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Sunday, May 2, 2010

The Rhythm Of My Heartbeat-17

Lovliesssss ....
I'm so sorryyy 6awaaalttt 3alaikoomm! Bs wallah I have a lot going on! o you can see that from the way I mixed everything! the colors o madryy shnu last post was a MESS!!! SORRYYYY!! 7abaybyy entaww ;p ,, maykhalif sam7oonyy (A)! ,, Umm ,, so here goes another not-so-long post that I've been working on as much as I could! wallah min e9eer 3indy free time I write! ;** o I know enna last post was kind of boring because Yousif wasn't mentioned a lot! Later on I'll let you swiimm in posts that are filled with him! don't worryy ;**
My posts will be shorter from now on ;(! sorry to say that! BUUUTTTT!! The good news is that I will be posting more often ;D! So it's all goooood :p Loool! I hope you enjoy thiis ;***

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Previously...

To Moron;
Hey yousify, I miss you;* ,, I’m going to visit some relatives with khalood and daddy, o we’ll have dinner before we come back home

And then I ran downstairs, and got into the car. My dad drove to my grandparents house,,

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My dad drove to my grandparents house, I found both 3ammaty there, 3ammy wasn't there, but his children were, all of my cousins are younger than me, except for fahad who is 22, and fa6ma who's 24 .. khalid was having chats with fahad, while I had my chats with some younger cousins, my dad was having his chats with granny .. I jumped off the seat when I got a text from yousify

From Moron;
Ahlaain! I miss you too galby;* yallah have fun, o salmay 3al kil, o el7imdillah 3al salama ;p

To Moron;
Allah ysalmik, yeah sure :p

From Moron;
Haha, ta3alay bachir

To Moron;
I won't be free

From Moron;
Haa? You're cheating on me already :p?

To Moron;
Hahaha! No way in hell! No, my friend tabeenyy asa3idha eb yakh6iboonha!

From Moron;
Ahaa, I see! Yallah the day after that! Elfal lina enshallah ; )

I blushed, and just as I was writing a text for yousify, fa6ma interrupted me ..

Fa6ma; haa rabooyy? Ish3indiich shaaga el7alch?
Ruba; Heheh, wala shay salmatich!
Fa6ma; eeehh eehh! El7ub o ma ysawyy
Ruba; *bursts out laughing*
Fa6ma; thi7kay thi7kay :p
Ruba; fa6ooooom!! It's noo
Fa6ma; shnu ya3ny it's no :p?
Ruba; ya3ny it's no :p
Fa6ma; ah ok, fahamteenyy ashwa :p

We both laughed,, fa6ma and I were very close when we were kids, since we were in the same elementary school, but she transferred to boarding school because her father (my uncle) was doing his work in the U.S ,,

After that, fa6ma and I kept going on and on about life o things that we faced, and blah blah blah! Bil kuwaity soulafna :p ,, a while later, we said our goodbyes to our relatives and gone out for dinner with my small lovely family, khalid and daddy! ,, we sat on the table and flipped through the menu as I heard my mobile beep ,,

From Moron;
Hey babe! Are you having fun?

To Moron;
Yeah 7ayaty ,, we're at the restaurant attempting to order ;p

From Moron;
Ay ma63am galby?

To Moron;
Lenotre Elba7ar

From Moron;
3ady ayii?

To Moron;
Akeed laa22 :p I'm with ….

*INTERRUPTED*

Father; ruba mama hiday telephonich shwaya ,, e7na 6al3een ma3a ba3ath may9eer!
Ruba; enshallah yuba!

I obeyed immediately I didn't want him to suspect anything ,, after that we ordered ,, and ate, and just as we were eating dessert ..

Father; 3indy shay muhiim bagoulah ,,

Khalid and I instantly looked at each other like we knew it involved us!

Khalid; goul yuba ,,
Father; it's important, o lazim agoulah, o lazim tifhimoon …

Okaayy???

Khalid looked at me again, we both had fears of what we were about to hear ..

Father; the reason why I stay in boston a lot ..

(Guys I don't remember which state I mentioned, that's if I even did at all ;p It's Boston okay?;**)

IS BECAAAUUUSSEEEE…..???!!

Khalid and I looked at him with popped eyes! And daddy was a bit worried and hesitated ..

Father; *clears throat*
Khalid; ok yuba! Kammil?
Father; is because I'm married to an American!

My jaw hit the ground! Khalid looked straight to the sky like he was praying so hard to take what just happened back! As if it never happened! As if it was just his imagination! But no! it happened! He said what he did! And we couldn't do anything about it!

None of us said a word afterwards !! ,, dad was waiting for a respond, while none of us had the courage to speak up! Khalid looked at me one last time while his eyes were red, and left the restaurant, I followed him seconds later ,, and my tears started to fall unconsciously! ,, khalid was pretty fast so I had to run a bit ,,

Ruba; *yelling*khalid!

He stopped and tunred around, he didn't know I was following him! My voice definitely told him I was crying! ,, khalid looked very upset and pale! ,, He stretched his arms so I can hug him, we were near the entrence and most of the people were inside so they wouldn't really see ,, even if they did! We didn't care! We needed this hug! Yeah I ruined my brothers shirt with my tears, yes he crushed my head with his rough hand. But boy did it feel good to know I'm not going through this alone, knowing if I had no one at all, I would still have khalid! My big brother who always cared for me! boy don't I miss dana and mama! Oh if they were here! ,, those thoughts only made me cry more!

Khalid; sshh ruba 7abeebtyy khala9 everything will be okay!
Ruba; no it won't! it's been a year!! And this is how he respects her? Mabyyy khaliddd mabyy! Goul laaah e6aliigg'haaaa!!*crying*
Khalid; sshh ruba 7abeebtyy! We can't control him! It's his decision!

I cried more!

Khalid; hey hey! I'm still here! I'll always be there for you! Okay? You don't need dad! When was the last time you needed him and I didn't fill his shoes?

That shut me up! Never! Never did he leave me needy of something! No matter how small or how big! He was always there! He would never say no!

Khalid; ashouf 6al3eenyy!

I looked at him with my eyes filled with tears ,,

Khalid; mis7ay dmoo3ich!

