This story is non-fiction. It happened to a very dear person to me, When she told me all of this I was so amazed that I told her I want to write her story in my blog. So she said it's okay, I will make somethings up just to make it more creative ;p I will be in one of the scenes which will be fun I guess ;p
It will be written from the first-person point of view,,
P.S sorry for not replying to your comments, I've been really busy;**
Here goes;**
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When I got F's D's ,, My parents would be so mad and they would scream at me until they lost their voices. I hated being in such situations, so my best escape was my cousin.
So the day I get my report cards were always the same, I get yelled at, I pack my bags, And off I go to my auntie's house.
My name is Jana this thing started when I was only 13 years old. My cousin Jawa is just about my age. She was my best friend, We did everything together.
When I went for sleep overs at Jawa's ,, They mostly always had gatherings ,, Among them was my auntie's dear friend. She had a son that she kept dragging with her. His name was Muhamed. We speak sometimes and play together. But everything started to change when Jawa spoke to me about him.
Jawa; Agoul janoon! Ma laa7athtay M7amad killa ekhiiziiichhh?
Jana; Hahahah! Shakuuuu:p!
Jawa; Wallah el3atheeem! A9lan tadreen ohwa killa edig 3alaina egoul Jana mawjooda 3indikom? O lamma engoul lah eeh yig3aad e7iin e7iin 3ala ommah 3ashan ityeebah hnyy!
Jana; Nice prank jawoon;)
Jawa; Wallah I'm seriooouuuss! O etha mu em9adgatnyy rou7ayy si2lay ommy!
I kept silent. Was it true?
Jawa; Hey la itfakreen wayiid! Li9baay e7ibiich!
Jana; Enzain o shasawee lah ya3ny?
Jawa; Agoul lich e7ibich! E7ibich 9iij mu kharabee6!
Jana; Laa wallah?! O how can you tell?
Jawa; killa ekhiziich o killa esouliflyy 3anniich! O killa ewadeech elbaqaala o ma ywadeena!
That part is true. I was the only one allowed to enter his car. Car eh? Means he's too old for me! I was 13 and he was 16 going on 17! His mama let him drive because he was the only child and his father was in jail. Yes. I said jail! What for? Yeah, He used to sell alcohol and drugs!! But none of that really mattered to me! I was 13 what do you expect!?
I kept thinking about it during dinner. Every time I looked at him I found him staring at me. Could this really be? Could he really be in love with me? Truly!??
I gave him a soft smile. I liked that idea.
Li9bay tishagag! Ma 9adag enny ebtisamt lah! He suddenly threw his hands up.
Mohamed; SHIBAA3T!
Om Mohamed; Wee ghobra! Shouf 9a7niik fathyyyy:O!
Mohamed; Yuma wallah shibaa3tt!
I giggled behind my teeth.
Mohamed; Jawoon ta3alay shway bakalmich!
Jawa looked at me, grabbed my hand underneath the table, squeezed it a bit and left.
Om Mohamed; Wildy estakhaf el7imdillah wil shekir!
All of us giggled.
When we were done with dinner. I was having my fruit salad and watching my favorite show. Jawa suddenly came in.
Jawa; ta3lay darryy yal 7aywaana!
Jana; What? Shfeech?
Jawa; ta3alay ta3alay el7een agoul lich!
I ran to her room, she pulled me in and locked the door. She rested her back against the door, took a deep breath, then had the largest grin ever!
Jana; shfeeeech?
Jawa; M7AMAAAAAAD!
Jana; Shfeeeh?
Jawa; 3a6anyyy raQamhom o gaal lyyy a36eech eyaah! He wants to talk to you TONIGHT!!!
Jana; Heheheheh! Ambaih 7ilfayyy:p!?
Jawa; Wallah el3atheem shfeech killa 7asbalich achathib! 7atta ka raQmah!
She took out a piece of paper out of her back pocket.
You see I was the type that didn't mind talking to boys. I was in a mixed school and I talked to boys before Mohamed. Not like it was my first time or anything.
Jawa arranged the whole thing. She waited until her parents were asleep and then we'd go to the living room and call Mohamed.
(They didn't have mobiles at that time, they were too young for that. We're talking about 1993 or something like that)
Jawa; *whispering* Yallah yallah diggay! Khasmsa khamsaa ..
