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I move slowly towards the table, I sat down as he was finishing his club sandwich.
S3ood; 3aash min shaafich,,
Ruba; 3aashat ayamik
*awkward silence*
S3ood; so have you decided?
Ruba; Decided what?
S3ood; Enna shnu raa7 itsawoon?
Ruba; Emmm,,I don't know s3o..I don't know. I'm in a position where I don't know who to trust, And I don't know what to do..I'm sorry if this seems like I don't trust you ,, bs I seriously don't know what to think..
S3ood; Hmmm ,, Well ,, I can do you one favor if you like,,
Ruba; which is?
S3ood; ayeeb lich 9warich min Yousif.
To think of it, It wasn't such a bad idea! Why not? Ya3ny ohwa mu mitsifeed minhom 3ashan ma ya36eeny eyaahom. So I thought it was a good idea.
Ruba; Okay, bs how?
S3ood; Ma 3alaich,,Entay goulay eeh o elbajy 3alay ana.
Ruba; Okay, that would be nice thanks.
He gave me one of his cute-innocent-angel-smiles! Aaakkkhhh they still affected me. I turned my head in order not to fall for him once again.
I was lost in my own world of thinking until my phone buzzed underneath me. I kept my mobile in my backpocket so I got up and looked at the called ID.
Incoming Call
Moron
I was shocked. I didn't know if it was happy-shocked, or disappointed-shocked.
Ruba; Excuse me.
S3ood simply nodded with displeasure, like he knew it was Yousif.
Ruba; Aloo
Yousif; Ahlaaaaaaaan!
Ruba; Heey ..
Yousif; entay wainich?
Ruba; huh?
Yousif; your mobile is always switched off.
Ruba; shaku;s! Enta elly your mobile was switched off! I kept calling you bs kaan emsakkar.
Yousif; Wth? Tara el-service bil shalaih mu shaay!
Ruba; You're bil shalaih?
Yousif; Eeh 7abeebty bil resort elly yamkom
Ruba; ahaaa..
Yousif; Yimkin ayii elyoum
Ruba; Yimkiinn?
Yousif; yeah 7abeebty elrabii3 bisawoon samra fa ma2adryy ..
Ruba; Ahaa..
I looked back through the cafe windows. I saw s3ood getting up and about to leave.
Ruba; Yousif I'll call you later enshallah, buh-bye
I hung up and rushed to the cafe.
Ruba; You're going?
S3ood; eeh 7abee.. Eeeh I have to be somewhere..
I had a tiny frown, I didn't want him to leave x3
S3ood; If you're worried about the photos don't. I'll get them o ra7 a36eech eyaahom beedich!
If he only knew....
Ruba; okay
S3ood; smile okay?
Ruba; okay
Akh!!
He went his own way, I kept my eye on him until he turned to look at me..He had a "such a waste" smile. Right then I knew ,, that he was truly sad for me.
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
Sunday, October 3, 2010
The Rhythm Of My Heartbeat-33
7abaybyyyy I know you want to kill meee(A)!... Ma 3alaiih ma 3alaaiih sam7oonyy wallah a7ibkooom;** I've been so busyyyyy! Ka now enshallah I'll reply to all of your comments..o enshallah I try posting more often;***
Love ya;**
Contact me on: Gracias-baby@hotmail
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I recieved a msg a few minutes later. It was from S3ood. Saying:
"I'll be there"
I wondered about Yousif. Why was his mobile still swithced off?
Ruba; *yelling* Mnu bil shalaaiih?
Rinad; Anaaaaa ;D
9ali7; Me 6ooooooooooo
What about Jasim? Oh yeah. He's probably out with 7awoor having fun ;p
Ruba; Ranood can I talk to you for a minute?
Rinad; Sure.
Ruba; Emshay eldar.
Rinad; Aaaah! Shay sirryy haaa :p?
Ruba; Hehehe. Eeeh ;p
Rinad; a3arf suwalfiich ;p
We got upstairs and went to our room. Rinad closed the door as I sat on the chairs at the balcony..
Rinad; Speak up
So I told her everything.
Rinad; *gasp* does that mean...?
Ruba; I don't know..
Rinad; Well who are you gonna trust? Yousif? Or S3ood!!?
What a tough question that was. I honestly couldn't decide. I've know and loved s3ood for more than a year. I truly loved him. But Yousif I had so many doubts. And the way we knew each other wasn't very pretty. But I did love him and I did trust him. But who's lying and who's telling the truth? (I hate it when I'm in that position =) Don't you all?;*)
Rinad; ha?
Ruba; I don't know ranood! I meann.. I trust both of them. As much as s3ood's words made sence, I want it to be a lie. I don't know...
Rinad; hmmm
Ruba; I'm also kind of nervous to see him tonight.
