The Rhythm Of My Heartbeat-31

Ya ba3dyyyyy kilkoomm! I miss you soooooooooooooooooooooooo muuchhhh;**! Guys wallah I'm so sorry min ziman mu empawsta. I haven't had the time to write. So sorry 7abaaybyyyy entaayyy;**! I'll try writing b3d zyaada li3younkooom;***

Guys yousif o s3ood kind of have the same color. So I'm going to change s3ood's color 3ashan e9eer difference;*

ooo ooo there's something else I would like to share (A)! .. Aby as2al what's your favorite show this rmithaan? Personally...I LOVE LOVE Sahir ellail! Akhaaaiiiihhh! 7addaaa eyaniiin o 3ajeeb! I loved seeing the old kuwait. Love it. What about you guys(A)?
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I woke up having a headache. I tried to get up but my head was way too heavy. I couldn't understand anything. I was in a different place. I laid down for a few minutes then had the strength to get up. I was in the living room. It was about dawn. I couldn't help but remember S3ood. And just when I did,,I remembered the weird dream I had last night. I dreamt of him. He held me in his arms and he was taking me somewhere. Somewhere safe. I sat up straight and fixed my hair. I found a little note on the coffee table. It read:

"Meet me in the café when you wake up. Tharoory.
Yours forever"

I figured it was yousify. I got up, washed up, dressed up, and got out. I wasn't dressed up girly. I was wearing my tight jeans, tank top, and a blue shirt on it. I kept the whole thing open. I also wore my Nikey sneakers. I had my hair in a ponytail.

So anyway,,I walked to the café. I walked in only to find the staff setting it. There was only one customer. He was perfectly staring out the window. His face was printed in my memory. I couldn't forget one feature. It was S3ood. The only person I didn't want to see, And would be lucky if I did.

I walked out, I didn't want to be alone with him in there. I waited a few moments outside. Then decided to call Yousify. His mobile was switched off! SWITCHED OFF!? I figured I should wait a lil.

The best voice in this whole wide world; Laish wagfa barra?

I turned around, and he stood perfectly near the door.

Ruba; I'm waiting for someone.

I tried not to look at him. But I just had to.

S3ood; Waiting for the one who left you the note?
Ruba; Uhh ,, Eeeh!?
S3ood; I left the note Ruba.

Akhaaiih esmy 3ala elsaanaah!

Ruba; Huh? Shaku?
S3ood; I'll explain everything. Bs mayseer enta7acha hnyy barra. Dishay dakhil entanaaqash.

What about Yousify? His mobile was switched off how was I supposed to tell him?

Ruba; ok..

How could I ever say no to him ;/

We sat. There was an awkward silence at first. He kept staring at me, And I kept staring at the floor.

Ruba; Ummm,,So?
S3ood; Where were you last night?
Ruba; Bil shalaih ma3a my friends.
S3ood; 7asafa you call them friends!

Huh? What does he mean? ;s

S3ood; What's the last thing you remember from last night?
Ruba; Umm .. I was walking, then I lost balance, then I guess I blacked out. B3dain I woke up today finding myself in the living room. So I guess … someone carried me there.
S3ood; Someone like who? … Yousif?

I nodded in silence.

S3ood; Shoufay ruba. Ana taam saakit for a long long time. But it's time you hear the truth.

What truuthh? THE TRUUTHH? Ay truth?!!

S3ood; Bs awal shay ma tathkireen wala shay min last night?
Ruba; Ummm
S3ood; Try to remember.
Ruba; Oh yeah! I remember lying on the floor and calling out someone. I don't remember who ,, Emm ,, maybe Idk.
S3ood; what else?
Ruba; Emm,, I remember being carried carefully. I also remember crying.
S3ood; Bs?
Ruba; Eehh ,, laish?

Why would he ask me of such thing?

S3ood; Ana bagoul lich kil shay 9ar ams. Because I was there.

Yumaa!!!

Ruba; okay.

I was beyond shocked on what he said!! I couldn't believe it.

Ruba; You know what s3ood? I don't believe you! You're just jealous for some reason I don't know why! Laish chithyy itsawyy feenyy? You break my heart, and then I move on and find this perfect person o hamman taby itkhariib bainaa? You're so selfish s3ood. Do you ever think of others?!! Ambaih ana mu gadra a9adiig!

