The Rhythm Of My Heartbeat-35

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I KNOW WHAT YOU'RE GOING TO SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYY:p!
I'm sorrryyy! I got busy with school o I lost inspiration,,

I'm so sorryyyy :(!

Yalla spicy post!!!!:D

This post is dedicated to everybodyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy;***

I love you!! o wallah I miss each and everyone of you;**

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I spent most of my time thinking about him. I simply couldn't understand why we were apart. Uggghh! What the hell was I thinking? I wanted to end this remorseful thoughts so I called Yousif.

Yousif; Hala bil zain!
Ruba; Hala feek, Listen are you busy?
Yousif; Afthaalich
Ruba; I feel … out of place … I don't know,,I feel a lot of things, can you pick me up? Let's go somewhere!
Yousif; Sure, 10 minutes.
Ruba; I'll get ready

I wore my white tank with a grey sweater, black pants, and my nikey sneakers. I was sure we're just gonna cruise around. I had to come up with an excuse to leave, so I told them a friend of mine is picking me up because she doesn't like our chalet. 7abil elchithb eg9eer, but what else could I possibly do?

To Moron;
E9fi6 b3eed cause my cousin is here.

From Moron;
Sure;)

He called me saying he has arrived; I walked to his car and got in.

Yousif; Ugh I've missed you!
Ruba; yeah ,,, I missed you too..
Yousif; So where do you wanna go?
Ruba; I don't know ,, anywhere
Yousif; I know an amazing sea view, ishrayich?
Ruba; Okay

He drove really far, resorts, camps, and all the people slowly disappeared. We were at some place barely recognizable.

Ruba; Oh it's empty ;p
Yousif; Yeah baby, it's just you and me in this world

I gave a soft smile. I suddenly noticed his key chains,, It was the one I bought him, and the one I bought her!! Whyyy was her key chain there???

80% decreasing …..75%....70%

I didn't have the courage to ask,

Yousif; We're here.

He got some sort of blanket for us, and we sat near the soil. He laid back on his elbows, while I laid on my hands straightened up. The sound of the waves took me far away.

Yousif; 7ayaty?
Ruba; hmm?
Yousif; look at me
Ruba; yeah?

I looked at him, and this time he looked different. He looked to serious.

Ruba; shfeek?
Yousif; how long have we been together?
Ruba; I honestly don't know
Yousif; How could you not know?
Ruba; I don't know
Yousif; You didn't count?
Ruba; No
Yousif; Why not?
Ruba; I don't know!!

I was in a position where I didn't know how to act after seeing Basma's key chain, and I didn't know how I felt about it.

Yousif; what's wrong roro?
Ruba; I don't know

3youny ghourigat o ma gidart atkallam. He put one arm around me. I needed that. But maybe not from him.

Ruba; Yousif do you really love me?
Yousif; Of course 7ayatyyyy :! Why such a question?
Ruba; I don't know! You really do?
Yousif; Amoooooooooouut feech a9lan!

I suddenly forgot about Basma's key chain.

Ruba; so do I!
Yousif; And ,,, to prove my love. I'll give you a great wonderful kiss you'll never forget;p!
Ruba; *blushing* thanks for the offer, But I'll pass ;p
Yousif; Come on! My lips are irresistable;p

*Awkwarddddd*

I gave him my cheek, he held my jaw and turned my face to face his.

Yousif; *serious tone* You know that's not what I want!
Ruba; Well you know what I DON'T want ;p
Yousif; Hahaha. Fine. I'll take your offer.

He kissed my cheek, a kiss after another, then he started kissing me weird kisses. His hands were running all over me. He moved his hand underneath my sweater.

Ruba; Yousif
Yousif; Emm?

He moved to my neck, It started to hurt and I felt this wasn't right!

Ruba; Yousiif!
Yousif; Emmmmm?

He took his hands off, but put them underneath my blouse!

Ruba; YOUSIIFFF!!!

I got up! I couldn't believe what just happened!

Yousif; Okay okay fine it's too soon!
Ruba; It's not!! It never has a right time!!
Yousif; ya3nyy never?
Ruba; What do you expect? Am I that kind of girl?
Yousif; Well it's hard to tell *chuckles*
Ruba; Whaaattt? Take me back! Ridnyyy! El7eeen el7een!

I got in the car and couldn't believe how low he could be! It took about 10 minutes for him to hop in!

Yousif; I ..
Ruba; *interrupts* Not a word!

He gave out a strong exhale; he was pretty angry. He sped to 260!

We arrived, I got out and looked at him. He opened the window..

Ruba; If this what you want from me then we're over!

He nodded and drove off.

I went to our chalet and cried my heart out on Rinad's chest. I told her everything after I cooled down. She was in shock and raged.

Rinad; You are nowhere to be near that bastard!!! You hear?
Ruba; Yeah! Min 9ijiiich entayyy?

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Ruba; should I tell s3ood?
Rinad; Don't give him details! bs tell him 3ashan e3ariiif mistawaaa yousif!
Ruba; I'll call him!

I dialed his number.

S3ood; *shocked tone* Aloo?
Ruba; Hi *tears*