My Childhood ;*

So yeah, I couldn't resist, I was thinking of my childhood today, And alotta things popped in my brain, So I wanna share that with you ..

-There was this cartoon I adored, I don't know if any of you remember it, It's called Lady! Elly she's a maid chinna? O there's this evil girl who had purple hair? LOL! I loved her haaiir! O she had a horse, who cries?! I'm like okay we're kids but no one would buy that! xD! Do horses cry? Hmm madryy ;p

-Once, kinna killina ray7een elshalaih for the first time on that summer! Kinna tawna emkhal9een madrisaa o elkil walhaan 3al shalaih! Fa min kethir ma ana kint mishta6a ansaa fou6tttyyy! Fa after having a swim in the deep blue, I go in the chalet and take a shower, and THEN I remembered that I forgot my towel at home! So I call out for my auntie, And she gave me a boy's towel, one of my cousins' ,, I have to say I was a bit disgusted! Mu hnyy elsalfa! ElSalfaa enny youm 6ala3t wearing the Batman towel, "He" was right in front of me, and he's like; "Fouu66tyyyyyy" ,, Khaltyy; "Eeh eehh maykhalif nisat fou6at'ha bil bait" ,, "Him"; Malyy sheghhiiill fou6tyy fou6tyyy! And he tried to pull it off me ;O!!!! Itkhayilaaawww! Khaltyyy zafittaah zaaf! xD Omg wallah it was a funny day!

-Everyday before going to school, I was forced to drink my milk and eat a fruit. I was sooo di3la as a kid! Elly sometimes the milk had bubbles! I would scream and shout and ask the maid to blow the bubbles away! ,, She would take them out carefully with a spoon! And if I see a tiny small bubble I shout again! Ughhh I was sooo di3la and annoying!

-Hard confession; I loved LOVED LOVED Lion King! I used to watch it over and over and over again! And I would cry everytime Simba's dad dies! I still remember the lines and all the characters! I remember Nala, so cute. Lamma ero7ooun o yghanoon with the rest of the animals ,, "Oh I just can't wait to bee kiinngg," o b3dain akher shay "Oh I just can't waaaaaiiiit ,,,,, to be kiiiing" O b3dain the all fall down xD I remember the song that played as they kissed ;p or licked actually since they're lions lool :P! "Sometimes I wish to tell her, The things about my past, IMPOSSIBLE ,, Dadaadaa :p Can you feel the love tonight " akhaaiih wallah kanat ayaam 7ilwa!

-I worshiped Mulan! I dressed like her, and wore foundation like her, More like casper! Speaking of casper! I loved him "Hello, My name is casper, you wanna be my friend?" Omg! A7iibaaahh :p

-Kan 3indy ladgha bil R, Omg! I would go like "Aby za3tagh, o jibna, o 3a9eegh boghtaghaal" LOOL! It's gone now el7imdillah! I speak the R perfectly ;p

-I loved my dad more than my mom as a kid, Because he used to defend me and carry me everywhere ;p ,, Bs now I realized enna it's not only about carrying and defending! I love them both. Bs I think I love my mom more:p not fair I know! Bs chii Galb El-Omg 3ajeeb! She knows every secret about me just by looking into my eyes! She knows every look on my face!

-I used to kiss boys as a kid :p! I kissed one of my cousins :p! Afaaashiiillll!! I mean like KISS KISS! Like KISS KISS ;p! Fashlaaa fashlaaa! Kil marra ashoufaaah yingaaaa9 wayhhyyyyy!

-My favorite song as a kid, Was ... Aste7yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ;$ LOL! I'll tell you okay fine! "Amannaaih" LOOL! Omg! Oboi kan killa e7i6 lyy eyaaha bil sayaara

Now you know my childhood, Love you! O enshallah ma ymir sbou3 mu "Empawsta" either the story, or some random post about anything ;****

Hehe(A)

7abaaybyyy entaaww!
I'm soooo sooo sorry!
I know faj2a chithyy I stopped posting, turns out finals were closer than I thought, so I'm really sorry I'm gonna be gone for a little while, bs I promise I'm all yours all summer! Sorryy I didn't reply to the last posts wallah guys ma 3indyy wakt! Bil yaaallah I'm posting this! Ma 3alaih! B3d the good part is that mu bs ana elly 3indy finals, most people are, so good luck to all of you, o wish me luck;***

I'll tell you this tiny thing, salfa 3anoona ,,

So yesterday they re-did my room, they took all the furniture, I hate hate HATE people touching my things, they open the drawers o chithyy! *GAAASP* Ma astaa7miiiiiiilll!!! Akhir shay 3a9aabtt o ga3adt ib my empty room ;p! LOOL! Is this normal? wallah madryy I think it's kind of weird and opsessive! Lol, sorry about this, better than just a good-bye post 9a7?(A)! Hehe! la itlagoonyy wayh tara ma atlagga :p LOOL(A)!

Love you AAAAAAALLLLLL!
I'll miss you like a dozen and three quarters;******** lol

SO LONG;********

The Rhythm Of My Heartbeat-22

I KNOW! 6awalt 3alaikom! And I was gonna post three days ago chinna, aw two ? Lol I don't know! BUT.. I'm so sorry! And this is an extra juicy post 3ashan kha6irkom;** ,, Also I would like to add a new thanks to Springinya! She just started reading y blog! Thank you;**

So bagoul likom something before we start ,, Some of you know that my dad likes skinny girls and wants me to be so so so skinny :p! Weird right? :p LOL! So after eating lunch,, I was like aby shay 7ilw aklah! And he gives me dark chocolate,! I'm like I HATE DARK CHOCOLATE! Muuurr!! egoul laa zaain 7ag elrijeem! o ana agoul laah I'm not on a diet ;O! Waayy wallah e7abi6nyyy! e7asisnyy ennyy ba66aa! tara wallah I'm noooot! Everybody keeps telling me to gain weight! I'm 48 kg right now! Waznyy is like 44-49! killa between those two numbers! Any waayy ,, bs 7abait a6alli3 7arrity ;p

And please if any body is reading "Stupid In Love" in "Queen of my Hood" please tell her to change the comment board! I want to comment! bs ma agdar ella etha the commenting thingyy pops up in a new window! Thanks;***

Here goes ..

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Previously...

I got home, enetered, and unfortunately found my dad in the kitchen nook

Father; 9aba7 elkhair
Ruba; 9aba7 elnour
Father; gi3day khanta7acha

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I sat down with every bone telling me not to! ,,

Father; I know you're upset!

You think?!!!

Father; bs may9eer taz3ileen 3alay forever ,, after all I'm leaving 3ogob ma yitzawaj khalid!
Ruba; What? ;O
Father; shnu?
Ruba; o itkhaleenyy ib rou7yy?
Father; Khalid ra7 yaskin hnyy ma3a murtah

I stayed silent! I was thinking of an excuse to make him stay! I didn't want him to go back to his wife!

Ruba; ugh! Yuba la itrou7!

I couldn't think of any!

Father; 7abeebty Ruba lazim arou7!

Gimt 3annah o 9a3adt dary o bichait!

From Moron;
7abeebty wi9altay?

*Calling Moron*

Yousif; Aloo
Ruba; Hala *Sniff*
Yousif; 7abeebty are you okay?
Ruba; La22! oboi bisafir 7ag li7mara elly hnaak!
Yousif; Ufff! 9iij?
Ruba; Eeeh! ehe22 ehe22!
Yousif; Meta?
Ruba; Lamma yitzawaj Khalid!
Yousif; Uff shloun chithyy?
Ruba; Madryy! Ma a7iib obooooiiii ;'(!! ehe22 ehe2222!
Yousif; Enzain 7abeebtyy calm down, take a hot shower!! ... or ... like go out for a run! It will calm you down! ,, 7abeebtyy amiriich?!