Rinad; You shouldn't be! He's the one who should be nervous because he's not sure of what you're going to do.
Ruba; Hmmmm ...
Rinad; Ok, here's the deal.
Rinad got up and got a notebook and a pen.
Rinad; Put likes and dislikes about both S3ood and Yousif. o when you're done, kitbay ishkethir you trust them %
Having to remember my likes about S3ood was really easy. But remembering the dislikes was the hardest. Not to mention the pain I felt while I wrote the things I like about him.
(ishraykooooom awareekom el-list:p? Interested? .... do I hear a "yes"? YES!! ,, Yaaay baktib(A)..Hehe;*)
S3ood;-
Likes:
1-Sweet
2-Funny
3-Sensitive
4-Loved me like hell
5-My fisrt love
6-He woke me up for uni everyday
7-So romantic
8-Jealousy
9-Not afraid of tears
10-Smart
11-His family always comes first
12-Likes to travel (one of my favorite things:p)
13-Thought of me seriously
14-Buys me things when I'm sad
15-We share same hobbies.
16-....
And the list of likes went on and on and on ... But when it came to the dislikes,,I only found o n e.
Dislikes:
1-Doesn't trust me
And as for Yousif...
Yousif;-
Likes:
1-Boyish
2-Hot
3-Attractive
4-He's always then when needed
5-He has a lot of interesting hobbies
6-He took me to places I've never been before
7-....
I couldn't think of any anymore..
Dislikes:
1-Knew a lot of girls
2-Never told me about Basma from the beginning
3-His mobile is switched off
4-He took me from S3ood
5-He smokes like a maniac
6-...
It went on 'til 17 points..I gave S3ood 90% Trust. And Yousif 80% ...
Rinad was pretty shocked from my paper, And I don't blame her, because I mainly complain about s3ood after the breakup and say nice things about Yousif. Maybe deep down ,, It wasn't pure.
Rinad; You have serious issues I tell ya ;p
Ruba; I know:(! Enzaiin ranood please tell me shasawyyyy :(
Rinad; Just go rou7ay shofeeh like you said you would, O see what he's going to sayyy ..
Ruba; You think so?
Rinad; I know so!
Ruba; Hmm ..
Rinad; Dress good:!
Ruba; of course I will ;O
Rinad; Ahaaaaa *wink wink*
Ruba; Hehehe, chubay chubay :p
Rinad; Yallah ana banaggyyyyy el-outfit =D
Ruba; K, sure..
She went through my/our closet as I 9afi7ing bil majala ;p (Tara most of my story bil english may9eer chithyy ana ma arthaa:p My mother language laziiiiim a36eeha 7ag'ha:p!..)
Chaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan :p (<--xD) Ekhtaarat lyy a cute pink top and some old tiny jeans that fit me just right. Ruba; mu chinna too tight?
Rinad; No ma'am, It'th thekthyyyy and I like it on you! it'th tho thekthyy truth meee my betht friend
Ruba; Heheheh!
I love the way Rinad always manages to make me giggle in hard times. Scratch that. Timth;p
So I wore what she picked up for me, She also applied some eyeliner, mascara, cute cherry lipbalm, and shwayaaaat blush;p
Rinad; Now the secret..
Ruba; What secret?
Rinad; THE PERFUME IS THE SECRET!
Ruba; Hehehe! Ranooodd xD
Rinad; Wallah seriously! Shimmay hathyy ma itdawiiikh!
I smelt the scent and it was pretty amazing, It was her perfume so she let me add a touch from her;*
I looked at my wriset watch and it was 12. It was time for me to go.. I kissed Rinad by the door, and walked the whole way to the cafe, And there he was...
Love ya;**
Contact me on: Gracias-baby@hotmail
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I recieved a msg a few minutes later. It was from S3ood. Saying:
"I'll be there"
I wondered about Yousif. Why was his mobile still swithced off?
Ruba; *yelling* Mnu bil shalaaiih?
Rinad; Anaaaaa ;D
9ali7; Me 6ooooooooooo
What about Jasim? Oh yeah. He's probably out with 7awoor having fun ;p
Ruba; Ranood can I talk to you for a minute?
Rinad; Sure.
Ruba; Emshay eldar.
Rinad; Aaaah! Shay sirryy haaa :p?
Ruba; Hehehe. Eeeh ;p
Rinad; a3arf suwalfiich ;p
We got upstairs and went to our room. Rinad closed the door as I sat on the chairs at the balcony..
Rinad; Speak up
So I told her everything.
Rinad; *gasp* does that mean...?
Ruba; I don't know..
Rinad; Well who are you gonna trust? Yousif? Or S3ood!!?
