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Tuesday, October 5, 2010

The Rhythm Of My Heartbeat-34

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I move slowly towards the table, I sat down as he was finishing his club sandwich.

S3ood; 3aash min shaafich,,
Ruba; 3aashat ayamik

*awkward silence*

S3ood; so have you decided?
Ruba; Decided what?
S3ood; Enna shnu raa7 itsawoon?
Ruba; Emmm,,I don't know s3o..I don't know. I'm in a position where I don't know who to trust, And I don't know what to do..I'm sorry if this seems like I don't trust you ,, bs I seriously don't know what to think..
S3ood; Hmmm ,, Well ,, I can do you one favor if you like,,
Ruba; which is?
S3ood; ayeeb lich 9warich min Yousif.

To think of it, It wasn't such a bad idea! Why not? Ya3ny ohwa mu mitsifeed minhom 3ashan ma ya36eeny eyaahom. So I thought it was a good idea.

Ruba; Okay, bs how?
S3ood; Ma 3alaich,,Entay goulay eeh o elbajy 3alay ana.
Ruba; Okay, that would be nice thanks.

He gave me one of his cute-innocent-angel-smiles! Aaakkkhhh they still affected me. I turned my head in order not to fall for him once again.

I was lost in my own world of thinking until my phone buzzed underneath me. I kept my mobile in my backpocket so I got up and looked at the called ID.

Incoming Call
Moron

I was shocked. I didn't know if it was happy-shocked, or disappointed-shocked.

Ruba; Excuse me.

S3ood simply nodded with displeasure, like he knew it was Yousif.

Ruba; Aloo
Yousif; Ahlaaaaaaaan!
Ruba; Heey ..
Yousif; entay wainich?
Ruba; huh?
Yousif; your mobile is always switched off.
Ruba; shaku;s! Enta elly your mobile was switched off! I kept calling you bs kaan emsakkar.
Yousif; Wth? Tara el-service bil shalaih mu shaay!
Ruba; You're bil shalaih?
Yousif; Eeh 7abeebty bil resort elly yamkom
Ruba; ahaaa..
Yousif; Yimkin ayii elyoum
Ruba; Yimkiinn?
Yousif; yeah 7abeebty elrabii3 bisawoon samra fa ma2adryy ..
Ruba; Ahaa..

I looked back through the cafe windows. I saw s3ood getting up and about to leave.

Ruba; Yousif I'll call you later enshallah, buh-bye

I hung up and rushed to the cafe.

Ruba; You're going?
S3ood; eeh 7abee.. Eeeh I have to be somewhere..

I had a tiny frown, I didn't want him to leave x3

S3ood; If you're worried about the photos don't. I'll get them o ra7 a36eech eyaahom beedich!

If he only knew....

Ruba; okay
S3ood; smile okay?
Ruba; okay

Akh!!

He went his own way, I kept my eye on him until he turned to look at me..He had a "such a waste" smile. Right then I knew ,, that he was truly sad for me.

Sunday, October 3, 2010

The Rhythm Of My Heartbeat-33

7abaybyyyy I know you want to kill meee(A)!... Ma 3alaiih ma 3alaaiih sam7oonyy wallah a7ibkooom;** I've been so busyyyyy! Ka now enshallah I'll reply to all of your comments..o enshallah I try posting more often;***

Love ya;**

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I recieved a msg a few minutes later. It was from S3ood. Saying:

"I'll be there"

I wondered about Yousif. Why was his mobile still swithced off?

Ruba; *yelling* Mnu bil shalaaiih?
Rinad; Anaaaaa ;D
9ali7; Me 6ooooooooooo

What about Jasim? Oh yeah. He's probably out with 7awoor having fun ;p

Ruba; Ranood can I talk to you for a minute?
Rinad; Sure.
Ruba; Emshay eldar.
Rinad; Aaaah! Shay sirryy haaa :p?
Ruba; Hehehe. Eeeh ;p
Rinad; a3arf suwalfiich ;p

We got upstairs and went to our room. Rinad closed the door as I sat on the chairs at the balcony..

Rinad; Speak up

So I told her everything.

Rinad; *gasp* does that mean...?
Ruba; I don't know..
Rinad; Well who are you gonna trust? Yousif? Or S3ood!!?