He sounded so nervous! It's like he was trying to find any way to make me feel better! Like the voice of my sobbing was annoying him (in a good way ;p) ,,

Ruba;Ehe22 ehe22 Yousif! Maby chithyy e9eeer!!
Yousif; Emm! 7abeebtyy la tabcheen it's okay! Ana bamiriich okay?!
Ruba; Oboi bil bait! akhaf eshoufiik!
Yousif; 3ayal ta3alay we meet at a place o akhthich from there!
Ruba; Okay ,, wain?
Yousif; Ay mokan yamkom 3ady! ,, Emm ,, Your Co-op?
Ruba; Okay! B3d shwayaa a6la3!
Yousif; Okay ekhthay ra7tich!

I went to Khalid's room to check if he was here ,, And unfortunately he wasn't, Sometimes, If I was going through hard times, And no ones around, I would always know where to run, Either My mother's room, Or Dana's! ,, I ran to Dana's that time! Since my dad was staying in his room during ,,

Her light orange wallpapers, white lines, her creative paintings board, her photo when she was only in kindergarden, her dresser and her fine collection of perfumes and make-up! They were never touched! We left them just the way they are! I would get a hundred digrees temreture if I see anyone trying to touch one thing! It's very precious and delicate to me! I sat on her bed and started recalling our happy moments together, I still remember running around in the house with her ,, I remember when I was only 5 years old in the park on a family outing, All of us had ice creams, I dropped mine, I cried and dropped on the floor and act dead (Do any of you guys do that when you were kids? Ambaih I used to do it all the time I didn't get what I want :P LOOL! Yahiil 9aa7?! Well I WAS ;O! :p LOOL;***) She shook me a couple of times to make sure I was alive, I was acting pretty well until she touched my stomach area ,, I started giggling and so did she! She let me share her ice cream! Oh back then, it meant the world to me. Remembering all of that, puts a smile on my face, even though it's sad! I just have a feeling that tells me she's in a better place, and wishing I was there with her ..

I went back to my room, after a few minutes later. I felt a bit better, I changed and wore my skinny black jeans along with my oversized shirt, o chafast'ha shwaya 3ashan ma e9eer shakla dafsh, I knew we would just cruise around and not go somewhere fancy, so that's what I wore ,,

As I was leaving the house, and closed the house's gates, I saw Rinad's car parked and she was locking her car with the remote ,,

Ruba; Ranooooood!

I ran and hugged her! Oh how much did I need her support at that time! But I couldn't tell her! I didn't want to make her sad! ,, It was the best time of her lifee ,,

Rinad; 7abeebtyy!
Ruba; b3d galbyy! shlounich?
Rinad; el7imdillah ,, so ibti6li3een?
Ruba; yeah ,, bs if you're here akeed ma ra7 a6la3! I want to sit with you;**
Rinad; 7abebty entay! I just came to say one quick thing ,,
Ruba; okay, yallah emshay endiish!
Rinad; okay

I Quickly text-ed Yousify

To Moron;
7abeebyy maykhalif shway ba6awil coz Rinad yat baitna ;*

From Moron;
Take your time

We both entered my room, and she sat on my bed! She wasn't revealing on what she had to say,,

Ruba; So..?
Rinad; look at this!

She flipped her hand and I saw the gorgeous marriage ring ,, Big diamond, colorless, and a beautiful design around the diamond like it was safe through there,,

Ruba; WOOOWW!

My jaw hit the ground! It looked so beautiful! She wore it on her right hand since it was just khi6ba!

Rinad; I love it and all ..
Ruba; But..?
Rinad; it freaks me out! I can't believe we've gotten this far! I can't believe this ring will soon travel to my left hand ,,!
Ruba; Well it's very exciting! And sure you're nervous! You're supposed to ;p
Rinad; Jasoom was making fun of me! Since I was staring at it all day! he's like "I'm sure he put a tv screen in there"! Ugh! ;/ Rabooyy I'm so nervous that sometimes I puke!
Ruba; baby that's the rush! 3adyy! You'll be okay!
Rinad; it's such a weird feeling! ,, tell me! How are you with yousif?
Ruba; Great
Rinad; How is khalid and his engagement?
Ruba; crazy ;p in a good way ;p
Rinad; hehe , good good! shloun 3ammy?
Ruba; ... bkhair! ,, How's ,, umm ,, uni with you?
Rinad; el7imdillah!
Ruba; good!

*Awkward silence*

Rinad; so listen, khala9 I gotta run mabyy a3a6liich 3an 6al3itiich
Ruba; 3adyy 7ayaty it's okay, we can stay as long as you want!
Rinad; la la! Adryy yousif na6rich :p
Ruba; heheheh! ishdaraaaaaach ;o?
Rinad; I know your face :p
Ruba; Hehehe ;$
Rinad; here we go with the blushing again!
Ruba; ranoood! chuuuuub :p
Rinad; hehehe

We giggled all the way to both our cars, she wished me luck, and so did I! ,, I told to come by whenever she feels like it, I will always be there for her, she was the only friend I had left! ,, We hunked horns as we went seperate ways, kids right? ;p loool! We like it ;p I drove to our Co-op center ,, Yousify was already there, as usual ,, I got out of my car, intered his car, I apologized for the delay, he said it's okay as he reversed, and took me to his beautiful studio ,,

Yousif; come here, I want you to see something ..

I simply followed him though the dark room, why was is always dark here? I wondered, as we walked hand in hand ,,

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"Yousif; I'll set the timer. And we'll shoot together ok?

I've never done anything like this before. It was very weird yet thrilling.

Ruba; ok

He set the timer, walked up to me and stood behind me .. I was sitting on the chair, he was a few inches on the back.. he weirdly whispered in my ear ..

Yousif; if you rest your head on my chest it will make a great shot ..
Ruba; umm .. I suppose I can do that ..

As I did that, he place both hands on my shoulders .. I just smiled and waited for the shutter! ..

*Chik* <-- 9out el-shutter :p Yousif; ok, emshay en7amith'hum
Ruba; you only took one photo of us ..
Yousif; you want more?
Ruba; madryy .. you took like a hundered photos of me!?
Yousif; ok

He set the timer again .. and ran to me and told me to stand up, when I did, he kicked the chair on to the ground. And asked me to wrap my arms around his abs, or waist, whatever you wanna call it ;p! and act like I'm crying ..?! well! I didn't really want to do that. But I had no time to think,,so I did was I was told, and he placed his hand on my head and pulled it towards his shoulder .. as if he's trying to "comfort me" .. I thought it was nice but inappropriate. But I liked it. I honestly didn't care! ..

*Chik*

You see after the shooting, the flash stops then it gets really really dark for a few seconds. In those few seconds ,, I stared at his direction, and when the lights were on, he was staring at my direction as well,, We kept staring at each other .. it got awkward ..

Ruba; ayyy the flash e3awiir el3aiin!
Yousif; eeh, maykhalif, it'll go after a few minutes.. emshay en7amith'hum .."

So apparently when we looked at each other, I was too distracted and into his eyes to notice the shutter shooting ,,

Yousif; I feel some guiltiness, I lied to you ,,
Ruba; what?
Yousif; when we were shooting ,, yeah ,, I didn't use the timer, I used a remote! Timer never captures good shots, but with the remote, I can choose when!
Ruba; enzain warnyy!

Right next to those four, There was a frame covered with fabric, he pulled it away, and there we were .. Looking at each other, eyes full of love, and hesitation,,

Yousif; You like it?
Ruba; I like it alone

I hated being hung next to "The four" ,, but speaking honestly, Yousif knows how to pick girls, all of them were ,, were ,,, AS HARD AS IT SOUNDS ,, PRETTY! Uggghh! Whatever! I said it! There! (3isht eldour enny ehya 9a7? :p LOOL)

I kept staring at them thinking deeply,

Yousif; You want me to take them down?
Ruba; Yes! *excited*

I said it as if I couldn't believe what I heard ,,

Yousif; That makes four of you!