What a tough question that was. I honestly couldn't decide. I've know and loved s3ood for more than a year. I truly loved him. But Yousif I had so many doubts. And the way we knew each other wasn't very pretty. But I did love him and I did trust him. But who's lying and who's telling the truth? (I hate it when I'm in that position =) Don't you all?;*)
Rinad; ha?
Ruba; I don't know ranood! I meann.. I trust both of them. As much as s3ood's words made sence, I want it to be a lie. I don't know...
Rinad; hmmm
Ruba; I'm also kind of nervous to see him tonight.
Rinad; You shouldn't be! He's the one who should be nervous because he's not sure of what you're going to do.
Ruba; Hmmmm ...
Rinad; Ok, here's the deal.
Rinad got up and got a notebook and a pen.
Rinad; Put likes and dislikes about both S3ood and Yousif. o when you're done, kitbay ishkethir you trust them %
Having to remember my likes about S3ood was really easy. But remembering the dislikes was the hardest. Not to mention the pain I felt while I wrote the things I like about him.
(ishraykooooom awareekom el-list:p? Interested? .... do I hear a "yes"? YES!! ,, Yaaay baktib(A)..Hehe;*)
S3ood;-
Likes:
1-Sweet
2-Funny
3-Sensitive
4-Loved me like hell
5-My fisrt love
6-He woke me up for uni everyday
7-So romantic
8-Jealousy
9-Not afraid of tears
10-Smart
11-His family always comes first
12-Likes to travel (one of my favorite things:p)
13-Thought of me seriously
14-Buys me things when I'm sad
15-We share same hobbies.
16-....
And the list of likes went on and on and on ... But when it came to the dislikes,,I only found o n e.
Dislikes:
1-Doesn't trust me
And as for Yousif...
Yousif;-
Likes:
1-Boyish
2-Hot
3-Attractive
4-He's always then when needed
5-He has a lot of interesting hobbies
6-He took me to places I've never been before
7-....
I couldn't think of any anymore..
Dislikes:
1-Knew a lot of girls
2-Never told me about Basma from the beginning
3-His mobile is switched off
4-He took me from S3ood
5-He smokes like a maniac
6-...
It went on 'til 17 points..I gave S3ood 90% Trust. And Yousif 80% ...
Rinad was pretty shocked from my paper, And I don't blame her, because I mainly complain about s3ood after the breakup and say nice things about Yousif. Maybe deep down ,, It wasn't pure.
Rinad; You have serious issues I tell ya ;p
Ruba; I know:(! Enzaiin ranood please tell me shasawyyyy :(
Rinad; Just go rou7ay shofeeh like you said you would, O see what he's going to sayyy ..
Ruba; You think so?
Rinad; I know so!
Ruba; Hmm ..
Rinad; Dress good:!
Ruba; of course I will ;O
Rinad; Ahaaaaa *wink wink*
Ruba; Hehehe, chubay chubay :p
Rinad; Yallah ana banaggyyyyy el-outfit =D
Ruba; K, sure..
She went through my/our closet as I 9afi7ing bil majala ;p (Tara most of my story bil english may9eer chithyy ana ma arthaa:p My mother language laziiiiim a36eeha 7ag'ha:p!..)
Chaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan :p (<--xD) Ekhtaarat lyy a cute pink top and some old tiny jeans that fit me just right. Ruba; mu chinna too tight?
Rinad; No ma'am, It'th thekthyyyy and I like it on you! it'th tho thekthyy truth meee my betht friend
Ruba; Heheheh!
I love the way Rinad always manages to make me giggle in hard times. Scratch that. Timth;p
So I wore what she picked up for me, She also applied some eyeliner, mascara, cute cherry lipbalm, and shwayaaaat blush;p
Rinad; Now the secret..
Ruba; What secret?
Rinad; THE PERFUME IS THE SECRET!
Ruba; Hehehe! Ranooodd xD
Rinad; Wallah seriously! Shimmay hathyy ma itdawiiikh!
I smelt the scent and it was pretty amazing, It was her perfume so she let me add a touch from her;*
I looked at my wriset watch and it was 12. It was time for me to go.. I kissed Rinad by the door, and walked the whole way to the cafe, And there he was...
Thursday, September 9, 2010
The Rhythm Of My Heartbeat-32
His words kept repeating in my head. I didn't know if I wanted it to make sense or not..
"Entay 7asbalich Yousif e7ibich 9iij? Tadreen enna he has done this with millions of girls? ... Lemme guess .. khathach elyakht. O wadaach Cotton Candy Land. o wadaach his studio. Oh! And he told you that you're the only one he cared about because he framed the shot where he was looking at you. And he used film just to make you believe that your photos are safe."
His words made me wonder. How would S3ood know all of this? Shloun kan ra7 yadryy?!