I dried them quickly, but new ones were formed and fell down my cheeks,! I dried them again! And the same thing happened over and over and over again! I wanted to obey him! But I couldn't! Oh how much did I want to obey him and fulfill his wish! Oh how much did I want these stupid tears to stop!

Ruba; khalood I can't!

He then held my hand and took me to the street while I rested my head on his shoulder ,, I hadn't that much energy! The crying took all of my energy, including the shock dad just gave us! ,, a long far way from where we were ,, I saw yousif in his light yellow shirt and jeans ,, he was walking until he saw me with a male figure and stopped! ,, he sent me a text while khalid was calling somebody to pick us up since we didn't want to leave with dad ..

From Moron;
Ruba mnu hatha elly yammich?

To Moron;
7ayaty that's my brother, galby we're going through this lousy thing, I'll tell you later, but I can't now, okay?

From Moron;
Akeed 7ubby! But are you okay? Should I worry?

To Moron;
I'll be okay! As long as khalid is by my side!

From Moron;
Allah ekhaleekom 7ag ba3ath 7ayaty! 6amneenyy 3annich 7ayaty ha? I'll hold on to my phone, 6amneeny please! Gabil la itnameen basma3 9outiich okay?

To Moron;
Enshallah

Then a maroon infiniti came by,



guess who?











































































Keep guessing!




































Khalid's girlfriend!









































































I only knew that from what he said ,,

Khalid; sorry 7abeebty khara3tiich bs it's kind of an emergency
Girlfriend; 3ady 3ady! Bs 6amminyy? Is everything okay? Rikbaaww rikbaaww we'll discuss in the way!
Khalid; rikbay roro!

I got in the back seat, and greeted her, kissed both her cheeks, I knew I had to be nice, but it was the wrong time!

Ruba; *tears* shlounich 7abeebty? I'm glad you're my brother's future wife!
Girlfriend; 7abeebtyy entay! Here's some water! It's okay la tabcheen!
Ruba; thanks!

It was awfully sweet coming from a girl who I don't even know, and never met!

Khalid and her whispered about what just happened, while I was wiping my tears, they were holding hands and she tried to convince him it's okay, and that he has all the right to be upset and angry! Even sad! ,, and as I watched that I remember yousif! 7abeeby! 7abeeb galbyy! He's worried about me too!

To Moron;
7abeeby a7ibik wayed!

From Moron;
Wana amout feech! Ha shlounha katkootatna?

To Moron;
El7imdillah 7ayaty! I'm getting better! I'll call you as soon as I get home!

From Moron;
I'll be waiting galby;**

We arrived at our house a while after, I got in the house while khalid had his chat with "Her" I still didn't know her name! and didn't really have that much of a mood to ask! ,, I knew he had to talk to her, since he was planning to propose days later and now that thing happened! Poor khaloody! ,, I got in my room, locked the door! Cried my eyes out almost scremed on the pain! Then I took a hot long shower to calm me down and make me feel better! I got out of the bathroom with my pink towel hugging me tightly with my hair on one side fully wet! I squeezed a bit of it out! I sat on the chair against my mirror! I had a sad look on my face, my nose was red and shiny! I had goosebumps all over me, water dripping out of my hair .. I was done with crying! I couldn't cry any more! And I knew crying wouldn't change a thing! ,, I called yousify afterwards and told him everything!

Yousif; 7abeebtyy entay daam enna she's there, o you're in Kuwait! The hell with her! It shouldn't bother you! You lived a long time without your father right? You don't need him!

I don't?

Yousif; if you need anything 7ayaty I will be here for you! What do you need him for?
Ruba; I know yousif! Bs this isn't nice! Ya3nyy my sister and mother died about a year ago *tears* chithyy esawyy? It's like he couldn't wait .. *chokes*
Yousif; khala9 7ayatyy la tabcheen please , t2! Ma asta7mil chithyy!
Ruba; yousif ma a7ib oboi!
Yousif; I know! It's okay!
Ruba; I hate him!
Yousif; I know! It's okay! It'll be okay!
Ruba; how do you know that?
Yousif; because I know you! Things bother you, but they fade in a matter of time, you get over things, you don't let it bother you for too long! Ta36een kil shay gad 7ajma! You don't expect yourself to hear this and not feel sad or cheer about it! Of course it's sad! Of course you'll cry! Of course you'll get angry! But in a matter of days , you'll be the strong, pretty, no beautiful, intelligent ruba that everybody adores!

My lips stretched into a one sided smile ,,

Ruba; you think so?
Yousif; I know so
Ruba; it7ibny yousif?
Yousif; la2! AMOUT FEECH! Okay?

Ruba; *tiny giggle* haman ana a7ibik!
Yousif;I love you even more when you call me for comfort! ,, fidait eltha7ka wallah! 3ady it3edeenha?
Ruba; 7ayatyy wallah weddyy, but I can't! I promise you'll hear it tomorrow!
Yousif; okay ,, that's good enough for me;**

I then laid down on my bed still wearing my towel, and slept with his voice telling me a bed time story, it was some fairytale created by his imagination ,, is he perfect or what?

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

The Rhythm Of My Heartbeat-16

Guys, I haven't chosen a car for yousif, YET! But I want to change his color to this >> YOUSIF! More appealing eh?;p so mu ittalakhbi6oun, it's changed! I'm done putting up with the old color :p So here goes my not-so-long post, LUV YA;*

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Previously...

the second I stepped into the house ,, Khalid was yelling my name!..

Khalid; RUBAAAAA!!
Ruba; bismillah shfeeek!?
Khalid; bagoul liich shay wayiid kha6eeer o waayiiid muhim!
Ruba; ok, but cool down! You’re freaking me out!

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Khalid; no no no! it’s good new don’t worry!
Ruba; ok!,,?
Khalid; let’s sit down ,,
Ruba; yallah

We sat down, I was completely clueless ..

Khalid; so listen!! Rememeber that night when you came down and over heard me talking to a girl! And I tried to hide it and tell you I was talking to one of the guys!?
Ruba; emhmm ?
Khalid; I WAS talking to a girl!
Ruba; wow! How shocking! *teases*
Khalid; haha! Rwaaiiib sim3aayy ;p this girl! Amout 3alaiha! I love her like crazy! I can’t stop thinking about her!
Ruba; awww my big brother’s in love! How adorable!