Ya3nyy ishQadaa? Ya3nyy ana methil his ex-girlfriends? ya3ny I'm not any different? Ya3nyy methil ma ohma e6labou o ma ritha hamman ana chithyy bisawyyy feenyy?

Ruba; Well baby the "forth" one is different!

I said in such a black accent!

Yousif; Fifth!
Ruba; yayibny hnyy 3ashan itkhaleenyy a3a9iib wala shnu?
Yousif; No! Ruba shfeech?
Ruba; ifff! Can we leave?

I was very upset, and his cool talk was only getting me more upset and more nervous! I didn't like it when something bothered me and he didn't understand why! Or that something bothers me and he wouldn't do anything about it! It just felt ,, discomforting! I felt like he doesn't care any more ,,

I found my way out and waited for him there, near his car,, 1 minute, 2 minutes, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10! I got a sunburn and he still wasn't there, I've had it 6 minutes later and called him ,, No answer! I called again, still no answer! What is her doing up there I thought,

A Dozen Thanks ;**

Hey guys ,,

I just wanna saayy,, Thank you ,, I appreciate your support! Mashallah last post had 33 comments! I finally broke my record! And I also wish for more! ok ok! ma ra7 a9eer 6ama3a o agoul abyy more! I just want it to stay the way it is ;p Adryy ana ma asti7yy 3ala wayhyy wala marra 7a6ait post that says thanks,, so here goes ;********

Thank you Always.Be
Thank you Um Flfola
Thank you N
Thank you 89
Thank you SuziQ_
Thank you Me
Thank you Fayye*
Thank you Queen Bee*
Thank you Bluelilies
Thank you Shushu
Thank you 7awoory
Thank you lolitta
Thank you M10
Thank you Licious
Thank you zaina
Thank you secrets
Thank you Vanilla Sky
Thank you A.A.A

Thank you wayed wayed wayed! Wallah it it weren't for you I wouldn't have continued, I love you all! And sorry if I forgot to mention any body! Bs wallah each one of you is loved! And last but not least, Thanks to all the anons! I love you too ;****

7abaaaybyyyy entaaawww wallah I'm soo motivated I'm writing waaaayeed!!!! O enshallah there will be a post tonight! A long juicy one ; )

A7IBKOOOOOM;********************

The Rhythm Of My Heartbeat-21

Sorry for the delay, ma 3alaih ma 3alaih, Long post ta3weeth ;***

Always.Be; ya ba3ad galbyy wallah I loved your new story! 3ajeeba 7adha 7adha! Bs I can't comment :(! Madryy shfeeh laptop obooiii! wallah loya! Madry shloun my dad used to manage! I can only comment etha el-comment board pops out in a new window! saway chithyy! 3ashan agdar "accomint" :(! okay? ;p Great to have you back wallah it's been a long time without you! Mwaah;****

Guys; AQal min 10 comments ma ra7 "apawist" new part of the story :p! LOOOL! Wallah el-comment ma itkalliiif :p! lamma ma alga comments at7aba6 wallah! Agoul el7een ana 9arly sintain aktib o aghayyiir el-colors :p! o ma7ad "Ecomment" ? :p! Lool! Be generous ;p

I would also like to add ,, My blog's email ,, chinna mabyoog ;p chinna chinna ;p! Madryy lamma I check my inbox it's like filled with facebook messages even though I don't have a facebook account for this email! Madryy shilsalfa! And all of them are in spanish :p! Weird huh? LOOL! Madryyy shilsalfaa! ,,

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Previously...

9;12;

I woke up with the vibration under my pillow! You know when you wake up on some sort of noice when you've already fallen into too deep of a sleep? And then your mind is blocked and blanked and you don't undertand a thing? Yeah! well that was how I felt when I felt the vibration under my pillow! My silly dumb thoughts told me that it was a rat! But then again it was an earthquake? And then the pillow is maskoona!? Wow! (Guys Me, Myself! Personally! I've had worse than that! Marra bil ghala6 nimt bil sayaraa and when I woke up in the car and then I asked "wi9alna li7dood?" Then everybody started laughing and I thought it was a movie, and then I said "hal film sakheeef" ok back to the story :p) I went back to sleep la sho3ooriyan! ,, At about 11 I woke up again, went straight to the bathroom, washed up, brushed my teeth, you don't wanna know what else ;p ,, I remembered that today would be Rinad's big day! So I wanted to call her see how she's doing and see if she needs some help ,,

From Moron;
7ayatyy sorry kint naayyim, maykhalif kint dayiikh shwayaa --

Waayyy he hasn't slept to get me ;(

-- Rubaa! shal kalaam you thank me over taking care of you? You shouldn't thank me ya galbyy;**

To Moron;
Mwwwaaaaahh;****

From Moron;
9aba7 elwaard ya 3omryy! Allaah kil youm 9ab7eenyy ib boosa;**

To Moron;
Bosaaat;**

From Moron;
9irna in7iiib inbouuus;**

To Moron;
9irnaa in7ibiik akthaar;**

From Moron;
Gam asee7 3al ba6ee2 ;p

To Moron;
Good for you baby;**LOL:p ,, listen I'm gonna call Rinad see if she needs anything! today is her big day!! ;D

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I called Rinad and she nswered almost gasping!

Rinad; alooo
Ruba; hey babe! shfeech 7ayaty?
Rinad; Madryy rubaa! I'm so nervous! the zipper on the dress broke!! o eveyrthing is turning to chaos!
Ruba; ok I was gonna call to see if you need anything! I think that's just the answer I need! I'm coming right now babe!
Rinad; okay raboooy! Thank you thank you thank yoouuu;**
Ruba; no problem;**

I wore whatever I grabbed from the closet! It wasn't the perfect time to choose an outfit with matching colors, or to look organized! Rinad needed me and I would be there in no time!

I drove as fast as I could, and got into her house,,up to her room! she was freaking out!

Rinad; hooo hooo! rinad just breathe! it's just a zipper! it'll be fixed! don't worry! ruba is on her way!
Ruba; I'm here!
Rinad; ugh thank god!

She stretched her arms to hug me, while her hand were filled with tissues! Didn't wanna know what's in there! ;p

Ruba; heeyy! chill! Relaaxx! as you said ,,, to yourself?! it's just a zipper! it'll be fixed!!
Rinad; yeah yeah!
Ruba; ashoufah !

She showed me the dress which was thrown on her bed ,, it was a small cut between the zipper's fabric and the dress's fabric, which wouldn't allow the zipper to close until they're attached ,,

Ruba; okay! no big deal ,, I know a friend who has a mashghal in her house, she could fix this in no time! and ever if she didn't -- Not saying she won't! you have the brown dress right? It looked HOT on you!
Rinad; yeah yeah! you're right! ,,
Rinad; breathe

I rubbed her back as she took one last exhale in the tissue ,,

Ruba; so? emshay inrou7 laha, she lives close by, And meanwhile we go to tha salon and get you done ; )
Rinad; yeah okay ,,

Even Rinad didn't care what she wore, she didn't even change her outfit, it was one of those trainings you wear to go for jam3iya, salon, or to visit a very close -6ay7a elmiyana bainkom- friend! ,, We went to rasha's house (the friend who has the mashghal) we showed her the cut, she said it was no big deal, but the tailor had alotta work to do, so it would take a while ,,

Ruba; See? I told you it'll be fixed? 3ala ma inrou7 el-salon 3ala mahatha ekoun jahiz!
Rinad; eeh el7imdillah! ,, Rasha please be extra careful with that dress! that dress holds my destiny!
Rasha; wala yhimiich!
Ruba; ishda3wa it holds your destinyy! salim loves you already no dress, no shoe, no bad hairstyle would change that!
Rinad; you don't know how comforting those words are!
Ruba; heyy! don't doubt it! don't let any thought hesitate you! okay babe? don't worry!;**
Rinad; hoo! I LOVE YOU!!
Ruba; hehe, so do I honey;**

We then took a drive to the salon ,, she already had an appointment with the hairdresser, and she decide EYE-MOI would do her make up since EYE was an expert ;p not to brang ,, But I have magic hands :p ,, I flipped through the magazines as the hairstylest took care of Rinad ,, seconds later I got a text from yousifyy ,,

From Moron;
Ha? shloun 7abeebat yousif?

