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Friday, December 31, 2010

I feel like expressing myself;**

Hey guys,,,I just felt like expressing myself and saying the things on my mind.

-Have you seen Emma Watson's new look? I LOVE!!! 9aa7 she looks hot? Hehehe, This is what I think! I seriously love her new hair cut! ,, Short hair is usually unattractive ,, But Emma's hair looks hot!!

-I noticed this thing, when I pospone prayers, or sometime skip them :$! ,, I become really lazy with everything else! Ya3ny for example, the past week I was so lazy with prayer istighfir allah! O I noticed I barely did any revision for school! o bil yaalla 3ala ma sawait my homeworks! I SHOULD CONCENTRATE!!

-I miss J(Always.Be;*);**! Wallah I miss her so much;*! I hope you reply to my emails;*!!

-Mothers have special ways to lift your mood! My mom is amazing!!! When I speak to her it always makes everything better!! Allah y6awiiil 3omirha lyyy o ya7fith'haa enshallah! The same to all of your parents you guys;**

-So I've been sad for the longest time, I finally made peace with everything. Okay I'm not as happy as I was before ... But at least I'm happy again, I finally got the ability to laugh my heart out again! ,, But it is so weird that when I really laugh my heart out I cry! I really really cry!! I don't know why:S! Do any of you guys go through the same thing? I used to have that when I was in KG but then it disappeared! A few months ago it resurfaced. Is there any medical reason for that? It's really weird!!

-You guys I'm sorry I know I haven't been reading your stories or your updates, I barely have the time wallah .. Just know I love you, o enshallah once I get the chance I'll catch up and read! I read a few tawa, o enshallah I'm continue.

Unbelievable-4

Every weekend was another fairytale ,, He would always take us out and make the best out of each and every weekend.

Until one weekend, he was amazingly disappeared! He was nowhere to be found. I asked khalty and Jawa, But neither of them knew where he was. I called him several times, but no answer. I stayed up late waiting for a phone call, But the phone didn't ring any bells…

I finally gave up and put my head on the pillow, My eyes were watering and I was about to cry! .. But I was distracted by an annoying voice of ticking! I tried to ignore it, But it went on continuously, I got up and tried to trace that sound to shut it up.

Hey! Was it coming out of the window? ,,, OH yeah!!

And who was throwing rocks at my window? ,,,, Mohamed!! My prince charming. I thought this kind of thing only happens in movies, But no. It happened with me.

I opened the window and waved at him ,,

Jana; Wainiiik;(?
Mohamed; Asif ya nithar 3ainy ,, Ma gidart ayii
Jana; Well you could have called!
Mohamed; Ma 3alaih jannity, ElWalda it3ibat. O ma gidart!
Jana; *gasp* Salamat'haaa! Shfeeha?
Mohamed; it3ibat, wadait'ha elmistashfa, o lamma ghafat o naamat yet lich!
Jana; La m7amad 7aram, rid laha! Yimkin ti97a o ma itlageek, ra7 itkhaf! La la rid laha!
Mohamed; Afaaa! El7een ana 6aag darb itgouleen ly rid laha!
Jana; Ma 3alaih 7amoody! El-Weekends yayeen!
Mohamed; Enzain nizlay limeeny!
Jana; Heheh, enshallah!
Mohamed; Fidait elmo6ee3a!

I blushed, But he wouldn't notice that from afar ; ) …

I went down in my pajamas,,left from the kitchen door, He was standing there, waiting …

I threw my arms around him, and he had already carried me and circled me! It felt so good. I felt like I was on the top of the world.

Mohamed; Fee shay lazim agoul lich eyah...

"Yuma, his serious tone emkhari3ny! akeed fe shay!"

Jana; Shnu?
Mohamed; ElYim3a e7na emsafreen!

"That's three days from now ;'("

Jana; Laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa2!!
Mohamed; Ma 3alaih 7ayaty! Bs 3 weeks!
Jana; 3 weeeeksss!!! Ya3ny 21 days! Ya3ny 504 hrs!

I know that a failure like me shouldn't be smart. But I am. I mean to fail because I wanted my parents to suffer just like I did.

Mohamed; Ra7 adig 3alaich kiil youuum! o ma ra7 akhaleech wala thanyaaa!
Jana; Maby maby 7amood mabyyy!!

I started crying la sho3ooriyan!

Mohamed; Jannityyyy! La tabcheeeeen!
Jana; Ehe22 ehe222
Mohamed; T2!

I looked up at him with my eyes drowned with tears,, He had his head down,

Jana; *sniff* 6alli3ny!

He looked up, and his eyes were filled with tears as well..

Jana; *gaaspp* khalaa9 khala9 mabyy bachyaa!