I reached my arms to hug him, but he moved away ;s

Khalid; you’re missing the point! I’m foolishly in love with her!
Ruba; and what’s the matter with that?
Khalid; I called my dad yesterday, and I told him everything!
Ruba; okay?
Khalid; aby akh6ibha! Khala9 abeeha! If I don’t marry her, I think I will die!

OULAH! ISHDA3WA!??!! I admit I was a bit jealous!

Ruba; okay! ,,
Khalid; faa! Abeech lamma nakh6ibha tiyeen wiyaay, since ,,,, you know!
Ruba; yeah, sure khalood
Khalid; aaahhh! I love her!

He rested his back against the couch ,,

Khalid; have you ever been in love?

He’s not seriously asking me this question is he? ;p

Ruba; no ;p
Khalid; liar!
Ruba; we are so not discussing this ;p
Khalid; hahaha, khala9, my dad will come in about a week, faa..
Ruba; *interrupts* ok

Khalid looked at me kind of confused ..

Ruba; don’t worry, it’ll happen

I smiled at him, and then he had his crazy-in-love-smile again ;p

I went up to my room, I sat down against my mirror ,, and thought ..

Rinad is getting married ,,
Khalid is getting married,,
S3ood is happy with someone else,,
I’m happy with yousif,,
Basma gave me a horrible advice,,

Something didn’t seem right!

NEXT DAY;

3 Received unread messages ,,

From Father;
7abeebtyy ruba I’m coming back next Monday, I sure hope to see you at the air port, I miss you so much, I can’t wait to see you

Yesterday, 9;30 pm

From Basma;
Ya 7mara, ranoood told me enna you bought me something, wainah haaa? :p yal bawaga :p

Yesterday, 11;00 pm

From Moron;
Morning sunshine, tell me if you have spare time today;*

4 minutes ago

(3isht eldour enna facebook mu sms :p ma 3alaaaiihh ma 3alaaiihh :p)

To Moron;
Morning to you too, I’ll let you know

To Basma;
Bayeeb lich eyaah elyoum la itbetheen 3alaina bs :p

I never reply on my father’s messages, sometimes I feel like I’m not his daughter, of course I’m his daughter, bs ma a7issah he cares about me, I don’t feel like he’s a dad, you know?!

I wore my white and dark green shirt, my light skinny jeans, sneakers, and my dark green cross bag ,, grabbed my books, and off to a normal typical day to uni .. I got basma’s key chain, I also took yousif’s key chain just in case I see him, you never know..

Accidently in Love by Counting Crows was playing in my car, whenever the street was empty, I would look around and check if any car is near,, if there wasn’t any body, I would sing, and sometimes dance to the rhythm,, luckily that day, the street was empty ..

Ruba; so she said what’s the problem baby? What’s the problem? I don’t know,well maybe I’m in love, LOVE!, think about it everytime,I think about it, can’t stop thinking about it, how much longer would it take to cure this? …… come on come on turn a little faster, come on come on, the world will follow after, come on come on, becuz everybody’s after LOOO-AAAA-VVEEE!

I love dancing in my car on my way to uni! It would always make me feel happy and joyful .. but sandly it has to end when I reach the uni, after driving around in circle just so I can dance some more ..

I got to all of my lectures, none of them were with basma nor rinad! ,, so I was calling basma when I finished ,,

Ruba; aloo
Basma; hala
Ruba; bsaim wainich ba36eeth the thing elly sharait lich eyah?
Basma; oh yeah! I’m in the lab, I’ll be done in a minute,,
Ruba; ok, take your time, I’ll be at the coffee shop ,,
Basma; ok

I went to the coffee shop, achakchik eb my phone, and so was basma as she came and sat down next to me ,,


Ruba; heeyy ,,
Basma; hmph!
Ruba; shfeech?
Basma; madryyy! My period eb tiyii!
Ruba; oh! I hate that time!
Basma; I know!! Wayyy!
Ruba; eeh khal a36eech your key chain!
Basma; eeh, yaaay, this will make me happy ;D

I got her key chain and gave it to her ,,

Basma; awww! You guys are the best! Ba7i6a 7ag mifta7 sayarty and I’m never taking it off!
Ruba; *giggles*
Basma; speaking of which, where’s rinad?
Ruba; I have no idea
Basma; hphm! Well, thank her for me will you?
Ruba; sure, if I see her ,,
Basma; yeah ,, so listen I have to go okay?
Ruba; *confused* okay

Right after that I sent a text to yousif ,,

To Moron;
I’ll be free today, what do you have in mind?

From Moron;
Did you have lunch?

To Moron;
Surprisingly no!

From Moron;
Oh, 3ayal khala9, aghadeech ib Friday’s

To Moron;
Not Friday’s!

From Moron;
3ayal wain?

To Moron;
Madry, kaifik, bs mu firday’s!

From Moron;
Emmm, khala9 nino ok?

To Moron;
Okay

I went back home, took a shower, and as I was choosing an outfit ,, I remembered that I haven’t heard from rinad! I immediately called her ..

Rinad; alo!
Ruba; heyy! Shlounich?
Rinad; zaina ,,
Ruba; wainich elyoum?
Rinad; ma dawamt
Ruba; laish?! Shfeeechh?! Are you okay? Are you sick?
Rinad; la2! Bs madryy I didn’t feel like it!
Ruba; tell me the truth! ;p
Rinad; ok ok ;p! Salim and I went out for a breakfast ;p to talk things out o chithyyy ;p
Ruba; eeehh goulay chithy ;p khara3teenyy 3alaich ;p
Rinad; *giggles*
Ruba; yallah 7abeebty bs kint gam at6amman 3alaich ;*
Rinad; Mwaahh a7ibich;*
Ruba; haman ana;* ,, yallah take care
Rinad; you too

I hung up, and hurried so I can make it in time with yousify, I wore my black dress that had purple mixed with blue, red, and pink painting on the dress! It was sleeveless, so I wore a black jacket, more like a sweater, but not a sweater ;p ya3ny something that goes with the dress :p ,, my purple heels, a pony tail on the side at the bottom o my head, a red hair band, and a tiny purple purse! Spray some perfume, and I’d be good to go! ,,