To Moron;
Wallah she's doing great, and having fun in the salon, doing nothing :p lol, shloun 7abeeb ruba?

From Moron;
Wallah enjoying my time eating fish with my friends! elsimaach latheeeth! my friend just came back from 7adaag, and they're FRESH!!

To Moron;
LOL! no matter how fresh they are, they still stink :P!

From Moron;
LOOOL! 9aa7 xD

I was in the middle of writing him back when Rinad finished and told me to look at her

Ruba; WOW! Julia Roberts lives in Kuwait? And she's in this salon!?
Rinad; hahaa! no Ruba it's mee!! ;p

I held my laughter! Of course I knew it was her! sometimes she would sound so childish it makes you wanna play tricks on her!

Ruba; Hehehe, You look AMAZINGG!! Mashallah!
Rinad; thank you! ya ba3dyy;**

We got out of the salon, and drove to Rasha's house ,, got the dress, safe and sound .. Rinad almost hugged the tailor! ,, on our way out ,,

Rasha; 7afla banaat?
Rinad; laaa kha6beenyy!
Rasha; ahaa! mabrook 7abeebtyy! ElFaal el-ruba enshallah!
Ruba; 7abeebttyy tislimeen;**

We got out,,

Rinad; why are you blushing :p
Ruba; chuub ;p

To Moron;
7abeebyy Rasha itgoulyy el-faal lyyy ;$

From Moron;
Eeh! ElFaal lina enshallah! Mnu Rasha ba3ad?

To Moron;
Hehe ;$ Wa7da kanat wiyaay during summer camp

From Moron;
Aha! 7abeebtyy mu itrafjeen ashkaal basma marra thanya ha? be careful;**

Basma? My former best friend? She didn't look anything like what she is now! She looked absolutely 100% innocent and pure! ,, How could I tell my good friends from the bad ones? They all do good things, the only difference is the reason they do it!
(Guys! 9iij be careful mnu itrafjoon! la tit3a6ifoun with girls who have no friends! they don't have no friends for no reason! I did it! I suffered! Pity will take you no where! ,, o If you have a boyfriend try not to tell your friends, tell your siblings if they're open minded, if not tell only ONE friend who you trust 100% and add to that a 110% And then tell them, Wallah na9ee7a;****)

I then thought of whether to tell Rinad! Of course I wouldn't tell her today! But should I tell her at all? later on? ..

To Moron;
7abeebyy you said it's karma! karma happens only once;**

From Moron;
Maykhalif, just be careful;**

To Moron;
Enshallah;**

By that time we had reached Rinad's house, we both ran to her room, she hung the dress on the gate of her closet, and sat on the chair in order for me to apply make up on her ,, I applied an Angelina Jolie make up, It gave her a sexy look yet innocent. She just loved LOVED it! Everything was going pretty well! ,, When it was night, They came! oh yeah "THEYYY" came ;p! She was super duper excited and nervous all at the same time! girls who are married know that rush ;p (God knows I never felt it :P LOOL! I don't think I even want to :p ,, it's early for me ;p) After that, Boring stuff, You don't wanna hear it, I was waiting upstairs as they finished, she came and told me everything! I then had to sleep over coz she insited and I was frankly not ready to go back home and deal with the problems ,, Rinad had a king's bed so sleeping in her bed wouldn't be uncomfortable ,,

To Moron;
Yousify I'm sleeping over at Rinad's ..

From Moron;
Laish galby?

To Moron;
She wants me to spend the night here, And I'm still not ready to face dad!

From Moron;
khala9 7ubby take care ha? don't use her toothbrush ;p ,, tala7ifay 3adil o sammay bismillah;**

To Moron;
ok 7ayaty ;p ,, good night;**

From Moron;
Night;**

I slept peacefully that night! ,, I was in bed with someone I love! I was left with thoughts of someone I love! ,,

Next Morning;

Rinad; goumaaay!

she gently shook me

Ruba; emmmm
Rinad; goumaay goumay rwaaiib! bagoul liich shaayy!!
Ruba; shnuuuuu?

I mumbled ,,

Rinad; goumay ghaslay 3ashan agoul lich wintay em9a79a7a
Ruba; five minutes ranoood please!!

Six Minutes Later;

Rinad; yallah goumay rwwaaib! I can't wait to tell you!

I got up, washed up, and sat next to excited Rinad ,,

Ruba; Goulay ish3iniich :p?
Rinad; MY PARENTS LOVE HIIM!
Ruba; Aaahh! Cuuuutteee!
Rinad; They love him so much they were begging me to agree!
Ruba; Wow! That's great! Ranoood this is great newwsss!!

Even though I was so sleepy! I was still excited and super happy for Rinad
Rinad; They say they want to make the milcha two weeks from now!

I gasped, and then the gasp tunred into a huge grin! I was happy for her! But then again, I realized that if Rinad got married, I'll have no one! No girlfriend I mean! I would only have khalid and yousif in my life!

Ruba; 7abeebty I'm so happy for you! I'll help you through whatever!

I hugged her, and excused myself to head back home ,,

I got a text from Yousify on my way ..

From Moron;
Good morning ,, what are you doing?

To Moron;
7abeeby I'm on way back home

From Moron;
Khala9 la tishghileen eedich bil mobile, drive safe, o la wi9altay digay;*

To Moron;
Okaay;**

I got home, enetered, and unfortunalty found my dad in the kitchen nook

Father; 9aba7 elkhair
Ruba; 9aba7 elnour
Father; gi3day khanta7acha

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The Moment you've all been waiting for ,, Yep I decided to be merciful ;p (ish3oba truth? ;p LOL) wallah zain minny I was gonna make you wait for another day (A)! LOOL! Yallah enjoy thiiis!

LOVE YOU ALL;***

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Previously...

Ma istaw3abt enna he opened the freezer! ,, tanna7 shway ,, I guess he looked at it ,,

Yousif; who wrote this?
Ruba; what?

He got the bowl out! and then I remembered! SHIIIT SHIIIIT SHIIIIIIIIIIIT!!!!!!

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Ruba; ashouf?

He showed me, it said "S for summer, S for my soul, S for survival"

Ruba; Madryy ..

I was over s3ood! Sure I remember him and cry, sure his name gives me the chills, sure I still remember out lovely moments together! of course I will! he's my first love! But of course Yousif wouldn't understand! And frankly I needed him badly at that time so I didn't wanna upset him! I loved him like hell! S3ood was like a summer breeze, it came, and it went! But Yousif was my air by then! If he was gone, I wasn't sure I was gonna live!

He tried to distract himself and cut the fruits into tiny pieces and put it on top of the ice cream ,,

He then came and sat next to me on the white couch facing the TV! "What Women Want" was on, and we both watched it, At least he did, I fell asleep minutes before it finished on yousif's shoulder ,,

NEXT MORNING;

The alarm clock pierced through my ear! I reached my hand and hit everywhere to shut it up! after millions of false strokes it shut up! ,, Where was I? In bed?! how did I get here? I thought ,, I sat up straight scratched my eye, and tried to recall last nights events! I slept on the couch ,, On yousif's shoulder! *GASP* Yousif! Yousif's shoulder! I looked at the clock it was 5;45! And there was a note near it,, It said "Baby you should gain weight, you were like a feather when I carried you up to your room;**" that note made my day! it made me smile! it made me forget everything that happened! Yousif yousif yousif yousif! it's amazing how little tiny things he does could change my day and my mood!

To Moron;
7abeebyy thank you;**

From Moron;
3omryy entaayyy;** I was just about to call you to wake you up, I'm nearly 3indich;**

To Moron;
Okay, I'll wash up ib sir3a!