My ringing tone always found away to distract my thinking. I looked at the called ID. There was none. But I knew the number very well. It was a number I could never forgot. It was tattood on my heart. S3ood.
Ruba; What do you want?
S3ood; Where are you?
Ruba; What do you want from me?
S3ood; Agoulich where are you?
Ruba; Why do you care? Rou7 7ag 7abeeebtiik elly mayta feek khal tinfe3ik!
Maybe I got a little off-track.
S3ood; Mnu?
Ruba; 7abeebtik!
S3ood; Ay 7abeeba?
I couldn't remember her name. But I remember the girl very well.
Ruba; hatheech! Elly tamshyy ma3aha 3al ba7ar!
S3ood; OHH!
I WANTED TO HIT HIM!
Ruba; ifff
S3ood; el3ilmich elkhaa9..Hathy mu 7abeebtyy!
Ruba; Well I don't care! What do you want?
S3ood; Goulilyy wainich!?
Ruba; malik sheghil feeny s3ood. khala9 elly baina entaha. laish tiyii faj2a o you expect me to believe every word you say?
S3ood; Chik! Offaaiihh 3alaich OFFAAIIH! El7een ana khayif 3alaich o a7ateeech o tig3ideen itsam3eeny kalaam yijraa777?!! Rubaa! Ana lal7een a7ibiich!! Enti tifhimeen? Hathyy elly itgoleen 3anhaa she's my lab partner o ettifaqt ma3aha enna etbi6 chabdich 3ashan itrideelyy!!
I froze. I didn't know what to say. I hung up. I drove even faster. HIS WORDS. Aaakhh. They were replaying in my head. I wanted to go back. I wanted to be surrounded with support. I needed my friends around me. Bil ghala6 I took the wrong U-turn. A car crashed mine from behind. I got out and screamed at the stupid driver. Sayartyy ta3awaraat. And because of all the stress and all the confusion ,, I didn't realize that I broke a finger. I felt the pain but I didn't mind it. So any way I drove back and cried on Rinad's chest. Then went to the hospital and had them examine my finger.
When I got back to the chalet that night. I texted S3ood. Saying:
"If what you said was true..Meet me at the cafe @ 12pm tonight"
"Entay 7asbalich Yousif e7ibich 9iij? Tadreen enna he has done this with millions of girls? ... Lemme guess .. khathach elyakht. O wadaach Cotton Candy Land. o wadaach his studio. Oh! And he told you that you're the only one he cared about because he framed the shot where he was looking at you. And he used film just to make you believe that your photos are safe."
His words made me wonder. How would S3ood know all of this? Shloun kan ra7 yadryy?!
My ringing tone always found away to distract my thinking. I looked at the called ID. There was none. But I knew the number very well. It was a number I could never forgot. It was tattood on my heart. S3ood.
Ruba; What do you want?
S3ood; Where are you?
Ruba; What do you want from me?
S3ood; Agoulich where are you?
Ruba; Why do you care? Rou7 7ag 7abeeebtiik elly mayta feek khal tinfe3ik!
Maybe I got a little off-track.
S3ood; Mnu?
Ruba; 7abeebtik!
S3ood; Ay 7abeeba?
I couldn't remember her name. But I remember the girl very well.
Ruba; hatheech! Elly tamshyy ma3aha 3al ba7ar!
S3ood; OHH!
I WANTED TO HIT HIM!
Ruba; ifff
S3ood; el3ilmich elkhaa9..Hathy mu 7abeebtyy!
Ruba; Well I don't care! What do you want?
S3ood; Goulilyy wainich!?
Ruba; malik sheghil feeny s3ood. khala9 elly baina entaha. laish tiyii faj2a o you expect me to believe every word you say?
S3ood; Chik! Offaaiihh 3alaich OFFAAIIH! El7een ana khayif 3alaich o a7ateeech o tig3ideen itsam3eeny kalaam yijraa777?!! Rubaa! Ana lal7een a7ibiich!! Enti tifhimeen? Hathyy elly itgoleen 3anhaa she's my lab partner o ettifaqt ma3aha enna etbi6 chabdich 3ashan itrideelyy!!
I froze. I didn't know what to say. I hung up. I drove even faster. HIS WORDS. Aaakhh. They were replaying in my head. I wanted to go back. I wanted to be surrounded with support. I needed my friends around me. Bil ghala6 I took the wrong U-turn. A car crashed mine from behind. I got out and screamed at the stupid driver. Sayartyy ta3awaraat. And because of all the stress and all the confusion ,, I didn't realize that I broke a finger. I felt the pain but I didn't mind it. So any way I drove back and cried on Rinad's chest. Then went to the hospital and had them examine my finger.
When I got back to the chalet that night. I texted S3ood. Saying:
"If what you said was true..Meet me at the cafe @ 12pm tonight"
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