I dialed, It rang half a tone and he picked it up.
Mohamed; Jana?
Jana; Aloo?
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Cliffhanger(A)! Mwahhahaha(6)! What will happen ya rabyyyyyyyyyyyy:p??
Saturday, December 4, 2010
Saturday, November 27, 2010
The Rhythm Of My Heartbeat-36 (FINALE)
Hey guys!
Suuupp? I miss you guys a lot;**
So I was thinking lately, o I decided to make a private blog about me. I seriously need a lot of help o I'd really like to share my story with you guys. The reason it's going to be private is because I'm afraid someone I know personally will read this. And to tell you the truth I've never told anyone about this. So please hush ;p Heheh! A7ibkoooom wayyyiiiid okaayy? Emwaafqeeen? .. coool;**! So please write your emails if you want to be added to the new blog coming up enshallah! I'll try to post as much as possible enshallah.
J: 7ayaty I'll add you 3ashan if you want to read you just log in o tigrain okay? love yo;*
And here goes the finale..
*drum roll*
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So I told him most of what happened.
S3ood; *angry tone* Yal 7aywaaaan ya yousiif wallaaah la awareeek!
Ruba; S3ood 7aya...E7im,, S3ood please chill! Khala9 I told him what I think o shaklah he's gonna give it up!
S3ood; Laa2! Ana awareeehhh!
Ruba; s3ood there's no nee..
He hung up!!
I kept running in circles wondering what might happen, or what might be happening at that moment! Rinad tried to calm me down but there was no use. I called both S3ood and Yousif. None of them answered me! I was so sure that something was going on!
I suddenly heard a man screaming my name!
"Rubaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa"
Ruba; *gasp* bismillah!
Rinad; You stay here! Don't move an inch! Ana barou7 ashouf!
Ruba; Ranood please goulilyyyy!
Rinad; ra7 agoul lich 7abeeebtyy khally mobilich yammich!
Ruba; Sure!
She went downstairs as I tried to calm myself down. I sat on the bed but I was shaking like hell! I heard a couple of screams but I couldn't make up the words!,, I was so anxious so I went downstairs just to know! I looked out the sliding door, and there they were.
Rinad was standing there unaware of what she should do.
S3ood clingling to Yousif's collar.
I had to step up!
Ruba; Heyy heyy! ish9aaayiir?
S3ood; Ruba stay out of this! Malich sheghil!
Ruba; Excuse me?
Yousif; S3ood here thinks I touched you!
S3ood; I don't think! I know!
Youif; You know I wouldn't do that!
Hold it. Yousif showed his other face.
The face I thought existed but hoped that it didn't.
His first face I knew.
Ruba; Yousif what are you saying?
Yousif; No miss Ruba! What are you saying?
I got confused. I really didn't know what to say! I couldn't believe my eyes! I just walked off! S3ood ran after me and held my shoulder to face him!
S3ood; Ruba khala9. Let's not suffer. Let's put it out there. I still love you, and I still love you. The past few months were the worst months of my life! ,, I held this so long. But I just want to ask you. And whatever your answer might be. I'll accept it. I just never want to think in the future "what if..?" or "why didn't I..?" I never want to feel regret ever again. So ,, Ruba ,, Don't you want us to go back to where we were mithly ana? Wala bs ana elly lal7een a7ibiich o abeech?
I kept silent. I looked deeply into his eyes. Never did I find eyes that are as honest as his. 3younyy ghourigat! ,, Not because I was sad or confused. I was happy. No scratch that! I was over the moon happy! A smile slowly creeped to my face, It got wider and wider until my teeth showed.
S3ood; YES YES YES!!!
He put both his hands on his face and was thanking god over and over again!
He went over to Yousif,,
S3ood; I'm ashamed to say you were once a friend of mine. And I'm ashamed to say I doubted Ruba to have something with you. Go home Yousif. 3asa elgidar ma yijma3na.
Yousif; I'm not sorry.
S3ood; I don't want your apologie. Just leave.
Yousif looked so angry, But he decided I wasn't worth the fight. Coz he knows very well I'm never giving him what he wants. So he simply walked away and drove off.
S3ood came by again to walk with me,
S3ood; So?
I reached for his hand. It's been so long!! It felt so good. He tightened his grip like he always did, he held it to his chest then kissed it.