I can't believe I slept in last night's outfit! of course he wouldn't undress me into my pj's! not like he knew where my pj's were ;p!

So I washed up, and changed my clothes, I ran downstairs, and he wasn't there yet ..

To Moron;
7abeebyy wain wi9alt?

From Moron;
Ka three minutes wana 3indich;**

I took advantage of those minutes and took the bowl out of the freezer, I took and ran through the sliding door to the sea ,, And threw it! with no regrets! S3ood's happy, I'm happy! with other people! ,,

*Moron Calling*

Ruba; yallah 7ayatyyy el7een ayii!
Yousif; ok, a7ibich;*
Ruba; amout feek enta;**

I ran to the chalet through the sliding doors once again, grabbed my bag, and ran to yousif's car! I gave him a light kiss on his cheek ,,

Yousif; 9irna in7ib inboos ;p
Ruba; 9irna in7ibik akthar!
Yousif; Wayyyy fidaitaaahh;**
Ruba; hehe! 7abeebyy your note made my day! I wish I was awake to see you carry me;**
Yousif; I'll carry you again don't worry!
Ruba; Mwahh;** ,, Wallah I'm happy to have you;**
Yousif; so am I baby;**

He took my hand into his, and kissed it, I looked at him as he did that, but when he looked at me I looked away, I was too shy

Yousif; fidait el7aya;**
Ruba; yasooof *dala3*
Yousif; 6uwayif yasoof!
Ruba; Hehe

We had a long road, so meanwhile 7abeebyy he turned the sterio on ,,

Yousif; I made a special cd for you
Ruba; 9iij? Yallah let's hear it!

He put the volume on max! And they were all happy songs! happy happy songs! both of us grinned the whole time we heard it! It's hard not to!

Yousif; 7ayatyy I'm glad you're happy
Ruba; I'm glad you make me happy
Yousif; I'm glad I make you happy
Ruba; I'm glad you're glad you make me happy
Yousif; I'm glad you're glad I'm glad you make you happy!

YOU MAKE YOU HAPPY! LOOOL! We both burst into laughter! the thing was getting more confusing and both of us wouldn't shut up! xD

Yousif; Well now everybody's glad and happy! We both get thaat! hahaha!
Ruba; hehehehe 7abeebyyy you sounded so funnyy xD
Yousif; I'm glad it made you laugh!
Ruba; I'm glad I -- Ohhh noo! I'll shut up! heheheh

And then we laughed some more ,, when we finally reached our destination ,,,

Yousif; yallah baby! mu itgomeen wait ok?
Ruba; okay?!

I said confused. He got to my side, opened the door, and carried me ,,

Yousif; chithyy ams shiltiich!

Isn't he ZoQaaa??!! aakkh! and then he carries me all the way to my car, opens it, starts the engine, all when he was carring me. He sat me down, and I took a deep stare into my eyes,,

Yousif; I love you, only you!
Ruba; I love you too, only you!
Yousif; yallah drive safe 7abeebtyy;**
Ruba; okay 7ayatyy;**

I reversed and drove home, while he followed me laaaiin our fireej ,, He made sure I arrived safely!

Khalid was already waiting for me in the kitchen nook ,,

Khalid; el7imdillah 3al salamaa!
Ruba; allah esalmik!
Khalid; I wanna talk to you ,,
Ruba; okay ,,
Khalid; emshay daryy ,,

I obeyed and went with him to his room, he sat me on his bed while he stood in front of me ,,

Khalid; after what's happened ,, ra7 in2ail elkhi6ba!
Ruba; laaishh? khaloodyy laish?!
Khalid; because if I get married you'll be alone, stuck with him! And I know how much you would hate that!
Ruba; khaloodyy laa2! 7araam you're in love! o b3dain not like you're getting married right away! not like you're getting married this week! 3adyyyy by the time you get married it'll be over enshallah!
Khalid; la la ruba! Let's give it time, even shahad (his gf) said it's a good idea, we can both wait!

All that conversation not once did he look me into the eye ,,

Ruba; khalid! 6ali3nyy!

He looked at me like he had nothing to hide, But I know my brother! Oh I know him very, very well!

Ruba; We both know weddik tizawaj hal bnaya elyoum gabil bachir! Hal sboo3 khi6ba! mu milcha! 3adyy! I'll be fine! don't worry about me! ok?

He gave a sigh and sat next to me ,,

Khalid; What are you gonna do when we get married?
Ruba; well, by that time, I hope -- No! I know I'd be working things out with dad and you'll see us laughing together!
Khalid; you promise?
Ruba; I promise!
Khalid; mnu a7la ekhit fil dinya?
Ruba; Anaaa ;D
Khalid; Mwaaahh! rou7aak 7ilwaa oo albaak 6ayiiib;**
Ruba; mee7 elly ba3dak ent;**
Khalid; Ghairaak etghayaaar! --
Ruba; *interrupts* la itghaar kha6eebtiiik :p! gam enghanny love songs to each othre ;p
Khalid; hahaha ,, You're in a better mood today!
Ruba; eehh, that's all thanks to -- the sea, the chalet. It has a huge effect ;p
Khalid; yeah, I should go there more often
Ruba; yeah, so listen, ana barid anaam ok? ma shiba3t noum ,,
Khalid; ok

He quickly reached his phone and dialed as I was about to leave his room, and as I was closing the door ,, I heard this ,,

Khalid; eeh 7abeebat galbyy itgoul ekh6ibhaa el7een I'll be fine! isn't she the greatest?

I had to see the look on his face! and I was shocked that he was actually jumping on the bed! one hand in the air, and the other holding the phone! Boy he's in love :p!

As I laid down on my bed ,,

To Moron;
Thanks for the ride babe, And thanks for everything you've done for me, wallah I can't thank you enough;***

Seconds later I fell asleep unconsciously, I was holding my phone waiting for a reply from yousify;

9;12;

I woke up with the vibration under my pillow! You know when you wake up on some sort of noice when you've already fallen into too deep of a sleep? And then your mind is blocked and blanked and you don't undertand a thing? Yeah! well that was how I felt when I felt the vibration under my pillow! My silly dumb thoughts told me that it was a rat! But then again it was an earthquake? And then the pillow is maskoona!? Wow! (Guys Me, Myself! Personally! I've had worse than that! Marra bil ghala6 nimt bil sayaraa and when I woke up in the car and then I asked "wi9alna li7dood?" Then everybody started laughing and I thought it was a movie, and then I said "hal film sakheeef" ok back to the story :p) I went back to sleep la sho3ooriyan! ,, At about 11 I woke up again, went straight to the bathroom, washed up, brushed my teeth, you don't wanna know what else ;p ,, I remembered that today would be Rinad's big day! So I wanted to call her see how she's doing and see if she needs some help ,,

From Moron;
7ayatyy sorry kint naayyim, maykhalif kint dayiikh shwayaa --

Waayyy he hasn't slept to get me ;(

-- Rubaa! shal kalaam you thank me over taking care of you? You shouldn't thank me ya galbyy;**

To Moron;
Mwwwaaaaahh;****

From Moron;
9aba7 elwaard ya 3omryy! Allaah kil youm 9ab7eenyy ib boosa;**

To Moron;
Bosaaat;**

From Moron;
9irna in7iiib inbouuus;**

To Moron;
9irnaa in7ibiik akthaar;**

From Moron;
Gam asee7 3al ba6ee2 ;p

To Moron;
Good for you baby;**LOL:p ,, listen I'm gonna call Rinad see if she needs anything! today is her big day!! ;D

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Guys wallah I was gonna make this shorter, bs raa3ait sho3oorkuum o khalaitay a6wal ;** A7ibkoom;**

Also, Please tell me if the followers appear, Coz madryy chinna something something is wrong with my dad's laptop! Facebook MA YDIIIISSHHH ;'(! Ma 3alaih mu hatha elmawthoo3 :p! Ebaynoon el-followers?