I drove all the way to nino elba7ar, I parked near yousif’s car (Still no car ;'(!) I love it when I arrive later than him, I love looking at him while he’s sitting on the table waiting for me, he looks .. like he’s mine ;) and as his face lightens when he sees me! I swear I would melt to the ground and scream my guts out! ,,

I sat down on the table ,,

Ruba; 3asa ma ta2akhart wayid?
Yousif; it’s okay =)

Fidaitah;**

Ruba; oki doki

We looked at the menu for a long time, we finally ordered, we ate , we had a blast ,, …

Yousif; the guy just stood there!! xD he had no idea! xD
Ruba; haha, omg! Mu min 9iijjaaahh ;O xD … *Gasp*!!
Yousif; shfeechh?
Ruba; I just rememebered!!
Yousif; shnu?
Ruba; I bought you a key chain yesterday!
Yousif; 9ij?
Ruba; eehh! ,, wait chinna nisaitah bil bait! Lemme check my purse ..
Yousif; ok

El7imdillah madry shloun I had it in my bag, I guess it was just my conscious ; )

Ruba; thank god! Kahyy!

I handed it to him ,,

Yousif; Allah! Wallah 7arfich em7aleeha;*
Ruba; Hehe ;$

He got his keys out and chained them together ,,

Yousif; I’m never taking it off;*
Ruba; hehe, you better not ;p *teases*
Yousif; haha
Ruba; that way you’ll always remember me when you go out ,,
Yousif; hal 7achy mu 9a7ee7! A9lan I remember you all the time ,, no matter what I’m doing! Or where I’m going!

AAAAHHH <3 color="#cc33cc">Ruba; that’s nice ;p
Yousif; is that the best you could say? ;p
Ruba; yeah :p

7abait a7rig dammah shway ;p

Yousif; aha :p *laughs* ya7lailich ya ruba :*
Ruba; hehe ;$

And then he stares at his key chain, o etanni7, he stares at it for about 30 seconds!

Ruba; hello? Na7nu hunaa :p
Yousif; haha, thank you for this
Ruba; no problem
Yousif; I’ll get you something b3d
Ruba; 9ij? ;p
Yousif; eeh, bs ni6ray 3alay shway
Ruba; ok :p

After that, both of us had to head home, he had an appointment with some company,,

A WEEK LATER;

I was watching tv in the living room when Khalid came running ..

Khalid; goumaaayyy badlaaayyy!

I got up quickly cluelessly of what the hell was going on!

Ruba; laish?
Khalid; elyoum eriid oboi!
Ruba; ohhhh! Yeah yeah okay!

I wore my white tank top, with a pink jacket over it (it3arfoon el-jacket elly chinna mal business bs elly e9eer banaat o cute? :p eeh hatha! Ma a3arf esamah:p) chafatst el-chmoom shwaya, o libast my black skinny jeans .. I also wore a black necklace, a very simple one, but a big long .. any way .. my brother was in the car and he lept honking the horn ‘till I came out running!

Ruba; shfeeekk?
Khalid; yallah ma nabyyy nit2akhar 3alaih!

He said that as I was texting yousify telling him I’m going to meet my dad, I have to tell him every little thing! Not like he asks me to! I just love telling him everything, and so does he..

Ruba; enzain, yallah .. when is his flight arriving?
Khalid; about 5 minutes ago!
Ruba; eeh 3ady tara! 3ala ma yakhith jnaa6a o chithyy ..
Khalid; eeh ,,

Khalid seemed very excited, he seemed like he really misses my dad! So did I, but I wasn’t as excited ,,

AT THE AIRPORT;

Khalid and I were standing near the arrivals gate, waiting for my dad to show up, and yes, after a few minutes he showed up looking like a doctor (which he is), nerdy glasses, white goate, a pen in the pocket, a hand bag on the right, and a laptop bag on the left.

Khalid instantly hugged my dad and started to greet him. I side hugged my dad since it’s a little bit awkward in front of the people, after that, we got a bite to eat, and went back home ,, my dad needed to rest so he went straight to bed. Meanwhile ,, Khalid and I were sitting in the living room ,,

Ruba; have you noticed that my dad’s luggage is so little?
Khalid; eeh, ghareeba ,,
Ruba; do you think..? la wala shay
Khalid; shnu goulay?
Ruba; yimkin berid marra thanya!
Khalid; madryy wallah, maybe
Ruba; ugh ;/! ,,

*RING*

It was my phone, it was rinad ,,

Ruba; Aloo
Rinad; heeyy! Shlounich? Shloun obooch? El7imdillah 3al salama!
Ruba; 7abeebtyy allah esalmiich;*
Rinad; so are you enjoying your time with babatich?
Ruba; actually he’s asleep, fa I can’t really say ;p
Rinad; ohh ,, 3ayal ta3alay nitghada ma3a ba3ath
Ruba; oohhh! Are you asking me out on a date? ;p
Rinad; hahaha, yeah yeah :p
Ruba; ok, one sec.

I covered the phone with my hand ,,

Ruba; khalood! Ranood rifeejtich 3azmatny on a date, barou7 ok? ;p
Khalid; hahaha, ok, bs mu itta2akhiroun 3ashan nig3ad ma3a oboi!
Ruba; ok ,, *holds mobile again* ok ranood, we’re on ;p
Rinad; hiyaa, yallah badlay! Bamirrich o inrou7!
Ruba; okay

I went to my room and wore a very simple black dress, with a short sleeve cardigan, and waited for her down stairs ,, she came a few minutes later, she drove both of us to some restaurant .. we had a small chat during ,,

Ruda; tadreen khalood eb yakh6ib?
Rinad; 9iij! Wanaasa! Yallah baythoooha ;p
Ruba; Hahaha :p ,, now everybody’s getting married ;p
Rinad; la basoom ga3da ;p
Ruba; 9iij! 3ala 6aryy basoom! Shakhbarha it9adgeen min ziman 3anha!
Rinad; eeh madryy 3anha! She’s out of the coverage area! Yimkin 3indaha exams!

That doesn’t mean she can’t call wala shay!