What a tough question that was. I honestly couldn't decide. I've know and loved s3ood for more than a year. I truly loved him. But Yousif I had so many doubts. And the way we knew each other wasn't very pretty. But I did love him and I did trust him. But who's lying and who's telling the truth? (I hate it when I'm in that position =) Don't you all?;*)

Rinad; ha?
Ruba; I don't know ranood! I meann.. I trust both of them. As much as s3ood's words made sence, I want it to be a lie. I don't know...
Rinad; hmmm
Ruba; I'm also kind of nervous to see him tonight.
Rinad; You shouldn't be! He's the one who should be nervous because he's not sure of what you're going to do.
Ruba; Hmmmm ...
Rinad; Ok, here's the deal.

Rinad got up and got a notebook and a pen.

Rinad; Put likes and dislikes about both S3ood and Yousif. o when you're done, kitbay ishkethir you trust them %

Having to remember my likes about S3ood was really easy. But remembering the dislikes was the hardest. Not to mention the pain I felt while I wrote the things I like about him.

(ishraykooooom awareekom el-list:p? Interested? .... do I hear a "yes"? YES!! ,, Yaaay baktib(A)..Hehe;*)

S3ood;-

Likes:
1-Sweet
2-Funny
3-Sensitive
4-Loved me like hell
5-My fisrt love
6-He woke me up for uni everyday
7-So romantic
8-Jealousy
9-Not afraid of tears
10-Smart
11-His family always comes first
12-Likes to travel (one of my favorite things:p)
13-Thought of me seriously
14-Buys me things when I'm sad
15-We share same hobbies.
16-....

And the list of likes went on and on and on ... But when it came to the dislikes,,I only found o n e.

Dislikes:
1-Doesn't trust me

And as for Yousif...

Yousif;-

Likes:
1-Boyish
2-Hot
3-Attractive
4-He's always then when needed
5-He has a lot of interesting hobbies
6-He took me to places I've never been before
7-....

I couldn't think of any anymore..

Dislikes:
1-Knew a lot of girls
2-Never told me about Basma from the beginning
3-His mobile is switched off
4-He took me from S3ood
5-He smokes like a maniac
6-...

It went on 'til 17 points..I gave S3ood 90% Trust. And Yousif 80% ...

Rinad was pretty shocked from my paper, And I don't blame her, because I mainly complain about s3ood after the breakup and say nice things about Yousif. Maybe deep down ,, It wasn't pure.

Rinad; You have serious issues I tell ya ;p
Ruba; I know:(! Enzaiin ranood please tell me shasawyyyy :(
Rinad; Just go rou7ay shofeeh like you said you would, O see what he's going to sayyy ..
Ruba; You think so?
Rinad; I know so!
Ruba; Hmm ..
Rinad; Dress good:!
Ruba; of course I will ;O
Rinad; Ahaaaaa *wink wink*
Ruba; Hehehe, chubay chubay :p
Rinad; Yallah ana banaggyyyyy el-outfit =D
Ruba; K, sure..

She went through my/our closet as I 9afi7ing bil majala ;p (Tara most of my story bil english may9eer chithyy ana ma arthaa:p My mother language laziiiiim a36eeha 7ag'ha:p!..)

Chaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan :p (<--xD) Ekhtaarat lyy a cute pink top and some old tiny jeans that fit me just right. Ruba; mu chinna too tight?
Rinad; No ma'am, It'th thekthyyyy and I like it on you! it'th tho thekthyy truth meee my betht friend
Ruba; Heheheh!

I love the way Rinad always manages to make me giggle in hard times. Scratch that. Timth;p

So I wore what she picked up for me, She also applied some eyeliner, mascara, cute cherry lipbalm, and shwayaaaat blush;p

Rinad; Now the secret..
Ruba; What secret?
Rinad; THE PERFUME IS THE SECRET!
Ruba; Hehehe! Ranooodd xD
Rinad; Wallah seriously! Shimmay hathyy ma itdawiiikh!

I smelt the scent and it was pretty amazing, It was her perfume so she let me add a touch from her;*

I looked at my wriset watch and it was 12. It was time for me to go.. I kissed Rinad by the door, and walked the whole way to the cafe, And there he was...
 

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