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AWAL SHAAYY..

ALLAH ESAMI7KOOOOOM! Part 18 bs 5 comments?! Afa22 afa2!! ma hagait'ha minkoom :P!! Ma 3alaih ma 3alaih! bit3awthoonyy ib hal post 9a7? (A)! eeh adryy (A)! LOOL! Any waayy you guys! please elly e3arif the solution for the navbar please tell me! coz wallah Blogger is so much harder without it! PLEASE PLEASE tell me the solution! Mwaaahhh;****

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Previously...

Yousif; and you said you called your friend basma ha?
Ruba; eeh 7abeebyy! 7abeebtyy she’s focused on her studies! Ma 3indaha wakt!
Yousif; aha ,,

He looked away, and sara7 ..

Ruba; 7ayatyy?
Yousif; 3omryy?
Ruba; wain ri7t?
Yousif; afakir feech
Ruba; itfakir feny wana yammik? *angelic*
Yousif; shasawyy a7ibich!
Ruba; hehe ,, I don’t want to go home ;(
Yousif; rou7ay shalaihkom!
Ruba; what an idea ;O! why didn’t I think of that before?!!
Yousif; haha!
Ruba; I’ll call 9aloo7 o khalood!
Yousif; yeah ..

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I called both of them .. 9ali7 had an exam, khalid was busy with his girlfriend ,, I had a sad look on my face ,,,

Ruba; they can't!
Yousif; you want me to come with you?;**
Ruba; 7ayaty enta! May9eer! ,, Ranood and basoooooom! I could call theemm!!
Yousif; call rinad, don't call basma!
Ruba; laish 7ayatyy?
Yousif; ma arta7 laha basma!
Ruba; 7abeebyy we've been friends since forever!
Yousif; ma 3alaih! ma 3alaih! don't call her!

What's with him with basma?!!?

Ruba; yasoooff! She's my best frieendd!!!
Yousif; I knooww!
Ruba; enzain laish?!! Tell mee!!

he scratched his goatee ,,

Yousif; bs ma it3a9beeen!?
Ruba; What?! Tell mee!
Yousif; mu it3a9been!!
Ruba; ma ra7 a3a9iiiib! tell meee!!

I asked him with my eyes as wide as they could be!

Yousif; She's me, And I'm you!
Ruba; huh?!
Yousif; Karma!
Ruba; what?! yasoof la itta7acha balghaazz goulyyy bil wayh!
Yousif; remember awal? I was stalking you, o you didn't want me!
Ruba; eeh?!
Yousif; Well!! I'm you! And she's mee!
Ruba; NOOOOOOO!!!! ;O!
Yousif; As much as I hate to tell ,, it's true!

I didn't trust him at first! No way! No way! NOOOO WAYYY chithyyy basma itsawyyy feenyyy!!

Ruba; I'll call her!
Yousif; ish--

I pointed my index finger to him! I was really angry and I looked like the person you don't wanna mess with! After hundreds and thousands of time I called, she finally picked up and I put the phone on speaker ,,

Basma; Aloo?
Ruba; is it true?!
Basma; what?
Ruba; la tistaghbaaiinn! is it truuee??
Basma; what the hell are you talking about?!
Ruba; Basmaaaaaa!!!!! ishbainiich o bain yousiiif?!!
Basma; ......
Ruba; SPEAK!!!
Basma; ugh rubaaa!! whatever! yes, yes! it's true! he's soo khafeeef! And he gave me signals ..
Ruba; what sig--

Yousif grabbed my phone ,,

Yousif; Sim3aay basmaaa! I'm through with you and your lies! Quit it! Grow up! both of us know you're lying!

she then started to cry ,, it was hard for me not to comfort her! after all, she was my best friend for the past long years ,,

Basma; bs yousiif! Ana a7ibiik enta tadryyy!!

Oh no baby!

Ruba; BASMAAAAAAAAAA!!! What are you sayiinnggg?!!! What about meee??!! what about Rubaaa?!! you forgot our friendship?!! over some guuyyyy!!?! Basma laish chithyyy itsaweeen?? you're better than thiiis! who are you any more?! mnu entaayyy? mnuuu entaayyy?!!
Basma; Ehee222 ehee22! ruba I don't knoww! it's yousiiif! he's just too attractive!

Boy those words pierced right through my chest!

Ruba; wain ra7 el-self control haa? much less wain ra7at our friendship? our tough days together? Where are you now? I could die and you wouldn't know! WHO THE HELL ARE YOU!!!!????!!

After that yousif grabbed my phone, hung up ,, and held me in his arms, after seeing me hysterically crying and screaming! ,,

Ruba; Ehee222 ehe222 ehe2222! yousiif laiiishh chithyyy e9eer all at the same time!
Yousif; sshhhh 7abeebtyy entay! sshhh! maykhaliiif it'll be okay

He gave me light kisses on my forehead ,,

Ruba; enta bs 7aggy ana 9aa7?
Yousif; eeh! no one could ever take me away from you!
Ruba; akeeed?
Yousif; akeedain ya ba3ad 6uwayyfyyy!
Ruba; laish ma gitleee yousiif min gabil?!!
Yousif; the same reason you didn't tell s3ood before!

S3OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD!!!!!!!

Ruba; ehee222 ehee222!
Yousif; I told you, it's karma! ma 3alaih! it'll be okay!
Ruba; I hate my life! barou7 el-shalaih! I need some time alone!
Yousif; 7abeebty may9eer brou7iich!
Ruba; I don't care! mabyyy a7aad! I want to bee aloonee!!!

I called khalid and told him, we had a very very very long arguement and of course I won, the deal was that I go there early and never put the lights out! And that I'll wake up at six and come home!

Ruba; ritha!
Yousif; shloun yirthaaa!! t2!
Ruba; ritha! yallah bye!
Yousif; minti ray7aa ruba!
Ruba; embala ra7 arou7!
Yousif; ma ra7 itro7een brou7iich!
Ruba; EMBALAA!
Yousif; I'll drive you there!
Ruba; you can't! lazim bachir arid elsa3a 6 el9ib7!
Yousif; I'll come pick you up!
Ruba; ugh fine!

I got in his black Bmw x6 (I FINALLY CHOSE!! itlouugg 3alaaiih? Do you like iittt? Be honeessstttt ;****)

he drove, Not a word ,, he looked at me every few seconds ,, I wasn't crying ,, I was just thinking deeply and shook my head every now and then on how silly this was, on how stupid and blind I had been!

We arrived at the chalet house,

Yousif; banzil wiyach!

I didn't say a word, I wanted him to!

We got in, opened the lights, and turned on the tv ,,

Yousif; 7abeebtyy ma kalaitay!
Ruba; I don't feel like it!
Yousif; you will once we eat together ,,

He opened the fridge to see what's available, he got some fruits, and then he opened the freezer!

(Remember awaaaaal? youm ruba khashaat her note bil freezer?! YEAAHH ;O! 9akraw 7loojkom :p LOOL;****)

Yousif; some ice cream with fruits would be delicious!

Ma istaw3abt enna he opened the freezer! ,, tanna7 shway ,, I guess he looked at it ,,

Yousif; who wrote this?
Ruba; what?

He got the bowl out! and then I remembered! SHIIIT SHIIIIT SHIIIIIIIIIIIT!!!!!!

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Cliffhanger 9aaa77? (6) Mwahhahaha :p That's what you get for not writing comments :p LOOL (A)! Ma 3alaaiihh e7naa nit3allaam min drousnaaa 9aa7? :p Mwaaaaaaah;***


BTW! When I write a comment to reply to you lovlies ,, Ma yirthaaa! bs in my blog! laish chithyyy? It's started to get under my skin! HELP IS REQUIRED!! ;P

I hate this :(

Guys! I wanted to update my layout! o 7a6ait hatha! I really really like itt! The only problem is ,, actually alotta problemss!!