I walked out leaving him behind. I got into my car trying to shake it off and I sped away.

Ma3qoola?
Ma3qoola chithyy egoul 3an yousify?
Ma3qoola egoul enna yousifyy mittifiq ma3a basma eshawrboony monawim?
Ma3qoola he's that low?
Ma3qoola egoul enna yousify 7a6ny ib sayarty?
Ma3qoola enna ka nib yakhithny somewhere allaho a3lam wain?
Ma3qoola enna s3ood was el-ba6al o anqathny from the evil one?
Ma3qoola my dream was reality?
Ma3qoola enna S3ood was the one that carried me?
Ma3qoola s3ood is the prince?
Ma3qoola basma is the evil friend?
Ma3qoola yousif is the theif?
Could all of this be true?
I could never know the truth!
Bs why would Yousif take me?
And where would he take me?
MA3QOOLA!?

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Long tiiiiiiiiimmeee! Ambaih you guys I miss each and everyone of you!
Bs tadrooon shnuuuu?

ANA 7ADDDDDYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY ZA3LAANAAA!

Tadroon laish?

Always.Be tadreen laish? Ha?

L2ana always.be she won't be around any more ;(! Because I'll miss her like hell! Because I can't imagine blogger without her!

Love you always.be o I hope you come back;'*


Here goes ya 7ilween;**

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(Ruba. Persona.)

I went down stairs with Rinad. Basma was sitting on the white sofa, She looked nervous a bit. She didn't know what to do with her hands. I rolled my eyes. I don't know why I thought she looked stupid! What the hell happened to me? She was my best friend, I shouldn't say this about her. So Anyways .. we both sat next to her, Rinad excused herself after a few moments of awkwardness.

*Awkward Silence*

Basma; ... I came here to apologize!

Oh yeah? Let's hear it!!

Basma; I know you're upset. And you should be! Elly sawaitah feech mu shwaya! o I know best friends shouldn't be like that.

I kept quiet. She was right. What the hell was I supposed to say? ..

Basma; o Ana aw3idich Ruba. AW3IDICH! Enny ma asawyy chithy marra thanya. Wala 7atta afakkir asawyy chithy. Ana ghayart raQmy, I want to start fresh. And the first step to that is for you to forgive me. Please do.
Ruba; Ok
Basma; Galbich kibeeer Ruba! Wallah el3atheem asfa! O wallah ana ma astahil ennich itsam7eenyy! Adryy ma sama7teenyy 3ashanyy! Sama7teenyy l2ana entay galbiich kibeer o ma it3arfeen tiz3ileen 3ala elly e3izouniich!

*Awkward silence*

Ruba; Just give it time Basma. Don't expect me to laugh with you straight away.
Basma; Of course, of course. Kil shay ib waktah 7ilw!

Rinad stepped out of no where!

Rinad; you guys making up is just too beautiful ;p! I'm gonna go make some juice ;p
Ruba; Hehe. Orange juice for me.
Rinad; w entay bsaim?
Basma; Emm, Lemon with mint please ;p
Rinad; wallah 7asbalkum ma63am :p!
Basma; Hehehe
Ruba; Heheheh

There was an awkward silence after that.

Basma; I'm gonna go help ranood. Yimkin ma it3arif 7ag 3a9eery.
Ruba; Okay.

I thought I should text yousify meanwhile.

To Moron;
7ayaty Basma & I made up. She promised not to ever do this again. I forgave her. Good idea, eh?

From Moron;
Ya galbyy entay! Wallah ennich kareema. Do what you think is best. Etha shifteeha 9ij mitnadma o 7asrana 3ayal kafuu;**

To Moron;
A7ibik;*

From Moron;
Ana akthar. Shloun el7een?

To Moron;
3adyy :D

From Moron;
LOL! Rou7yy entay! Ra7 agdar ayiii elyoum!

To Moron;
Hiyyaa! Yallah ta3aal! Lamma tou9al dig 3alay!

From Moron;
Min 3younyy;**

To Moron;
Can't wait;***

Basma and Rinad came and sat with me..

Rinad; Haa? Are you done with texting?
Ruba; Heheh ;$! Eeeh ;p
Rinad; good!
Basma; Yallah let's drink our juices instead of just cha3iming each other :p
Rinad; Hehehe;p yeah

*Sip sip sip*:p

Rinad; *gasp*
Ruba; shfeech :?
Rinad; I NEED the bathroooom!
Ruba; Ta2theeer el3a9eer :p
Rinad; La2 yatnyy :p!