Ruba; emm,,so tell meee! When’s the big daaaayyy!?
Rinad; after tomorrow ra7 eyii!;$
Ruba; waayyyyy ranoood cuuutttee!
Rinad; Hehee ;$
Ruba; did you pick an outfit?!
Rinad; not yet! I mean I bought a lot, I just have to pick one!
Ruba; aha, when you decide tell me, aby ashoufah!
Rinad; ta3alay roro bachir sa3deenyy! I need you with me! ,, I want you to choose for me! ,,
Ruba; 7ayatyy;* ,, shoufay I’ll see if my dad has any plans l2ana tawa raad min elsifar fa may9eer, bs I’ll do my best;*
Rinad; eeh 9aa7, ok! I hope he’s not planning anything ;p!
Ruba; haha, enshallah;*
Rinad; shlounich with yousif?
Ruba; el7imdillah zaina, everything’s good, bs now he has exams o chithyyy fa we hardly talk ,,
Rinad; ohh ,, yallah it’s for the best
Ruba; eeh ,,

Then we ate some more, and headed back home, ga6atny elbait o ra7at ..

I found Khalid and my dad sitting in the room, all dressed up looking like they were headed out ,,

Father; ahlaain, nawar elbait
Ruba; elnour nouriik ,, 9a7 elnoum baba,,ha wain bitro7oon?
Khalid; killina binrou7, we were waiting for you
Ruba; oh ,, ok wain?
Father; binrou7 enzour el-ahal, b3dain enta3asha ib ma63am o enrid
Ruba; ok ,, el7een bitro7oon?
Father; eeh ,, 3indich shay?
Ruba; la2, bs let me freshen up shwaya, ok? You can wait for me in the car ..
Father; ok, yallah mu it6awleen
Ruba; enshallah

I ran upstairs to my room, and into the bathroom, I washed my face and redid my face .. and I had to send a text to yousify

To Moron;
Hey yousify, I miss you;* ,, I’m going to visit some relatives with khalood and daddy, o we’ll have dinner before we come back home

And then I ran downstairs, and got into the car. My dad drove to my grandparents house,,

Thursday, April 15, 2010

The Rhythm Of My heartbeat-15

Previously...

Basma; haha ,, osh osh! Khanshouf ranood!Ruba; oohh yeah I totally forgot!We didn’t think to knock her door, we just “Dar3imed” .. rinad 7abeebty was sitting on her bed with her hands filled with tissues that were filled with tears and snot ;p .. (ok ew :p sorry sorry 7asait lazim agoul snot :p wanasa ;p 3ashan ma etheeg khilgkom wayid :p)

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Basma; ranooooooddd!
Rinad; Ehe22 ehee22!
Ruba; shfeeechh?!
Rinad; ruba! Basma! Waayyy! Ehee22 ehee222!
Ruba; calm down , wait ayeeb lich mayy
Rinad; la la, la itro7een! Ta3alay!

Basma and I say next to her..we both side-hugged her .. o ehya bs tabchyy ..

Basma; sshhh! It’s gonna be okay
Rinad; la2! It won’t! laa2!
Ruba; enzain shfeech? 3ashan ensa3diich!
Rinad; salim!
Ruba; shfeeh?
Rinad; bisafir marra thanya!
Basma; why?
Rinad; eb yadriis!!
Basma; I thought he was done with that!
Rinad; no! his father wants him to get a PhD!*gasp* O he never says no to his father!
Ruba; enzain maykhaliif .. 3ady .. he’ll call! Come on 3ad ranood we’re not in the 16th century , ako technology, aku web cam, aku phones!
Rinad; I know *sniff* but it’s not enough! A7ibah! Ehee222 ehee22!
Ruba; 3adyy! Bil 3aks ranood 3ashan you miss each other wayid!
Rinad; a7ibah!
Ruba; I know .. ma 3alaih ..
Basma; ranood badlay yallah!
Rinad; shnu?
Basma; haw shfech! Badlay!
Rinad; laish?
Basma; badlay o entay sakta ;p
Rinad; basoom I’m not in the mood killish ;’(
Basma; rwaib! Entay get her dressed ana I’ll wait in the car!
Ruba; oki doki
Rinad; shnu ana yahil "get her dressed"? la o hathy itgoul oki doki ;\! li3ba ana? li3ba?


She looked adorable as she was screaming at nobody; none of us listened to her, because we knew she didn't exactly mean to shout at us. Yep, I know my friend =)

So basoom ran downstairs, as I opened ranood’s closet and looked for something nice .. I found a cute little grey dress kan 7adda 7ilw! ..

Ruba; ranood! Libsay hatha!
Rinad; wayy rwaib wallah maby a6la3 aby salim!
Ruba; ma 3alaih! Wear this now you’ll look incredible in it!
Rinad; yeah I will!

There’s her ego ..

Ruba; Haha .. yallah wear it missy!

She wore it while I was looking for a shoe tha goes with it! I found a silver sandal that goes perfectly!

Ruba; hach wear it with this! O libsay hair band! O 7i6ay eye liner o mascara o you’re good to go!
Rinad; ok ..

Youm khali9at el-anisa .. re7na carat basoom ,, basooom tunred on the radio and drove .. she was singing along ..

Basma; *dorkly (I made that word up:p)* I don’t speak spanish japanese or french! But the way that body moving definitely makes sense, it’s her, her body, her body, her body language, it’s her, her body, her body language! The way she moves around, the way she dances to the beat! Taking it down artificially!
Ruba; those aren’t the lyrics!
Basma; I know! I’m remixing it!
Ruba; SUUUREE!
Basma; haha! Shurrup :p
Rinad; where are we going?
Basma; shalaaaiiihhh
Rinad; ohh
Ruba; ya7mara 6a3 ana ishlabsa!
Basma; 3ady I’ll let you wear my clothes elly hnak!
Ruba; ok ashwa ..

So after the long road .. we arrived at the chalet house .. her cousins were already there .. we ate lunch with them, they were very nice, every now and then I would check on rinad see if she’s fine! O el7imdillah she was talking to people and having fun! .. I went to the balcony sat down on the wooden chair, stretched my legs out, and reached out to my phone to call yousify!

Ruba; yousif?
Yousif; amray?
Ruba; shlounik?
Yousif; el7imdillah, amray?

7asasny enna yaby elfakka minny

Ruba; ma yamir 3alaik 3adu, bs 7abait asalim 3alaik
Yousif; allah ysalmich, akalmich b3dain?

OKH!

Ruba; ok
Yousif; bye

Enshallah mu chithyy! Now that we’re together o everything is fine chithy esawyy feenyy?! FINE, FINE ya yousif! Ana awareek! Basma came by noticed that I’m upset!