A) Maku my lovely followers, o lamma a7i66a ekoun mikhtifyyy!!
B) When I put the widget not all of it shows!!
C) Ma a3arf shloun aghayyiir el-font! if that's even possible!
D) o Maku navbar :(

Akheleeeh methil ma ehwaa? wala ariid nafs awaal? ;(

ehee22 ehe222 ehe222!!

Feeny gargaa ;**

LOL(A)! ,, ATM I have no one to talk to, so I thought I should write here ,,

Last night, I had a dream about Lady GaGa! xD How weird is that? I don't like her much! I don't know how she came in my dream! it was my birthday (in the dream) and she was singing for me! xD I have a friend who's Lady GaGa obsessed! So I was like "Gaga! let's take a photo I wanna make my friend jealous" ! We took loads and loads of photos and then I put 'em on facebook! xD omg!!! ;p!

Last weak, I was telling my cousin to read my blog, he's a boy ok? He was like "Enshallah tabeny agra Qi9a9 7ub?" I was like yeaaahh it's veryyy niicee!! egoul lyy it's boring! why is it boring to them? And very interesting to us?! It's soo weird!

My laptop maskeen is dead! I'm using my dad's laptop and it's soooooo annoying!! mu mit3awda 3alaaiih! when I touch one thing alf shaaayyy yi6la3lyyy! GUYS! THE SSOONNGSSS ;O!! Omgggg!!! Um kalthooom - Fayroooz - 9abaa7 - The Beatles - The Beeges Madryy shesimhoom - oh and his most favorite 3abdel7aleeeem! OMG! Ghbaaaaaaaaaaar !! LOL! ambaih ma 3indyy salfaaaa ;p

I just felt like talking ,, I'm in such a loving mood! I hugged everyone I saw! Madryy shfeenyyyy! I'm sooo deleting this when I get back to my normal mood :p

I LOVE YOU AAAAAAAAAALLLLLL;***********

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A7IBKOOM KILKOOM;***

Wallah your comments motivate me, If it weren't for you I wouldn't have reached part 18 ;** o this is an extra long post to show my appreciation;**

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Previously...

I laid down on my bed still wearing my towel, and slept with his voice telling me a bed time story, it was some fairytale created by his imagination ,, is he perfect or what?

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I woke up on the sound of my alarm clock, today was rinad's big day! I had to help her out! I had to force myself to be in a good mood and be happy! After washing up and getting dressed, I called yousify ,, he sounded like he just woke up ,,

Ruba; hi 7abeeby sorry ga3adtiik
Yousif; la 7ayaty 3ady *tired voice* shlounich elyoum?
Ruba; el7imdillah
Yousif; where’s the giggle you promised?
Ruba; *chuckles* not now! B3dain okay?
Yousif; la2 aby el7een!
Ruba; yasoof!! *dala3* listen ana el7een barou7 7ag ranood to help her out, bachir ib yakh6iboonha o chii ,, okay?
Yousif; la2!
Ruba; what? *shocked*
Yousif; giggle first!
Ruba; yasooooff! *dala3*
Yousif; shnu yasoof! Yallah giggle :p
Ruba; Hehehhee yasooof youuuz!
Yousif; hahahaha! Wallah tha7kitiich itfari7nyy!
Ruba; 7abeebyy;**
Yousif; 3ad elyoum lazim enshoufiich! Shnu bs rinad?! Tara aghaar anaa!
Ruba; hehe, yasoof may9eer! Tomorrow is her big day!
Yousif; maly sheghhil! Walaht 3alaich!
Ruba; I’ll see if I can work something out!
Yousif; you better!
Ruba; okay ;p ,, yallah I have to go 3ashan ma at2akhar 3alaiha ok?
Yousif; eeh yallah, allah wiyach! Have fun o mu it6awleen!
Ruba; enshallah! I’ll text you to tell you if it’s a yes or a no!
Yousif; it’s a yes ;) bs text me to tell me where ;p
Ruba; hehehe, okay
Yousif; Mwaaahh;**
Ruba; you too :p
Yousif; hahaa
Ruba; yallah 7ayaty bye bye;*
Yousif; bye;*

I got out of my room and knocked on my brother’s bedroom door, he opened the door with one hand and held his phone in the other ,,

Ruba; barou7 bait ranooda!
Khalid; okay, have fun
Ruba; sallim 3alaiha!

A cute smile came on my brother’s face as he said hi to “her” for me ,,

Khalid; itgoul allah esalmich!
Ruba; hehe, yallah I’ll be back bil lail!
Khalid; oulah!
Ruba; khalood I need to get out! Mabyy ayii hal bait!
Khalid; okay elly eray7ich!
Ruba; okay, yallah bye!

I was used to tell Khalid only, I didn’t think I should tell dad! Not after what happened yesterday! I ran downstairs and saw my dad having breakfast on the table ,, I tried to act busy by looking for my keys in my bag, just ignore him, and get out! BUT!!! UGGHH!

Father; I’m still your dad ruba!
Ruba; bye dad!

And walked out! I knew he was still my dad! But I didn’t want to talk to him! I didn’t want to look at him! I didn’t want him to exist!! I started my car’s engine, and drove through the streets, as I texted ranood

To Rinad;
Ranood I’m on my way ;**

From Rinad;
7ayach allah 7ayatyy;** ,, do you know if basma is coming?

To Rinad;
La wallah! Basma wainhaa? She’s disappeared! I’m worried about her!

From Rinad;
Madryy wallah, we’ll call her when you get here!

To Rinad;
Okay, ranooda I’m in your block!

From Rinad;
Yallah now anzil!

About a minute later I arrived, and parked near rinad’s car .. got out, got in ..

Rinad; ahlaaiin!
Ruba; hala feech!

I wasn’t as excited as I usually am! ,,

Rinad; are you okay?
Ruba; yeah I’m fine! It’s just that I just woke up o chii ,,
Rinad; ah okay, do you wanna sleep?
Ruba; la 7ayatyy! ,, I’m here to help out!

Her brother came out of no where, shirtless, and wearing a boxer ;p! he stretched out his arms as he yawned! ,,

Rinad; heyyyyyy!!! Rifeejtyyyy hnyyyy!!
Jasim; ohh! Hi :D

I held back my laughter!

Rinad; jasoooooom!!
Jasim; shnu ya3nyy elwa7id ma e3arf yitjawal eb baitah?!
Rinad; ugghhh! Emshay foug roro!

She grabbed my hand as I followed with jasim’s eye on me and her with a huge grin on his face! ,,

In rinad’s elegant room, there was pop corn, pizza, and a lot of junk food!

Ruba; emsawya pizza party ranood?
Rinad; la2 ;p bs I was watching a movie o chii ;p
Ruba; ahaa ,,
Rinad; so shoufay! I have five nominees!
Ruba; huh?
Rinad; the dresses!?
Ruba; oh yeah! Eeh yallah show me!

She opened her closet and got five of them out, and hung them outside, All of them were short, except for one,

Ruba; okay honey! La talbiseen aswad ,, o don’t wear the long one!

She took both of them and threw them on her bed ,, both of us stared at the three dresses concentrating ..

Ruba; not the pink one!

She threw it on the bed! ,, now was the tough decision! Both dresses were gorgeous! Both were exquisite! ,, one was brown and red, sleeveless, shows a bit of her chest area, and at the back was amazing! And the other one was offwhite flow-y dress ,, it had golden glittery butterflies on the strap! ,,

Ruba; it’s a tough one!
Rinad; wearing them might help! Right?
Ruba; yeah yeah! Wear them! B3dain nikhtaar!

She got excited, and got in the bathroom,, I held my phone, and wrote a text ,,

To Moron;
Hey 7ayaty, rinad is trying on the dresses, if you were to takh6ib a girl, which color would prefer? White with golden, or brown with red?

From Moron;
You’d look fabulous in anything;**

I was blushing, and by that time rinad finished putting on the dress, and came out with the brown one on ..

Ruba; Allaaah! 3ajeeb!