Ruba; I missed you so much! You won't believe it.
S3ood; Ana I missed you akthar 9adgeenyy! Kil youm kil youm ad3yyy allah yridiich lyy o ewa3eech min yousif elwa6yy!
Ruba; S3ood 3ady you promise me something?
S3ood; Anything.
Ruba; Promise me, that we'll pretend that Yousif never came to our lives. And that he never existed. And that you'll trust me and never doubt my love for you.
S3ood; I promise.
4 Years later:
I had just finished my hair-do. Rinad picked me up from the salon.
Rinad; OMG you loooook stunniiiiinnnggg!!
Ruba; OMG I need thaaaat 7addyyy!
Rinad; OMG 3allagnaa 3ala OMG;p
Ruba; *laughs her heart out* ,, ambaih ranood! I'm so so nervous!
Rinad; 7abeebtyy don't be! Remember my wedding? I was as nervous as you are, But it turned out just fine!
Ruba; Yeah, You were so adorable! Remember the tissues under your armpits? xD
Rinad; Waaah xD! Okay let's not mention that:p
Ruba; Heheheh!
Rinad; Oooh we're here. And so is my friend!
You see Rinad's friend is an expert on light make-up. It's light, Not like those "I know you know I painted my face with make up" kind of make up. And not like "I put light make up because this isn't a big occasion" Helloooooo? It is a HUUUGE occasion it's my weddinngg! So she has the kind of make up that is in between. I went to my hotel room, we booked like 4 rooms at Marrioutt, But there was only one for me and S3ood. We got the best suite! Any way I wore my tshirt and pants. Salwa (Rinad's friend) worked her magic on my face, I looked in the mirror and I looked beautiful! I then took off my clothes and put on the wedding dress I got from Italy. And I put on the shoe S3oodyy got me when he came back from the US finishing his masters. Those years were really tough on me. But gladly he proposed the minute he came back to Kuwait! ,, Rinad was there with me the whole time, since you know,,,I don't have a mom nor a sister by my side. She lit bokhoor for me and walked me downstairs. I went into the ballroom, Everybody was cheering and yibibiing:p
I sat on the kousha, people came to kiss me and have photos with me. All that time I was smiling and simply waiting for S3ood to come by. For I know that would be the best part of the wedding. I didn't care for anything else.
He came by after words. My eyes were on him the whole time during the zaffa. He came along with all the guys. My dad and brother were there and they looked very very happy for me. Father realized that he doesn't need a wife to make him happy. He decided that Khalid and I are the only people who can make him happy under all circumstances! Khalid got married to the girls he loved. 6ab3an after a long struggle 3ala ma aqna3tah enny em6awlah! Ma ritha ella laiman dara enna elly abeeh yadris barra o bageelah wayid 3ala eltakharoj! His wife is amazing and we're like best friends!
S3ood came over, kissed my forehead, held my jaw and looked deeply into my eyes.
S3ood; A7IBICH!
Nazzalt rassyy, I was sooo shy!
Ruba; Wana akthar!
S3ood; Wallah ana akthar!
Ruba; Hehehe..
He sat down, And then you know what happens ;p I don't want to bore you with all the dancing and all the blah blah blah ;p!
MOST IMPORTANTLY! I married the man I love.
And yes, we did live happily ever after with 3 beautiful children. I wished for mom and Dana to be there with me through all my happy moments. But I'm sure they were in a place that is much better!
Yousif's name never crossed our tongue's ever since that day. And it will stay that way forever. Everyday my love for S3ood grows, And everyday I realize how stupid I was to let him go. Everyday he thanks me for being me. Everyday he prays he dies before me;*
THE END.
Suuupp? I miss you guys a lot;**
So I was thinking lately, o I decided to make a private blog about me. I seriously need a lot of help o I'd really like to share my story with you guys. The reason it's going to be private is because I'm afraid someone I know personally will read this. And to tell you the truth I've never told anyone about this. So please hush ;p Heheh! A7ibkoooom wayyyiiiid okaayy? Emwaafqeeen? .. coool;**! So please write your emails if you want to be added to the new blog coming up enshallah! I'll try to post as much as possible enshallah.
J: 7ayaty I'll add you 3ashan if you want to read you just log in o tigrain okay? love yo;*
And here goes the finale..
