiihh!??! Few seconds later ..

From Moron;
I'll miss you;* ,, if you need anything text me;*

To Moron;
Enshallah;*

This isn't good! I feel like I'm falling for him. I let him control me. I find it really hard to tell him no! .. any way .. I had to call both rinad and basma to tell them what happened ..

Basma; *gaassppp* khibla entaayyy!!?? 9iiij maynoona!!

Rinad; khoush khoouushh!! Ashwa film not memory card!

That’s what they told me! ,, maybe it was a bad idea. But there's something that tells me enna yousif wouldn't do anything bad. He's not that evil, madryy .. only time will tell.

DAYS LATER;

*Moron Calling*

Ruba; alo?
Yousif; yah hala
Ruba; hala feek ..
Yousif; shlounich shakhbarich?
Ruba; good, you?
Yousif; el7imdillah .. listen .. emshay ni6la3
Ruba; ok wain?
Yousif; nitmasha 3al ba7ar!?
Ruba; ok meta?
Yousif; el7een!
Ruba; NOW?!
Yousif; eeh eeh hahah

It was 7 am! This dude is such a morning person <3>


Ruba; enta shimga3dik hal 7aza?
Yousif; a7ib elba7ar el9ib7


Ahh <3>


Ruba; I see .. enzain yousif?
Yousif; hala?
Ruba; la…


I was interrupted by .. guess who!? Guess who was walking by with a girl in his shloulders?! Guess!!!! YEP! S3OOD =) when I finally start living my life! He shows up! O laaaa! He shows up with a girl!! Yousif; kamlay? Yousif noticed that I was staring at something far away, so he turned around and saw him. Them I mean! Then he tunred again to face me ..


Yousif; shnu ya3ny?! O khair ya 6air!
Ruba; ma..madryy ..


Nazalt rasy! O I could tell that yousif was very upset o masik nafsah! .. s3ood walked past us, he eyed me with a smirk. I ignored and looked at yousif ..


Ruba; not like I care!


I said that as tears were forming in my eyes. But hiding them from yousif ..


Ruba; I got someone better now! Right?
Yousif; *chuckles* yeah ..
Ruba; yousif ..
Yousif; 3younah?
Ruba; I'm yours


What did I just say?


Yousif; shnu?
Ruba; I'm yours. All yours. Yours only.
Yousif; you're mine?
Ruba; yes
Yousif; o ana killy lich.


I rested my head on his shoulder as the tear found it's way out of my eye, and dropped on his shirt. S3ood is now completely satisfied that I cheated. Which I didn't! but he got over me so fast, so why can't I? right? So I thought the best thing to do, is be with yousif! ,, I was falling for him, he's crazy about me, makes a perfect match! .. After a few moments of silence ..


Yousif; shfeech 7abeebty?


I'm now 7abeebtah <3


Ruba; hmm?
Yousif; shfeech?
Ruba; aby elkilma elthanya!
Yousif; *whispers* 7abeebty!

Aahh <3!!!!


Ruba; mafeeny shay as long as you're here!
Yousif; ruba?
Ruba; hmm?
Yousif; 7abeebty?
Ruba; 3youn ruba?
Yousif; it7ibeenyy?
Ruba; eeh
Yousif; akeed?
Ruba; akeedaiin!
Yousif; bs ana amout feech ,, shil 7al?
Ruba; *giggles*
Yousif; fidait'ha;*
Ruba; esmilla 3alaik 7abeeby


Awal marra agoul "7abeeby" and mean it! With yousif though ..


Yousif; 7abeebich?
Ruba; min 9ij!
Yousif; wayyy!
Ruba; yousif?
Yousif; 3youn ahala!
Ruba; ma ra7 itkhaleenyy?
Yousif; la2! Ma 3aash min ekhaleech!
Ruba; enzain tathiQ feny yousif?
Yousif; akeed athiQ feech! Laish ma athiQ feech?
Ruba; etha shiftny akalim rifeejik ,, ra7 itshik feenyy?
Yousif; la ruba ana a3arfich 3adil. Ra7 aghaar akeed! Bs ma ra7 ashik fech
Ruba; ashwa


He put his arms around me, and sort of hugged me tight. I felt .. what's the right word? … Home! I felt like right there is where I belong, and where I'll stay for the rest of my life. I know I've hurt him, but he has forgiven me. he's a good man.