She wore a brown high heal with it, it sort of looked wintery because it covered most of her feet, but it looked amazing!

Rinad; really? I don’t knooww! Lemme try the other one! ,,

To Moron;
7ayatyyy ;$ ,, I mean for my friend! Ay wa7id nikhtaar?

From Moron;
The one that makes her look like you ;)

BLUSHING!

To Moron;
Ok ;**

She then came out looking like a princess! It looked better than the first one! It looked ecstatic! ,,

Ruba; ranood this one! This is the one!
Rinad; really?
Ruba; eeh eeh! 7addaa!

She took a look at herself against the mirror ,, and I could tell from the look in her eyes, she said in her brain “she’s right” ,,

Rinad; you’re right

Did I tell you? Or did I tell you?

Ruba; salim will love you in this!
Rinad; not to worry he already does ;p

I smiled ..

Rinad; heyy ,, shfeech?!
Ruba; mafeenyy shay 7ayaty entay
Rinad; no there’s something with you today!
Ruba; I just hadn’t that much sleep!
Rinad; agouliiich namaayyy ;p!
Ruba; I caaan’ttt!
Rinad; you caaan!
Ruba; la laa ranooda 7abeebtyy! Tabeen ensawyy brava?
Rinad; for what?
Ruba; 7ag bachir lamma eyii salim!

I gave her a sexy stare ;p

Rinad; eeehh eeehh!

She started clapping and jumping!

Ruba; ok ok! I’ll sit on the couch! No no! you sit on the couch o enna ana ayii ag3ad yammich okay?
Rinad; yaaaayy!! This is awesome! Yallah yallah go sit!

I sat on her couch, acting all manly ;p ,, she came and sat next to me seconds later ,,

Ruba; shal zain? Shal 7alaat? Kil hatha 7aggy?
Rinad; laa2! 7ag salim!
Ruba; ranood I’m acting as if I’m him shfeech ;p!
Rinad; ah! Eeh eehh 7aggik 7ayaty! Shoufay I’ll be cooking this little thing for him, fa I’m about to tell you, him, you! La2 him! Ooohh ellyy ohooo! ,,, sawait lik hal kaika!
Ruba; entay elkaika ya 3omry!
Rinad; hahahahah this is sooo weiirdd :p!!
Ruba; just go with it 3adyy ;p
Rinad; hahaha! ,,

*awkward silence*

Ruba; ok this is weird ;p let’s not do it!
Rinad; no no! wait! Ka2anyy basouliif wiyaah ok?
Ruba; yallah! Bs mu taskiteen! E9eer awkward!
Rinad; ok ok! ,,

So then we went on and on like it was really happening! I don’t want to bore you ,,,

LATER;

She got off her dress and wore her normal house clothing ,,

Rinad; hey, let’s call basoom inshouf hathy wainhhyy!
Ruba; eeh yallah!

She got her phone, dialed her number, and put it on speaker ,,

Basma; haahha! Ohh! Hala ranoooood! Miss yoouuu!
Rinad; miss you too galbyy! Shfeech tith7ikeen khibla? :p
Basma; no no! hahaha! It’s this funny thing xD! Hhaha! Nevermind! xD
Rinad; wainich entay? Mikhtafyaa ;o
Basma; wallah life b3d shinsaweee ;p
Rinad; haha! La seriously what’s keeping you busy? ;p
Basma; shesmaa ,, hathaa ,, I’m concentrating on my studies o chithyyy ..
Rinad; ahaa! Yallah good for you! ,, hach ruba taby itkalmich!
Basma; ruba yammich?
Rinad; eeh 7a6itah speaker a9lan ;p
Basma; oh! Hi ruba :D
Ruba; ahlaain! Chithyy yig6i3oon?
Basma; hehehe! Almiis nabthiich ;p
Ruba; we miss you!
Basma; so do I you guys! Ambaih min ziman 3ankoomm 7adkuum Qiddaam!
Rinad; hehee ,,

Rinad told her enna salim is proposing tomorrow, basma almost killed her for not telling her! They argued and argued ,, boring stuff! After the long call rinad and I had junk food and watched a movie, rinad sensed that something was wrong with me! But I swore and promised myself not to tell her, not now at least! Not at that time! I wouldn’t won’t to ruin her happiness! ,, I left her house at about 5 ,,

To Moron;
7abeebyy I’m out ..

From Moron;
Where do you want to go 7ayaty?

To Moron;
Madryy, you pick! Bs mu ma63am coz I just ate!

From Moron;
Ok, elba7ar?

To Moron;
Ok!

Yousif had this special area we always go to, so when we say elba7ar we know exactly where that is .. ,,,,

I parked, and he was already there, as usual, he was never late ;** I got out of the car, and walked on the sand bare foot, Khalid was already sitting on the sad, with his shoes feet away from him ,, I sat next to him and hugged my knee ,, I leaned to his face and planted a light kiss on his cheek ,, he didn’t know I was there yet ,, he was astonished ..

Yousif; Wayyyy ish7alaat’haa!
Ruba; hehe! I love you
Yousif; I love you more!

He put his arm around me and I rested my head on his shoulder, and cried in silence ..

Yousif; 7abeebtyy kharabtaay kil balayzyyy!
Ruba; *chuckles*
Yousif; baby your love is costing me tshirts!
Ruba; yasooof
Yousif; ashouf 6al3eeny!

I looked at him with my eyes drowned with tears ,,

Yousif; ta3alay!

I looked at him confused, then he decided doing it himself would be easier! .. he opened his legs and carried me to sit right there in the middle ,, I rested against his chest ,, boy was it warm ,,

Yousif; feels better eh?
Ruba; yeah!
Yousif; *chuckles* my chest is there for your service whenever facing hard times

I smiled, even though he didn’t know I did! I smiled, because he’s a good man, I smiled because I was resting my head against this good man’s chest, I smiled because I love this good man, I smiled because this good man is mine!

I turned my head to the left, so that my left ear would be on the left side of his chest, where his heart was, and listened to the rhythm of his heartbeat ..

Yousif; baby what are you doing?
Ruba; sshh

The rhythm of his heartbeat was like a drum, his voice was like a broken violin ,, I kept my eyes shot tightly with complete knowledge and hope that his heartbeat will give me a sign to assure me that he loves me ,,

Ruba; 7ayaty I’m listening to the rhythm of your heartbeat! Bs lamma ta7achait taghayaar!
Yousif; *chuckles* shloun ya3ny?

I put my ear again without saying a word .. and spoke up seconds later ,,

Ruba; your heartbeats don’t say you love me!
Yousif; you don’t need my heartbeats to tell you! ,, you need my lips and my actions

I then felt a bit stupid! How the hell would his heartbeat prove that he loves me?!

Ruba; ok
Yousif; *chuckles* 7abeebtyy are you okay?
Ruba; yeah! I know I’m a bit weird! It’s just the shock! I hit on my friend today! ;o!
Yousif; hahaha, tell me about it

I sat properly, faced him, and told him all about it ,, that beautiful smile on his face never disappeared, not for one second! And as I speak he would deeply stare at my face expressions, and my hand moves ..

Yousif; el7imdillah you had fun! ,,
Ruba; yeah wallah it really helped!
Yousif; and you said you called your friend basma ha?
Ruba; eeh 7abeebyy! 7abeebtyy she’s focused on her studies! Ma 3indaha wakt!
Yousif; aha ,,

He looked away, and sara7 ..

Ruba; 7ayatyy?
Yousif; 3omryy?
Ruba; wain ri7t?
Yousif; afakir feech
Ruba; itfakir feny wana yammik? *angelic*
Yousif; shasawyy a7ibich!
Ruba; hehe ,, I don’t want to go home ;(
Yousif; rou7ay shalaihkom!
Ruba; what an idea ;O! why didn’t I think of that before?!!
Yousif; haha!
Ruba; I’ll call 9aloo7 o khalood!
Yousif; yeah ..