*drum roll*
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So I told him most of what happened.
S3ood; *angry tone* Yal 7aywaaaan ya yousiif wallaaah la awareeek!
Ruba; S3ood 7aya...E7im,, S3ood please chill! Khala9 I told him what I think o shaklah he's gonna give it up!
S3ood; Laa2! Ana awareeehhh!
Ruba; s3ood there's no nee..
He hung up!!
I kept running in circles wondering what might happen, or what might be happening at that moment! Rinad tried to calm me down but there was no use. I called both S3ood and Yousif. None of them answered me! I was so sure that something was going on!
I suddenly heard a man screaming my name!
"Rubaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa"
Ruba; *gasp* bismillah!
Rinad; You stay here! Don't move an inch! Ana barou7 ashouf!
Ruba; Ranood please goulilyyyy!
Rinad; ra7 agoul lich 7abeeebtyy khally mobilich yammich!
Ruba; Sure!
She went downstairs as I tried to calm myself down. I sat on the bed but I was shaking like hell! I heard a couple of screams but I couldn't make up the words!,, I was so anxious so I went downstairs just to know! I looked out the sliding door, and there they were.
Rinad was standing there unaware of what she should do.
S3ood clingling to Yousif's collar.
I had to step up!
Ruba; Heyy heyy! ish9aaayiir?
S3ood; Ruba stay out of this! Malich sheghil!
Ruba; Excuse me?
Yousif; S3ood here thinks I touched you!
S3ood; I don't think! I know!
Youif; You know I wouldn't do that!
Hold it. Yousif showed his other face.
The face I thought existed but hoped that it didn't.
His first face I knew.
Ruba; Yousif what are you saying?
Yousif; No miss Ruba! What are you saying?
I got confused. I really didn't know what to say! I couldn't believe my eyes! I just walked off! S3ood ran after me and held my shoulder to face him!
S3ood; Ruba khala9. Let's not suffer. Let's put it out there. I still love you, and I still love you. The past few months were the worst months of my life! ,, I held this so long. But I just want to ask you. And whatever your answer might be. I'll accept it. I just never want to think in the future "what if..?" or "why didn't I..?" I never want to feel regret ever again. So ,, Ruba ,, Don't you want us to go back to where we were mithly ana? Wala bs ana elly lal7een a7ibiich o abeech?
I kept silent. I looked deeply into his eyes. Never did I find eyes that are as honest as his. 3younyy ghourigat! ,, Not because I was sad or confused. I was happy. No scratch that! I was over the moon happy! A smile slowly creeped to my face, It got wider and wider until my teeth showed.
S3ood; YES YES YES!!!
He put both his hands on his face and was thanking god over and over again!
He went over to Yousif,,
S3ood; I'm ashamed to say you were once a friend of mine. And I'm ashamed to say I doubted Ruba to have something with you. Go home Yousif. 3asa elgidar ma yijma3na.
Yousif; I'm not sorry.
S3ood; I don't want your apologie. Just leave.
Yousif looked so angry, But he decided I wasn't worth the fight. Coz he knows very well I'm never giving him what he wants. So he simply walked away and drove off.
S3ood came by again to walk with me,
S3ood; So?
I reached for his hand. It's been so long!! It felt so good. He tightened his grip like he always did, he held it to his chest then kissed it.
Ruba; I missed you so much! You won't believe it.
S3ood; Ana I missed you akthar 9adgeenyy! Kil youm kil youm ad3yyy allah yridiich lyy o ewa3eech min yousif elwa6yy!
Ruba; S3ood 3ady you promise me something?
S3ood; Anything.
Ruba; Promise me, that we'll pretend that Yousif never came to our lives. And that he never existed. And that you'll trust me and never doubt my love for you.
S3ood; I promise.
4 Years later:
I had just finished my hair-do. Rinad picked me up from the salon.
Rinad; OMG you loooook stunniiiiinnnggg!!
Ruba; OMG I need thaaaat 7addyyy!
Rinad; OMG 3allagnaa 3ala OMG;p
Ruba; *laughs her heart out* ,, ambaih ranood! I'm so so nervous!
Rinad; 7abeebtyy don't be! Remember my wedding? I was as nervous as you are, But it turned out just fine!