*BOTH LAUGHING*

Ruba; Dishay el7amaam dishay la itfashleeenaaa bs :p

Jasim came in shirtless..

Jasim; shfeekom tith7ikoon? .. *looks around, finds rinad* ta3alay ranood shfeech tin7ashain?
Ruba; khalha khalha ;p nil3ab 9aida mu 9aida ;p
Jasim; Eeh goumaw li7goohaaa! Ma tigdiroun 3alaiha haaa? Ana agdaaar!

He started running after Rinad. O maskeena miftashla o ohwa mu fahim elQi9a!

Rinad; Jasim khala9 tikfa ma agdar arkith!
Jasim; Min 9ighrich o killa takhsireen billi3ba
Rinad; Jasiiiiiiiimmm! Bs wallah magdar!
Jasim; 3yayiiiiz!
Rinad; LAA22! Yayatnyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :@!

Jasim froze. I had my hand on my mouth. Basma had her hand on her eyes. Then Jasim burst out laughing xD!

Rinad; 7maar 7addik wallah awareeek!

Jasim couldn't even talk. He was laughing so hard. (Ma yisti7yyyyyy:p)

E7na en7arjna. Fa we took off.

Basma; ambaih eljaw 3ajeeeb!
Ruba; Yeah 7adda.

Incoming Call:
Moron

Ruba; ooops.
Basma; shfeech?

I had to lie.

Ruba; Rinad needs your help bil shalaih.
Basma; Huh? Why didn't she tex.. umm .. yeah sure. You coming?
Ruba; La yazlyy eljaw.
Basma; K

I had to call yousify.

Yousif; aloo! 7ubby kany wi9alt.
Ruba; eeh eeh! Ta3aal I can see you.

I waved at him and he came. ;*

Yousif; Akhaaiih ishkithir mishtag lich;*
Ruba; Hehehe;*! Me too ;$

We started walking. But suddenly the world started turning. Could it be? Could my love to Yousif be that strong? That it would make my world spin round? No. It started spinning faster. And I couldn't understand anything.

Yousif; Sh&$^ch? R^ba? Gi^&ay!

I could hardly make up the words. Next thing I know it was all black.

I blacked out. And the last thing I remember was him saying "shfeech ruba gi3day"

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Heyyy;**

Mu wayid 6iweeel, bs el3awath wala el6igee3a :p
LOOOL(A)! 3aib Truuthh! 3AIIIB :P! ElGi6ee3a**
I'm in a good mood today :p

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Yousif; Ishda3wa chithyy? ;p
Ruba; Sorry 7ayatyy moody khayis!
Yousif; Afaa! Laish?
Ruba; Umm ,, Madryy ..
Yousif; shimthaygich 7abeebty goulilyy!

I remember him telling me I shouldn't care if I see s3ood or his .. His .. WELL GF! 7ABEEBTAH! Whatever! So I decided not to tell him coz I didn't want to upset him ..

Ruba; It's a girl's thing ;p
Yousif; Ohhh! okay okay sorry :p
Ruba; Hehe, 3ady ;p

He started talking about his day and such. I just listened, And he understood why I didn't wanna talk.

After a while Rinad entered while I was on the phone with yousify.

Rinad; Bagoul lich shay!
Ruba; Yousify I'll call you back okay?
Yousif; sure
Ruba; Bye;* .. what's up?
Rinad; la it3a9been okay?
Ruba; okay ,, ish9ayir?
Rinad; Basma is here. Now before you say anything .. She has changed trust me. She's so sorry and it was very hard to come here. She came here to apologize. 6aggat darb 3ashanich Ruba.

I have to admit I was upset. But she was my best friend. We were very close. We've been through a lot together.

Rinad; What do you say? ta3alay ta7at ehya ga3da ..
Ruba; okay.

(Now I told 7awoor enna ba7i6 Jasim and..well her :p .. Fa this is a section not seen by Ruba. Omnicieant. The pinkish orange is omnicient. o the default color is Ruba persona.)