Basma; what are you doing here?
Ruba; just thinking
Basma; enzain laish embawza!
Ruba; yousif!
Basma; shfeeh?
Ruba; emnaffis 3alay, faj2a!
Basma; oh! Make him beg for it girlfriend!
Ruba; what?
Basma; make him beg! Make him suffer
Ruba; shloun?
Basma; never answer his calls, always act busy, always act like you have something better to do ; )
Ruba; tell me again why you’re single ;p
Basma; I hate men ;p
Ruba; lezbo :p
Basma; NOT ;O! ugh! 7aram 3alaich! I like men! I mean I don’t! I just like their figure :p
Ruba; *GASP* what kind of girl would that be :p?
Basma; rwaib chub :p!
Ruba; haha, ok ok:p tell me again what should I do!
Basma; play hard to get!
Ruba; but I told him I was his!
Basma; well! 3adyyy act like you changed!
Ruba; ok!

I grabbed my phone and started to write a text ..

Basma; what are you doing?
Ruba; texting yousif!
Basma; *GASP* what did I just tell you?
Ruba; I’m doing what you told me to do!! Lemme read the text for you before I send it ..
Basma; ok
Ruba; “I’m going to be busy for the next few weeks, don’t try to reach me, I’ll be hard to get”
Basma; hahaha! Are you out of you mind!?? Rwaaiibb ashkara “come and catch me if you can” :p no no! just ignore him when he calls will you?
Ruba; you see I don’t get that whole “I’m hard to get” role!
Basma; don’t worry I’ll guide you through it :p
Ruba; fine! .. but I wanna talk to him
Basma; so does he ;)
Ruba; then why does he act that way!?
Basma; because he’s a man and he’s a jerk!

laish itgoul 3an yousify jerk? ;(

Ruba; darn men!
Basma; I knoowww!
Ruba + Basma; hahaha

*MSG RINGTONE*

Ruba; it’s from yousif, it says “sorry 7ayaty tawa kint bil duwaniya, kint ma3a elrabi3 that’s why emthaggil”
Basma; yeah sure! Don’t reply!
Ruba; why not?
Basma; what part of “play hard to get” don’t you understand :p
Ruba; THE WHOLE THING!
Basma; haha! Omg! Just don’t reply bachir edig 3alaich yabchy!
Ruba; basma ..
Basma; yeah babe?
Ruba; 7abaitah!
Basma; what?
Ruba; I love him!
Basma; bismillah!
Ruba; I know!
Basma; take it easy ;p
Ruba; I know, I know, wallah I know! Bs basoom! This guy!! Ekhadiirnyy! I can’t resist him! Eyaniin!
Basma; haha, you’re in love!

She teased some more, and she told me what to do on certain occasions, I’ve never played hard to get, so I thought it would be a bit hard for me ..

NEXT DAY;

I woke up at 8, got ready for uni, I wore my brown juicy training, grabbed my yellow cross bag, wore my yellow hair band and off on the road, I was checking my mobile on my way to my uni ..

From Moron;
Wainich galby? I miss you, call me;*

From Khalid;
Ruba elyoum awal ma itrideen min eldawam call me! I need you emergency!

And three missed calls from yousif from last night, and two from this morning

Yousif, skip ; )! Khalid!? Shfeeh? What’s wrong? It kind of worried me a bit ..

To Khalid;
Ok

I ran to the lecture, I saw basma sitting, I sat next to her ..

Basma; sup?
Ruba; 7asiseenyy ennich school boy akthar :p
Basma; haha, chub :p! how’s everything?
Ruba; good!
Basma; how’s e7iim?!
Ruba; I ignored! Bs lamma itkhalli9 elmu7athara barid 3alaih!
Basma; *gasp* laaa2!
Ruba; laaiishh bsaaim! 7aram! Chithyyy t3allam, ma aby a3athbaaah 3ad!
Basma; esmillah 3alaiichh it3athbeenaahh haa? :p la itrideen la akhith mobilich minnich!
Ruba; bssaaaaiiim! I can’t! a7ibbaaaah! Way a7iibaah!
Basma; enzain osh fitha7teenaaa!

Basma looked around quickly!

Basma; ashwa ma7ad sima3! Entay heeyy! Watch it la yismi3ouniich!
Ruba; ugh!

The doctor entered, wearing his fake LV bag, standing tall like he’s the king of the world! Ishda3wa 3alaik you’re just a doctor ;p (it7iseen wa7da mi7tara ;p) elmuhiiim ,,, he kept “3addiling” his ghitra! ,, he put his things on the table, and started to take the attendance ..

Basma; enzain osh, b3dain nitnaQash!
Ruba; whatever :p

I was missing yousif! The sound of his voice, his laughter, the way he reacts to every word I say! I missed the look on his face when I talk! I missed the way he raises his eyebrows as I tell him something shocking, the way he um’s when I talk while he’s eating, I missed him!

The minute the lecture finished, I ran outside hoping to text yousify! .. basma was running after me, she tried to grab my phone! But the shocking part is that I found yousif standing at the gates, his arms at his back, he had an upset look! Basma tanna7t! she was embarrassed I guess?! Ana kint emtan7a too! I didn’t know what to say, or what to do .. basma walked away, as I watched her shockingly ..

Ruba; I was just gonna text you ..
Yousif; let’s walk!
Ruba; ok ..

We were walking, side by side! I had a confused look on my face; wondering what’s going on through his head! Is he mad? Is he gonna hit me? If you saw the look on his face you wouldn’t think I’m crazy! ,, what is he going to do?! I was scared! Hell I felt my heart beat faster in my chest .. we walked and walked, ‘Til we reached his car ..

Yousif; dishay!

Yumaaa! I almost pissed my pants! I was never frightened to get in his car! Bs hal marra I was scared! He was furious this time, that’s why! He got in the car, I was hesitated ,,

Yousif; ishna6ra? Dishay!!

YUMAAA! Mabyyyyy! Ra7 yithba7nyyy! I didn’t have a choice, I had to .. I got in ,, he reversed, he drove really fast, elly I had to put on the seat belt! I was scared! He seemed to drive for no special aim, he just drove, drove, drove, and drove! And stopped in the middle of no where! Not a word ..

