Ruba; Yeah, You were so adorable! Remember the tissues under your armpits? xD
Rinad; Waaah xD! Okay let's not mention that:p
Ruba; Heheheh!
Rinad; Oooh we're here. And so is my friend!
You see Rinad's friend is an expert on light make-up. It's light, Not like those "I know you know I painted my face with make up" kind of make up. And not like "I put light make up because this isn't a big occasion" Helloooooo? It is a HUUUGE occasion it's my weddinngg! So she has the kind of make up that is in between. I went to my hotel room, we booked like 4 rooms at Marrioutt, But there was only one for me and S3ood. We got the best suite! Any way I wore my tshirt and pants. Salwa (Rinad's friend) worked her magic on my face, I looked in the mirror and I looked beautiful! I then took off my clothes and put on the wedding dress I got from Italy. And I put on the shoe S3oodyy got me when he came back from the US finishing his masters. Those years were really tough on me. But gladly he proposed the minute he came back to Kuwait! ,, Rinad was there with me the whole time, since you know,,,I don't have a mom nor a sister by my side. She lit bokhoor for me and walked me downstairs. I went into the ballroom, Everybody was cheering and yibibiing:p
I sat on the kousha, people came to kiss me and have photos with me. All that time I was smiling and simply waiting for S3ood to come by. For I know that would be the best part of the wedding. I didn't care for anything else.
He came by after words. My eyes were on him the whole time during the zaffa. He came along with all the guys. My dad and brother were there and they looked very very happy for me. Father realized that he doesn't need a wife to make him happy. He decided that Khalid and I are the only people who can make him happy under all circumstances! Khalid got married to the girls he loved. 6ab3an after a long struggle 3ala ma aqna3tah enny em6awlah! Ma ritha ella laiman dara enna elly abeeh yadris barra o bageelah wayid 3ala eltakharoj! His wife is amazing and we're like best friends!
S3ood came over, kissed my forehead, held my jaw and looked deeply into my eyes.
S3ood; A7IBICH!
Nazzalt rassyy, I was sooo shy!
Ruba; Wana akthar!
S3ood; Wallah ana akthar!
Ruba; Hehehe..
He sat down, And then you know what happens ;p I don't want to bore you with all the dancing and all the blah blah blah ;p!
MOST IMPORTANTLY! I married the man I love.
And yes, we did live happily ever after with 3 beautiful children. I wished for mom and Dana to be there with me through all my happy moments. But I'm sure they were in a place that is much better!
Yousif's name never crossed our tongue's ever since that day. And it will stay that way forever. Everyday my love for S3ood grows, And everyday I realize how stupid I was to let him go. Everyday he thanks me for being me. Everyday he prays he dies before me;*
THE END.
Sunday, November 14, 2010
The Rhythm Of My Heartbeat-35
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I KNOW WHAT YOU'RE GOING TO SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYY:p!
I'm sorrryyy! I got busy with school o I lost inspiration,,
I'm so sorryyyy :(!
Yalla spicy post!!!!:D
This post is dedicated to everybodyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy;***
I love you!! o wallah I miss each and everyone of you;**
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I spent most of my time thinking about him. I simply couldn't understand why we were apart. Uggghh! What the hell was I thinking? I wanted to end this remorseful thoughts so I called Yousif.
Yousif; Hala bil zain!
Ruba; Hala feek, Listen are you busy?
Yousif; Afthaalich
Ruba; I feel … out of place … I don't know,,I feel a lot of things, can you pick me up? Let's go somewhere!
Yousif; Sure, 10 minutes.
Ruba; I'll get ready
I wore my white tank with a grey sweater, black pants, and my nikey sneakers. I was sure we're just gonna cruise around. I had to come up with an excuse to leave, so I told them a friend of mine is picking me up because she doesn't like our chalet. 7abil elchithb eg9eer, but what else could I possibly do?
To Moron;
E9fi6 b3eed cause my cousin is here.
From Moron;
Sure;)
He called me saying he has arrived; I walked to his car and got in.
Yousif; Ugh I've missed you!
Ruba; yeah ,,, I missed you too..
Yousif; So where do you wanna go?
Ruba; I don't know ,, anywhere
Yousif; I know an amazing sea view, ishrayich?
Ruba; Okay
He drove really far, resorts, camps, and all the people slowly disappeared. We were at some place barely recognizable.