Ruba; Where's 9aloo7 and Jasim?
Rinad; Umm ,, 9ali7 rayi7 the store. Bs Jasim ma adry 3annah

Rinad wondered why would Ruba ask about the boys. They didn't know that Jasim was out with his gf.

it3arfoon mnu his gf 9a7?

Hmm ,, didn't I mention it earlier? .. Hmm ok :p It's 7awoor:p Just in case you didn't know:p! LOOL(A)! Bassiiiichh trruuuth el-awadiiim endamjaww xD! Heheheh :p!

So Jasim And 7awoor were walking by the beach ,, Jasim noticed 7awoor chithyy sar7aana bs gam tamshyy ma3ah bs mu gam esoulfoon!

Jasim; Shfeech galby?
7awoor; Emmm ,, Madryy
Jasim; Goulaayy!
7awoor; Mabyy arid England adris (Madryy chinna London 9a7:p? Madryy nasya bs enna UK:p)
Jasim; Maykhalif kilha sina o khala9!
7awoor; Mabyy! Abyy ag3ad wiyak!
Jasim; Hehe, 7abeebtyy may9eer! Yallah enjoy it while you can ;p *wink*
7awoor; chinnik wayid wathiq ib rou7ik :p?
Jasim; Eeh I'm enjoyable 7addyyy :p!
7awoor; 6a3 hathaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :O!! I'll call the airport to book me a ticket to tomorrow!

7awoor grabbed her phone. Bs ishda3wa min 9ijhaa ;p

Jasim; La laa! Khala9 khalaa9! a9eeer 3aajil!
7awoor; 7asbalyy b3d!
Jasim; Heheh! ... 3ad I'm gonna miss you wayid. Bs you're gonna miss me more 9a7?(A)

Jasim killa e6affirhaa! 7awoor ran to the sea and splashed some wated on him!

Jasim; Man I feel fresh now:D! Thanks :D!
7awoor; YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO BE ANGRY! BE ANGRY :(! Be angry :(
Jasim; HAHAHAHAH! xD! 7awooooraa wallah tha7akteenyy! Ta3alay nisait ana yaayiiib lich shayy!
7awooor; 9iiiij? Shnuu!?
Jasim; Bs ta3alay hal 9oub lazim aghaslah ib may ba7ar!

7awoor was confused. But she believed him. They went near the water. Jasim nizal .. o 7awoor lal7een wagfa

Jasim; Nizlaayy! 3ashan itshofeenaah!
7awoor; okay

7awoor was so excited she wouldn't blink. Little did she know enna Jasim gam esawyy makeeda enna eriish 3alaihaa mayy :p And when he did , 7awoor did a long gasp and threw him in the water. Jasim had a great sence of humor. He would always laugh lw shi9eer enshallah :p

Jasim; Hahahahaha xD
7awoor; Yeah you better laugh mister.

7awoor was walking away just when Jasim got up and grabbed her.

7awoor; LAAAAAAA22! HIDNYYY!! Jasoom wallah wallah I'm sorryyyyyyy! Please la itgi6nyy!

Jasim carried her. o khala9 begi6haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :p ..

Jasim; Ummmmmmmmmmmmm
7awoor; Pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeez(A)
Jasim; la2 bagi6iiich ;p
7awoor; Jasoom please b3d abrid b3dain amrith b3dain arou7 elmistashfa b3dain amout

(b3eeeed elshaar;** She's just exaggerating okay:p?)

Jasim; OUULLAAAHH! Kil hatha 3ashan bagi66iich bil ba7ar :p? Khala9 hawanna :p

Jasim put her down and she was over the moon ;p

7awoor; You're wet
Jasim; it9adgeen? Madrryy laish 3aad :p! Madryy min mnuuu :p
7awoor; Hhehehee(A)!

Jasim's sticky Tshirt was bothering him. tadroooon ishsawaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :p?
　
　
　
　
　
　
　
　
　
　
　
　
　
　
　
　
　
　
　
　
　
　
　
　
　
　
　
　
　
　
　
　
　
　
　
　
　
　
　
　
　
　
　
　
　
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He took it off :D!

7awoor; aste7yyyy!
Jasim; Laish tisti7een? Ana elly fa9ikh my entay:p
7awoor; Jasoooom :!

She hit him slightly on the shoulder. He kept laughing as usual. They walked together until 7awoor reached their chalet. They said goodbye and Jasim went to his chalet.