Yousif; do wanna tell me what’s going on?
Ruba; honestly?
Yousif; la2! Abeech itchathbeen! Akeed honestly!! ;@
Ruba; ok ok! Cool off! I can’t talk if you’re angry!
Yousif; I’m not angry! Now tell meee!!

Denial! Why is he talking to me like this?! Uggghhh! One of the moments where I hated him!

Ruba; enzain! My friend saw me mit’thayga laish enna you were emnaffis 3alay! I told her why, galatly ignore him!
Yousif; ya salaaaaaam! O entay sima3tay kalamha?
Ruba; awal shay 9ara7a eeh! Coz kint 7ail mit’thayga ennik itkallimny eb hal 6areeQa! Bs b3dain I missed you, o I wanted to talk to you, bs she didn’t allow me! O she was going to take my mobile!
Yousif; …
Ruba; yousif enta it7ibny 9a7?
Yousif; … eeh! Akthar min a7ibich!
Ruba; haman ana! Fa khala9 la it3a99iib, It won’t happen again! Wallah I was going to contact you!
Yousif; o hathy rifeejtiich elly tawa?
Ruba; eeh
Yousif; shesimha hathy?
Ruba; eshlik feha? Khala9 ma ra7 asma3 kalamha ..
Yousif; aby a3arif esimha!

Ma kint aby aftha7 my friend 9ara7a!

Ruba; yousif bil 6agaag!
Yousif; agoulich shesimhaaa ;@!*loud voice*
Ruba; wayyy yousiif shfeek 3alay!??!! Basma! Ok esimha basmaaa!!
Yousif; basma bint mnuuu?!;@
Ruba; ba3aaaddd?!! Basma El-Flany! Ok!?

I was very upset! I got out of my car! Since we were in the middle of no where, I had no idea where I was walking! .. but yousif came running grabbed me from my arms, and carried me all the way to his car!

Ruba; mabyyyy yousif! Let me go!
Yousif; wain bitro7eeen fahmeenyy?
Ruba; away from you!
Yousif; afa2! Laish?!
Ruba; ishlaisha? Ish3ogba? 3ogob ma it9arrikh 3alay o it’hawishnyyy *tears*

I couldn’t help myself, I was sitting on the passenger’s seat, my legs were out, yousif was standing outside, with his hands on the frame of the car near the passenger seat ..

Yousif; e7taraaaiitt! Ma a3arf ma akalmiich!

Akhourah bil 7achy if I’m crying!..

Ruba; ya3nyyy laaiish laaiish chithyy? *gasp* tadryy ennyy a7ibiik yousif? *gasp*

I SAID “A7IBIK”

Ruba; it9arriiikhh 3alay!*gasp* O ams etkalimny eb nafsiya *gasp*! O above that all you scare the hell out of me *gasp*!

*S I L E N C E*

I cooled off after a few seconds ..

Ruba; *sniff*
Yousif; khala9tay?

Wayyyy abyyy a6iggaaahhh ;@!!!

Ruba; eeehhh!!! :@
Yousif; ok, gilt lich enny a7ibich!
Ruba; eeh! ;\
Yousif; git lich enny asif?
Ruba; la2!
Yousif; ana asif!

I wasn’t satisfied! Ya3ny seriously? After all that he wants me to accept his apology?

Yousif; gilt asif!
Ruba; ok ,, It’s ok ..
Yousif; min galbich 6al3a?
Ruba; la2!
Yousif; a3arif shloun a6ali3ha min galbich ;)

He circled around his car to get to his heat, he drove again, he parked near some house,

Yousif; wait here for two minutes ..
Ruba; ok

He came a few minutes later, with a dozen of some weird flowers I’ve never seen before .. he got in ..

Yousif; tadreen hathoul shnu?
Ruba; no, what are they?
Yousif; you see, this is my friend’s house, he travels everywhere to get the rarest flowers, he doesn’t sell them, but I gave him a very good deal ..
Ruba; aha
Yousif; ba36eech eyaahom 3ashan it3arfeen how special you are to me ..
Ruba; thanks

The flowers were still in his hand ..

Yousif; smile

I gave him a fake smile, and reached my hand to the flowers, but he pulled them away ..

Yousif; smile min galbich!
Ruba; yousif I don’t feel like it, just drop me off at my uni

Ok ok! What he did was sweet o blah blah blah! But I wanted to Athillah shway!

Yousif; a7ibich
Ruba; adryy .. haman ana
Yousif; 9ij?
Ruba; eeh
Yousif; it7ibeenyy?
Ruba; eeh
Yousif; enzain ebtasmay, o lich killy

I finally smiled, min galb ;p

Yousif; fidaaitaaaaaah!

My smile widened

Yousif; 3ady abousiich?
Ruba; *blushing* yasooof ;O! la2!
Yousif; ok ok, ban6ir ;p
Ruba; *giggles*

He drove me to my uni, o 9ara7a ta7asaft 3ala everything that happened! I wish I didn’t ignore him, I wish I didn’t cry in front of him, I wish we never fought .. I wish I never listened to basma’s advise ..

Yousif; yallah ma 3alaih, we learned a lesson, right?
Ruba; yeah, I’m sorry about everything ..
Yousif; me too, I hate dropping you off at your uni
Ruba; I hate being dropped off at my uni
Yousif; I hate seeing s3ood in my uni

S3OOOD ;’(

Ruba; I hate seeing … *pause* … I hate seeing you drive away from my uni

But eventually, we had to say our goodbyes, even though I missed a couple of classes, it was totally worth it, I just wished he hadn’t mentioned s3ood! His name still makes my heart skip a beat, it still makes me shake, it still makes me have to clear my throat, it still reminds me of his face, his scent, his smile, and his everything! It still moves me! I miss him every now and then, but I had yousif, and that was good enough for me ..

I got to the lectures that were left .. I found basma and rinad at the coffee shop, I joined them after they waved at me ..

Ruba; heeyy ..
Rinad + Basma; Helloo .. *Gasp* Ginx! Double ginx! Triple Ginx!
Ruba; *interrupts* okaayyy kidssss ;p!
Rinad + Basma; hahaha
Rinad; sooo .. ?
Ruba; I’m hungry
Basma; me too! 9iiiiijj?!! Ta3alay!! What happened with you and yousif, it got me all worried!