Ruba; Oh it's empty ;p
Yousif; Yeah baby, it's just you and me in this world
I gave a soft smile. I suddenly noticed his key chains,, It was the one I bought him, and the one I bought her!! Whyyy was her key chain there???
80% decreasing …..75%....70%
I didn't have the courage to ask,
Yousif; We're here.
He got some sort of blanket for us, and we sat near the soil. He laid back on his elbows, while I laid on my hands straightened up. The sound of the waves took me far away.
Yousif; 7ayaty?
Ruba; hmm?
Yousif; look at me
Ruba; yeah?
I looked at him, and this time he looked different. He looked to serious.
Ruba; shfeek?
Yousif; how long have we been together?
Ruba; I honestly don't know
Yousif; How could you not know?
Ruba; I don't know
Yousif; You didn't count?
Ruba; No
Yousif; Why not?
Ruba; I don't know!!
I was in a position where I didn't know how to act after seeing Basma's key chain, and I didn't know how I felt about it.
Yousif; what's wrong roro?
Ruba; I don't know
3youny ghourigat o ma gidart atkallam. He put one arm around me. I needed that. But maybe not from him.
Ruba; Yousif do you really love me?
Yousif; Of course 7ayatyyyy :! Why such a question?
Ruba; I don't know! You really do?
Yousif; Amoooooooooouut feech a9lan!
I suddenly forgot about Basma's key chain.
Ruba; so do I!
Yousif; And ,,, to prove my love. I'll give you a great wonderful kiss you'll never forget;p!
Ruba; *blushing* thanks for the offer, But I'll pass ;p
Yousif; Come on! My lips are irresistable;p
*Awkwarddddd*
I gave him my cheek, he held my jaw and turned my face to face his.
Yousif; *serious tone* You know that's not what I want!
Ruba; Well you know what I DON'T want ;p
Yousif; Hahaha. Fine. I'll take your offer.
He kissed my cheek, a kiss after another, then he started kissing me weird kisses. His hands were running all over me. He moved his hand underneath my sweater.
Ruba; Yousif
Yousif; Emm?
He moved to my neck, It started to hurt and I felt this wasn't right!
Ruba; Yousiif!
Yousif; Emmmmm?
He took his hands off, but put them underneath my blouse!
Ruba; YOUSIIFFF!!!
I got up! I couldn't believe what just happened!
Yousif; Okay okay fine it's too soon!
Ruba; It's not!! It never has a right time!!
Yousif; ya3nyy never?
Ruba; What do you expect? Am I that kind of girl?
Yousif; Well it's hard to tell *chuckles*
Ruba; Whaaattt? Take me back! Ridnyyy! El7eeen el7een!
I got in the car and couldn't believe how low he could be! It took about 10 minutes for him to hop in!
Yousif; I ..
Ruba; *interrupts* Not a word!
He gave out a strong exhale; he was pretty angry. He sped to 260!
We arrived, I got out and looked at him. He opened the window..
Ruba; If this what you want from me then we're over!
He nodded and drove off.
I went to our chalet and cried my heart out on Rinad's chest. I told her everything after I cooled down. She was in shock and raged.
Rinad; You are nowhere to be near that bastard!!! You hear?
Ruba; Yeah! Min 9ijiiich entayyy?
...
Ruba; should I tell s3ood?
Rinad; Don't give him details! bs tell him 3ashan e3ariiif mistawaaa yousif!
Ruba; I'll call him!
I dialed his number.
S3ood; *shocked tone* Aloo?
Ruba; Hi *tears*
I KNOW WHAT YOU'RE GOING TO SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYY:p!
I'm sorrryyy! I got busy with school o I lost inspiration,,
I'm so sorryyyy :(!
Yalla spicy post!!!!:D
This post is dedicated to everybodyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy;***
I love you!! o wallah I miss each and everyone of you;**
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I spent most of my time thinking about him. I simply couldn't understand why we were apart. Uggghh! What the hell was I thinking? I wanted to end this remorseful thoughts so I called Yousif.
Yousif; Hala bil zain!
Ruba; Hala feek, Listen are you busy?
Yousif; Afthaalich
Ruba; I feel … out of place … I don't know,,I feel a lot of things, can you pick me up? Let's go somewhere!
Yousif; Sure, 10 minutes.