Ruba; yousif?
Yousif; 3younah?
Ruba; shayil eb galbik shay?
Yousif; … la2
Ruba; yousif ana asfa I really felt sorry! 9iij 9ij! Ya3ny ldarajat enna I would do anything so the past would be erased! ..


he simply kissed my forehead ..

Yousif; *whispers* khala9, mu entay el7een malty?
Ruba; eeh
Yousif; that's all I need


I dug my head deeper. And felt like crying, madry laish .. I shed a few tears ,, and yousif noticed ..


Yousif; hey heeyy! Shnu hathaaa! Tabcheeen ruba?!


He released his arms, and looked at his shirt! ..


Yousif; you're not getting away with this, you're gonna pay for the laundry


He joked trying to make me smile, which worked..I smiled..


Yousif; ashouf! Wa 7alaat elwayh o ohwa mibtesim;*
Ruba; hehe *shy*
Yousif; ruba!!
Ruba; hm?
Yousif; A7IBICH!


Ahhh <3


Ruba; enzain ..


His eyes popped out .. then I giggled ..


Ruba; ehehe, haman ana..


I found it hard to tell him "a7ibik" somehow,,it needs time..


LATER THAT DAY;


Rinad called me ..


Rinad; alo!
Ruba; ahlan!
Rinad; rwaib! Aku gathering ib baitna! Yallah emshay o bring the purple sweater you have ..
Ruba; ha?! Mnu biyee?
Rinad; everybody from uni, except for the guys ;(
Ruba; hahaha, ok what time?
Rinad; umm,, 5, 6 hal 7aza!
Ruba; ok, I'll be there ..
Rinad; don't forget the purple sweater!!!
Ruba; enzain ..


When she called me it was already 4;30 ,, so I took a shower and dressed up. Libast dark skinny jeans with a short sleeve patterned blue shirt. Grey cross bag, grey flats, and good to go. Ooooppss! Almost forgot the purple sweater she wanted. I called yousif as I was driving ..

Ruba; alo 7ayaty tara ana baroou7 bait rinad
Yousif; ok, have fun, shil 6ary?
Ruba; gathering, chithy girl's 3aba6..
Yousif; ahaa, 7arakaat (remember 7ara7aat :p? always.be? :p)
Ruba; hehe ,, yallah 7ayatyy I'll talk to you lama arid elbait ok?
Yousif; allah wiyach, mwah
Ruba; mwah enta ;p
Yousif; madry laish 7asait'ha ehana ;p
Ruba; hahahah .. no no! wallah Qa9dy shareef :p
Yousif; hahaha,,ok ashwa ;p
Ruba; yallah 7abeeby bye;*
Yousif; bye;*


RINAD'S HOUSE;


It was a bit crowded. I found my way on a couch with basma, rinad maskeena she was so busy talking to the maids and telling them what to do, I didn't even know the reason for the gathering ,, but I just wanted to have fun .. I told basma everything! Aahhh I was falling in love. After a while .. I saw "the girl" remember her? S3ood's gf?! Yeah HER! I went closer to rinad ..


Ruba; 3izamteeha?


I pointed with my eye on "the girl"


Rinad; huh .. eehh ..
Ruba; why would you?
Rinad; aren't you like over s3ood, and don't care any more!
Ruba; embala! Bs laish ta3zimeenha!!!
Rinad; madryy ruba, it's 3adyy


She said that while she was busy arranging some forks and shit. I was sort of upset! Shnu hatha? Laish ta3zimha? Ok 7atta lw I'm over s3ood, which I am! Laish ta3zimha?! I hate it when friends don't understand why I'm angry! I sat next to basma again, and rested my chin on the palm of my hand,


Basma; shfech?
Ruba; rinad e3zimat hathy


I eyed "her" ,, basma looked at her, then back at me ..

Basma; 7ilfay?
Ruba; wallah!
Basma; 3ady bil 6agaag! You don't care about s3ood, don't you?
Ruba; ok I don't care about him! Bs laiish ta3zimhaa! She knows well shnu 9aar!
Basma; 3adyy rwaib, don't mind it
Ruba; wai3!


Bainy o bain nafsy I thought what rinad did was weird! Ya3ny seriously? Laish ta3zimha?! Ugh! it was dinner time a while after that, we ate dinner. I eyed the girl wayiid! Kil shway akhizha ashoufha shetsawyy,, she's always giggling and texting "somebody" uugghhh! It bothered meeeee!!!