Yeah, sure did! That’s why you haven’t called or sent any texts =)

Ruba; we’re cool
Basma; ah ashwa, see I told you ; )

She’s clueless!

Ruba; yeah! You did =)
Rinad; I feel like shopping..

*SILENCE*

Basma; you’re on your own babe ;p

Rinad had puppy eyes,,basma and I didn’t fall for that ;p ..

Rinad; wani3ma elrifeejaaaat ;/
Ruba; hahaha ,, ok ok ,, you got me ;p ayii wiyach ok
Basma; don’t look at me, I’ve got a big exam tomorrow
Rinad; hmph! I want both of you to come!
Basma; 3ady, next time enshallah!;*
Rinad; yeah okay .. rwaib meta tabeen enrou7?
Ruba; kaifich 7ayaty
Rinad; how about enrou7 ma3a ba3ath now, o b3dain agi6ich hny to take your car?
Ruba; emm ,, yeah sure
Basma; shop for me you two ;p
Ruba; haha! Suure ;p

We had a bite to eat, then basma went back home, but as for rinad and I ,, she was driving while I was trying to figure out who sings Toes, I was googling it with my mobile ,,

Rinad; ruba?
Ruba; hala?
Rinad; can you listen to me for a sec?

I put my mobile down, a bit worried; rinad’s tone was serious!

Ruba; amray?
Rinad; I have big news
Ruba; spill!
Rinad; emm! The reason we’re going shopping….
Ruba; ISS….!?!?
Rinad; Salim!!
Ruba; what about him!?
Rinad; EB YAKH6IBNYYYY!
Ruba; AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!! That’s great newwsssss!! Ranooooodddd oh my god! I’m so happy for yoouu!!!!

I was jumping up and down my seat, rinad had the hugest grin I’ve ever seen!,,

Rinad; I knowwww!! Ambaaiihh! You can’t imagine how happy I am!
Ruba; wayyy ZoQness!
Rinad; aahhh! It all started when he saw that I was devastated that he’s traveling to study once again! Fa he said we should get married and go there together!
Ruba; what? =(
Rinad; not like it’s forever roro

(weird nick roro for ruba mu? :p ma 3alaih! Because I don’t want her to say “ruba” it would sound serious, o I don’t want her to call her “rwaib” coz rwaib is for jocking, and hny she’s trying to make her feel better)

Rinad; plus I’ll visit as much as I can! ,, o I will always be online, o I will always call! you're the one who told me we're not in the 16th century ;) ..fa don't worry, we'll cam all the time!
Ruba; laaaa22! I’ll misss yoouuu =(! What would I do without you!
Rinad; aww! 7abeebtyy entay! Wallah as much as I wanna stay here, I can’t wait to marry salim and travel with him half the way around the world!
Ruba; wayyy ranoood! I’m in a position where I don’t what to feel! I’m so happy! But I’m so sad all at the same time! Shloun chithy?
Rinad; hahaaa, 7ayatyyyyy 3omry entay! Feel happy l2ana we’re going shopping, PLUS remember how large your 9ogha will be ;p
Ruba; haha, ok ok, I’ll buy that ;p
Rinad; ok good ;p

We shopped and shopped and shopped! ,, while rinad was in the changing room, I was looking for something nice myself .. I found this cute little short sleeveless blue and black dress, and as I was checking it out ..

Sale’s person; it goes with the grey shoes if you’re interested ,,
Ruba; can I see it please ,,
Sale’s person; this way ma’am

So I saw the grey shoes, and yeah I had to have them! ,, I held the dress next to the shoes to see how they would look, then rinad came out, wearing an amazing yellow dress, it was orange at the bottom, but grew yellower (is this a word:p?)at it went to the top! It looked amazing on her, specially that it comes with a yellow hair band ..

Ruba; AMAZING! Eyaniiiiiinnn ranood take it! In fact! Marry it! The dress will stay with you no matter what ;p
Rinad; haha, you think so?
Ruba; yeah! 7adda! ,, 3ajeeb ranood ekhtheeh!
Rinad; okay! I’ll take it!
Ruba; hey what do you think of this?

I was holding the dress and the shoes ..

Rinad; it’s nice! But you have to see what it looks like on you ..
Ruba; ok I’ll go try it

I went to the changing room and tried it! I don’t want to sound cocky, but amazing would be an understatement! ;p I went out to show rinad ,,

Ruba; what do you think?
Rinad; *gasp* gorgeous!
Ruba; definitely buying this!
Rinad; you totally should!

We bought those dresses, and yeah we shopped some more ,, after that I went to buy something nice for yousif, I didn’t know why I wanted to! I just felt like it! But I didn’t know what to buy him ,, rinad said “buy him a keychain that has your letter” but I thought it would be kind of selfish of me, but then again she said “bil 3ax, he’ll like that you think you’re his”! I fell for that and bought him a key chain that said “Y” ,, and then I rememebered basma telling us to buy something for her ,,

Ruba; hey! Do you think I should buy a “B” key chain for basma too? She told us to shop for her
Rinad; not like she was serious, but it would be nice if you did, so yeah why not?
Ruba; ok
Rinad; we’ll pitch in;p
Ruba; you’re kidding it’s just a keychain!
Rinad; I know! But it’s “our” friend so it’s “our” little gift for her ;p
Ruba; okay Missyy :p
Rinad; ahaha

We pitched in and bought her the key chain, which only cost 5 KD! Ranood ga6at 2.500 o ana 2.500! ;p

Rinad dropped me off at my car at our uni, she went off home, and so did I ,, I left the flowers in the car, the second I stepped into the house ,, Khalid was yelling my name!..

Khalid; RUBAAAAA!!
Ruba; bismillah shfeeek!?
Khalid; bagoul liich shay wayiid kha6eeer o waayiiid muhim!
Ruba; ok, but cool down! You’re freaking me out!

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Guys, I kind of need your help ;p ,, I want you to pick a car for yousif, coz I thought about if for a long time and couldn't come up with a car that fits him, fa please give me suggestions, I also want to change the color of his font, or shouldn't I? madryy kaifkom, I feel like the font color shway zigany :p ma 3alaih 3al kilma, it's the only expression for it (A)! ,, Thanks for reading;* o please give me suggestions;*
 

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