Ruba; I'll get ready
I wore my white tank with a grey sweater, black pants, and my nikey sneakers. I was sure we're just gonna cruise around. I had to come up with an excuse to leave, so I told them a friend of mine is picking me up because she doesn't like our chalet. 7abil elchithb eg9eer, but what else could I possibly do?
To Moron;
E9fi6 b3eed cause my cousin is here.
From Moron;
Sure;)
He called me saying he has arrived; I walked to his car and got in.
Yousif; Ugh I've missed you!
Ruba; yeah ,,, I missed you too..
Yousif; So where do you wanna go?
Ruba; I don't know ,, anywhere
Yousif; I know an amazing sea view, ishrayich?
Ruba; Okay
He drove really far, resorts, camps, and all the people slowly disappeared. We were at some place barely recognizable.
Ruba; Oh it's empty ;p
Yousif; Yeah baby, it's just you and me in this world
I gave a soft smile. I suddenly noticed his key chains,, It was the one I bought him, and the one I bought her!! Whyyy was her key chain there???
80% decreasing …..75%....70%
I didn't have the courage to ask,
Yousif; We're here.
He got some sort of blanket for us, and we sat near the soil. He laid back on his elbows, while I laid on my hands straightened up. The sound of the waves took me far away.
Yousif; 7ayaty?
Ruba; hmm?
Yousif; look at me
Ruba; yeah?
I looked at him, and this time he looked different. He looked to serious.
Ruba; shfeek?
Yousif; how long have we been together?
Ruba; I honestly don't know
Yousif; How could you not know?
Ruba; I don't know
Yousif; You didn't count?
Ruba; No
Yousif; Why not?
Ruba; I don't know!!
I was in a position where I didn't know how to act after seeing Basma's key chain, and I didn't know how I felt about it.
Yousif; what's wrong roro?
Ruba; I don't know
3youny ghourigat o ma gidart atkallam. He put one arm around me. I needed that. But maybe not from him.
Ruba; Yousif do you really love me?
Yousif; Of course 7ayatyyyy :! Why such a question?
Ruba; I don't know! You really do?
Yousif; Amoooooooooouut feech a9lan!
I suddenly forgot about Basma's key chain.
Ruba; so do I!
Yousif; And ,,, to prove my love. I'll give you a great wonderful kiss you'll never forget;p!
Ruba; *blushing* thanks for the offer, But I'll pass ;p
Yousif; Come on! My lips are irresistable;p
*Awkwarddddd*
I gave him my cheek, he held my jaw and turned my face to face his.
Yousif; *serious tone* You know that's not what I want!
Ruba; Well you know what I DON'T want ;p
Yousif; Hahaha. Fine. I'll take your offer.
He kissed my cheek, a kiss after another, then he started kissing me weird kisses. His hands were running all over me. He moved his hand underneath my sweater.
Ruba; Yousif
Yousif; Emm?
He moved to my neck, It started to hurt and I felt this wasn't right!
Ruba; Yousiif!
Yousif; Emmmmm?
He took his hands off, but put them underneath my blouse!
Ruba; YOUSIIFFF!!!
I got up! I couldn't believe what just happened!
Yousif; Okay okay fine it's too soon!
Ruba; It's not!! It never has a right time!!
Yousif; ya3nyy never?
Ruba; What do you expect? Am I that kind of girl?
Yousif; Well it's hard to tell *chuckles*
Ruba; Whaaattt? Take me back! Ridnyyy! El7eeen el7een!
I got in the car and couldn't believe how low he could be! It took about 10 minutes for him to hop in!
Yousif; I ..
Ruba; *interrupts* Not a word!
He gave out a strong exhale; he was pretty angry. He sped to 260!
We arrived, I got out and looked at him. He opened the window..
Ruba; If this what you want from me then we're over!
He nodded and drove off.
I went to our chalet and cried my heart out on Rinad's chest. I told her everything after I cooled down. She was in shock and raged.
Rinad; You are nowhere to be near that bastard!!! You hear?
Ruba; Yeah! Min 9ijiiich entayyy?
...
Ruba; should I tell s3ood?
Rinad; Don't give him details! bs tell him 3ashan e3ariiif mistawaaa yousif!
Ruba; I'll call him!
I dialed his number.
S3ood; *shocked tone* Aloo?
Ruba; Hi *tears*
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