I quickly wiped my tears, and then wiped his.

Jana; 3ayal bachir o 3ogba o elly 3ogba bag3ad ib bait khalty o enta ta3aal!
Mohamed; Ma yabeelha 7achy! A9lan ana kint baQ9ibich tig3ideen! Lazim ashba3 minnich! ,, a9lan ma yinshibi3 minnich! Bs shasawyy Qa9bin 3anny!
Jana; La mu Qa9bin 3annik! Mu laazim itrou7!!
Mohamed; La jannity, I have to, It's for my mom's treatment!
Jana; Oh! 7abeebty allah yshafeeha enshallah;*!
Mohamed; *Sigh* enshallah!

We said good night, But we talked the whole night through over the phone..

Those three days were magical as well. The first day we went bungie jumping in sha'ab park, of course I scremed my lungs out. The second day we wet jet skiing .. And the third day, we went to the Sheraton hotel for a lovely dinner.

I joined Mohamed and his mother in the airport. Of course khalty and Jawa had to come, 3ashan I don't look like "the girlfiend" ,, I promised Mohamed not to cry. I didn't cry! ,, Only when he left did I start crying silently.

He did call me everyday ,, I realized I loved him more than I thought I did when he was gone.

Was I really in love?

Could a 13 year old be in love?

After a week and a half .. Auntie wanted to travel to the same country ,, They suggested I join them! ARE YOU KIDDING ME? OF COURSE I WANTED TO GO! I just had to tell my parents and hope they agree.

Jana; Yuma?

She was busy reading the newspaper, And dad was watching a black & white movie.

Mother; Hmmm?
Jana; Yuma basafir ma3a khaty, biro7oon el-cheek
Mother; Maku
Jana; Yuma laish?
Mother; La yibtay darajaaat taly itsafreen!

I ran to my room so angry my breath was hot!

Luckily for me, we had a lot of tests that week, I did very very well.

Jana; Yuma shoufay darajaty!

She took my papers from my hand and looked at them..

Mother; 19 out of 20 bil math, 20 out of 20 bil science, 10 out of 10 bil english,,Very good Jana. Laish ma ityebeen chihty min awal?

I smiled, I loved hearing her saying nice things about me..

Jana; Etha khalaiteeny asaafir ma3a khaltyy,,killa bayeeb chithy!
Mother; Ahaaa, el7een fahaamtt!
Jana; Hehehe,
Mother; Khala9 okay, bitro7een! Bs haaa?!! Taw3ideeny ittimeen chithy!
Jana; Enshallah yuma! wa3ad;**!

I kissed her forehead, and quickly went to my room to pack my bags.

I called Jawa as I was packing and told her the good news!

Jawa; Hiyaaaaaaaaa! Wih! Ma baghat khaltyyy! 3ad mu tinsain shay tara bachir safratna!
Jana; Eeh la la many nasya!

My clothes were all summery! Little did I know that Czech was a cold country! I didn't even bother to ask Jawa.

My parents dropped me off at the airport, of course lazim lecture about being careful and not talking to strangers, my mommy almost cried, but she didn't.

You'll get to know about what happened in Czech next post ;)

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Mwahahaa, I love being evil:p! Loool(A)

Sunday, December 19, 2010

GUYSSS!!!

Guys 7adkoomm mikhtafyeeeeeeeeeeeen:O!
Aish thaaaaaaaaaaaaa:p?
LOOL! Ma3ana today I'm happy o wayid gam akharbii6 7achy ma lah ma3na!
Bs jad laish chithyyy:O?
Wain my commenters:O?
Wain ekhtifaitaaawww?

OOHHHH! Now I get iiiitttt! You're ga3deeeen titghalouuuun 3alay 3ashan it3arfooon ma3azatkuum 9aaa77?

WELL!!!!!!!!! ....... I MISS YOU ALL SO VERY MUUCH! o 7adda my blog is so boring without you!,,

Let's see ...

I miss J soooo much;***!
I still remember you 7abeebtyy wallah allah 3aalim ishkobir ma3azitich 3indy even though I don't know you! I just loved you;**

I miss um flfola

I miss hano.Oshi faj2a ekhtifaaat :O

I miss Blue.lilies omg faj2aa!

I miss secrets

I miss Vanilla Sky

I miss 7awoorryy

I miss SuziQ_

I miss Darliam

I miss Queen Bee*

I miss Fayye

I miss me

I miss lolitta

I miss 89

I miss shushu

I miss licious

I miss zaina

I miss all of you guys! Wallah ma ra7 akhalli9 but I miss you so muuuch;**

I miss the old days:(

El7een abchyyy:(

(E7im 3ayartyyy(A):p)

LOVE YOU ;**
 

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